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'tis been a while [17 Sep 2003|11:13pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | story of the year - until the day i die ] yes. i haven't updated in a very long time. i figured that no one really cared about my boring life. but someone did, and that someone is very important to me =P so yeah, nothing major has happened. besides the fact that...i visited jessie!!!!! ot was so amazing. she is so perfect, it's crazy. i had lots of fun. i hope i get to go back. i visited katie too. mmm. i miss her. stupid past decisions, i curse you. yeah, being around her brought a lot of old memories to the surface, kinda like 'remember to breathe', 'sept i didn't cry while i was with her. yeah, being with her also reminded me how much i care for her. a.k.a. how much i still really really like her. so yes. we are (maybe) going to see brand new. that would be very fun. and i'm (probably) going to see yellowcard and MBR with m@. yeah, it's time to go 'cause i still need to read a lot of The Lord of the Flies before i go to bed. nighty night all... I LOVE YOU JESSIE!!! 6 comments|post comment

no subject, just the recent happenings in my life [30 Aug 2003|10:58am] [ mood | chaotic mix of everything ] [ music | mudvayne - trapped in the wake of a dream ] last night i made plans with jessie to visit her next weekend =] that is going to be lots of fun. i love her, she rocks my socks =P hehe, i cheated the system. my mom said i couldn't go 'cause she doesn't want me driving that far, so i'm going to take a bus. she never said i couldn't do that. crap-o-la. i am running out of money. i need $50 to visit jessie, $20 for the BN concert (i'm probably going the 5th instead of the 4th), something around $20 for the TBS concert, and $24 for the mudvayne show. this really blows. i could have that much, if i didn't need gas money, or food. so, i could just not eat for a long time and not drive anywhere. small sacrafice to make to see prolly the most important person in my life and three kickass bands, right? i dunno how long i'm going to be able to work tonight. i hurt even worse then i did yesterday. i didn't think i got the shit kicked out of me this bad. oh well, it's still worth it. i just don't wanna go to work. sept i need to so i don't run out of cash. STUPID MONEY!! I HATE YOU!! so yes, i think i'll go be lazy for a while before i have to work. post comment

these things are funny [29 Aug 2003|02:56pm] [ mood | bored / sore ] [ music | yellowcard - only one ] Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque Your Name Band Name Dashboard Confessional Role Guitarist Trademark Punk Rock Fashion Sense Love Interest Supermodel Created with quill18's MemeGen! ^that was just hilarious How rich will you be? by quill18 Favorite Colour Year of Birth You will be worth: $86,722,975 You will make your first million on: September 17, 2006 Created with quill18's MemeGen! i like that....ima get rich quick what do they really think of you by purple lj name sex age your best friend thinks You're hiding the bodies your family think you look like the milkman strangers think you're lickable Created with quill18's MemeGen! hahahahaha....of course i'm hiding the bodies. lickable? Which band member are you likely to be friends with? by MeYeah Name / Username Band Member Steve(furtherseemsforever.com) When you become Friends October 15, 2013 # of Years You Will Be Friends 96 Common Bond religion/anti religion Created with quill18's MemeGen! whoa...that means i'll live to be 122. crazy... Your Life: The Movie by mintyduck Who will play you: Eminem Who will play your love interest: Angelina Jolie Weeks you will stay in the box office: 4 Song that will play during your love scene: The Beegees - How Deep Is Your Love Song that will play during your death: Emiliana Torrini - If You Go Away Your name: Created with quill18's MemeGen! yes! i get to have sex with angelina jolie! kinda... F A M E by spazyspag Name: Youre famous for: Acting You get famous: July 24, 2029 You make $$ per/year: $707,898,809,914,955 Do people like you? 48901954 People think you rock. Dead/Alive: Alive, but not for long Created with quill18's MemeGen! wow. ima be really rich. i didn't even know i could act... do what? by amyk Name On this date April 9, 2013 You will learn how to make creme brule. With this person jessica simpson And end the day by having raunchy, kinky sex in the parking lot of a nightclub. Created with quill18's MemeGen! sweet, i always wanted to know how to make a creme brule...i mean have raunchy, kinky sex with jessica simpson in the parking lot of a nightclub...yeah... This is how a fucking gangsta rolls.. by starlitelily gangsta name gangsta job stand there and look cool your fucking problem gradeschool dropout # of times you ran from the cops 600 your saying die bitch Created with quill18's MemeGen! haha...look, i'm tom... post comment

stupid dashboard... [29 Aug 2003|02:28pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | the cure - there is no if... ] if it wasn't for them the tickets wouldn't be sold out. 'cause no one really knows brand new. so if it was just brand new there'd still be tickets and i'd be able to go. but no, all the little broken-hearted saps get to go in my place. grr. oh well. maybe this means i'll get to see mudvayne. wow...one more concert and i'll have been to twice as many this year as i have in the rest of my life. crazy. well, i'm off to talk to my angel, 'cause she's the bestest =] post comment

tired like whoa.... [29 Aug 2003|12:52am] [ mood | bruised and broken ] [ music | story of the year - until the day i die ] the taproot concert was FUCKING AWESOME! loved it so much. s.t.u.n. opened for them. ohmaigosh. they were totally insane. the lead singer was fucking crazy. he was standing, on the crowd. and he fuggin climbed onto the pa, onto the wall, to the balcony, onto this speaker that must have been 20 feet above the floor, then back down. it was INSANE! makes me wish i'd actually had time to see them at the warped tour. then taproot came on. it was heaven. i got the shit kicked out of me. and i loved it. and when i went to get some water, i saw the lead singer of s.t.u.n. me and corey talked to him, tho all three of our minds were a little more ocupied with the hottie standing behind him. so yes, the concert rocked my socks. and i still have $20 to buy a ticket for the BN concert. ownage. well, time to eat, then crash. nighty night. p.s. I LOVE JESSIE!! she is the bestest in the world. she's so perfect it's unbelieveable. i just wish she lived closer =\ post comment

ugh....school... [27 Aug 2003|08:34pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | taking back sunday - lulaby ] so yes. it's been a while since i updated. that happens when your mom doesn't work the night shift anymore :\ well my birthday kinda blew. cherry visited me and gave me my present. that was pretty much the highlight of my day. i got my license, but driving alone isn't as exciting as everyone says. kinda a let down. so i visited corey, kylie, matt, and kelly. it was fun. then i had to have dinner with my family. it sucked. i hate my family, except my dad and my aunt and uncle. i backed out my uncle's escalade 'cause someone parked a little too close to him and he couldn't get in the door(he's kinda big). so i did that and everyone made a big deal about it. they took pictures and everything. it was mildly retarded. saturday i ended up breaking up with stacey. i was preparing myself for it the whole way there. but then she cried and i almost lost it. and she wouldn't take her b-day present for me back. which made it that much worse =[ sunday i spent the night at matt's. i almost didn't get to, but i pulled the "it's my last night of freedom" excuse. and it worked. the next day i...shit...what did i do? i think i got some school supplies. and i got a bunch of stuff for kylie's birthday 'cause it was on the first day of school and i wanted her day not to suck. oh yeah, that was the day i visited katie at work. she hugged me and it made me very happy. but it also reminded me how much i miss her. i was being stupid and not talking 'cause i didn't know what to say. i thought about telling her how much i missed her, but i figured it wouldn't be a good idea. i suck. why am i cursed with stupidity when it comes to women? anyhoo, the next day i started school. i didn't want to go, at all. i thought i wasn't going to have anyone in my classes. but eric is in my german 2 class, which rules. eric is cool. and matt and joe are in my vit class (which i already knew). jeff's in my culinary class (duh, i took it so i could have a class with him). and i found out that corey is in my lit & society. that was cool. even though we don't get to sit next to eachother. my classes are all alright. i'm not too sure about german 2. i'm trying to get into us gov't in place of it. other than that i'm cool with my schedule. so yeah, i saw a few people that i really missed over the summer. it made me happy to finally see them. nothing interesting happened today tho. but tomorrow will be different. i get to see taproot with corey, mike and eric. i can't wait. so yes. bye for now. 1 comment|post comment

new line up... [21 Aug 2003|11:57pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | anti-flag - she's my little gogo dancer ] for my classes of course. here's the new schedule... 1st semester: 1: german 2 - hoops 2: v.i.t. - who knows? they're interviewing 'cause kimmey left =( 3: culinary arts - radant 4: lit & society - darling 2nd semester: 1: research sem - marcero 2: v.i.t. - not kimmey =( 3: culinary arts - radant 4: trig ac - dodge i'm on the wait list for us gov't 1st hour 1st semester. i think m@ has that one. hopefully i get in. i don't really wanna have to take it when i'm a senior =/ so yes. jeffery and corey are supposed to have culinary with me. i hope they do. that would be awesome. guess whose birthday is in like 3 minutes. i'll give you some hints... 1: he has an orange mohawk 2: his name starts with a "d" ...if you can't figure it out then i pity you... 4 comments|post comment

there's gotta be something wrong with me...i can't stop... [17 Aug 2003|11:51pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | brand new - seventy times 7 ] is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with. 'cause i've seen more spine on jellyfish...and i've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids. have another drink and drive yourself home. i hope there's ice on all the roads. and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield. post comment

[17 Aug 2003|11:46pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | brand new - last chance to lose your keys ] why does brand new have to be so awesome? and why the hell can't i stop listening to them? seriously, i just can't stop... post comment

[17 Aug 2003|11:25pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | brand new - the boy who blocked his own shot ] so the other day i had to go and blow more of my money. but it was worth it. i got some awesome CDs. brand new, anti-flag, gob and dashboard confessional. not the new dashboard tho. one of their EPs. i had to get it 'cause it has a song on there i can't live without, and the burned copy i had it on got ruined. stupid sticky coke. i got another CD case too. my old one has been full for a while now. this one's not as big, it only holds 104 instead of 128. i guess it'll work for a while. woohoo! only FOUR more days 'till i turn 16! i'm so excited. i'll be twice as studly once i have my license ;) i wish i could have a party and see all the people i haven't seen since before school got out and all the people i have seen but wanna see more. i guess i'll have to settle for the annual dinner with the family :( i spent the night at m@'s last night, and i made a huge mistake. i left my sn signed in on one of his computers. so the little bitch (a.k.a. miles) had to go and call everyone on my buddy list a dyke. he's so fuckin' lucky he left before i woke up in the morning. next time i see him i'm gunna make his arm go numb for a few hours. i played this really cool game called chaos legion. it's for ps2, so as soon as i get mine fixed ima go buy it. oh man. i have to take my g-ma to the hospital tomorrow so she can get a colonoscopy. i have to drive her there and get her there by 8, wait there for two hours or more, drive her home, then babysit her until 4. i wouldn't mind this at all if she wasn't...her. she complains constantly. the government this, gas prices that, all the time. and if she's not doing that she's doing one of many things...calling me fat, pointing out the obvious fact that i have an acne problem, yelling at me for not getting straight A's, telling me i should change the way i dress so i'm "more like all the other kids", telling me to get my dad to stop smoking, asking me why i don't do every little task that she claims needs to be done but really doesn't...i could go on forever. so i plan on bringing my ipod along, with a full battey of course. i figure it can go loud enough to drown her out. well i'm off to be my lazy self and listen to my new CDs. post comment

ugh... [16 Aug 2003|11:15am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | thrice - under a killing moon ] so as soon as i get power i have to go to my dad's, it's his weekend to be with me and i hav no problem with this. i actually enjoy being at my father's more than with that bitch of a mom. but i get here and the cable is out. which means i have no internet and no tv. so i ended up occupying myself with little things here and there. and i actually went to sleep early for once. and i awake to the greatest sound in the world, well, today it was. comcast trucks outside. i was so happy you'd think i was a 5 year old on christmas morning. so yes, NOW life is back to normal. i hope the school actually has power today. i need to go change my shitty schedule around. post comment

POWER!!! [15 Aug 2003|11:25am] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | brand new - guernica ] ohmaigosh. that was horrid. that sucked like no other. stupid lack of power, ruined my day. time to go on with life as usual. yes! i can get my CDs out of my stereo! thank god, i thought they were lost forever ;) is this the way a toy feels when it's batteries run dry i am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these so i sat alone and waited out the night the best part of what has happened was the part i must have missed so i'm askin you to shine it on and stick around i'm not writing my goodbyes post comment

stupid school... [14 Aug 2003|12:03pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | brand new - okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't ] so i went and got my schedule for school. it really sucks. all my classes blow except vit which i have with matt & joe. so yeah, my schedule is 1st semester: 1:german 2 /hoops 2:vit /kimmey 3:chem /lauchu 4:lit & society /darling 2nd semester: 1:research sem /marcero 2:vit /kimmey 3:us gov't /roy-borland 4:trig ac /dodge lemme know if you have any classes with me, 'cause i don't wanna go in there alone. and ya know what else blows? i might not be able to get a parking sticker. i have to wait 'till my birthday so i can show 'em the registration and stuff, and if they run out before then i'm just out of luck =( i hope they don't. i would be sad. this is the grace only we can bestow this is the price you pay for loss of control this is the break in the bend this is the closest of calls this is the reason you're alone this is the rise and the fall... mmm, brand new. what's that you say? they have a concert the same night as homecoming? oh my. which shall i attend? 1 comment|post comment

=( [13 Aug 2003|10:50pm] [ mood | regretful ] [ music | dashboard confessional - remember to breathe ] sometimes i talk to people. and i start thinking about the past and stuff. and it makes me sad 'cause i didn't do everything i could do to keep them with me. sigh. stupid david... ...then i listen to songs that remind me of them. 'cause i miss them and it helps. post comment

[13 Aug 2003|10:04pm] [ mood | so pissed ] [ music | 311 - freeze time ] GAA!! I FUCKIN' HATE THAT BITCH! i need to get the fuck outa here...soon... post comment

grr... [13 Aug 2003|09:52pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | rob zombie - feel so numb ] so yes. i am angry at my mother at the moment. she's been stupid all day and almost didn't let me go to this party-type thing to see stacey. then i get home and ease into a conversation in which i ask for a piercing for my birthday. so she flips out at me. she goes off on how i can't, so i say okay. then she keeps saying 'no' like i am gunna get 'em without her permission. like i even could. at 16 you still need parental permission. she pisses me off way too much. i need to move in with my dad... post comment

[13 Aug 2003|12:15am] [ mood | content ] [ music | nofx - whoops, i od'd ] so the song has a name now. Same Old Play. thanks for helpin me out with that jessie =) post comment

i can write...kinda... [12 Aug 2003|09:15pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | a perfect circle - thinking of you ] yay! i wrote again! it's not that great, and it doesn't exactly have a title. but i still like it :) once again i am lost cupid's missed his target by about a hundred miles head's in the wrong place and i can't bring it back it's the same old play just a different tour with a different star and i need things to change this time and i want it to be different this time you're so far away too far away and i need your smile in my life you're so far away too far away and i want your hand held in mine you're so far away too far away and i want to stand side by side with you i've got a girl in my arms but all i see is your face you're the epitome of perfection beauty in it's purest form but you're so distant and i hate this old play it's even more frustrating the second time around and i need things to change this time and i want it to be different this time you're so far away too far away and i need your smile in my life you're so far away too far away and i want your hand held in mine you're so far away yoo far away and i want to stand side by side with you so now that you know that this distance, it kills me i'd like to know something does it hurt you the same? and this old play is tiring it needs to end soon so i can go home but i'd rather not not alone so i'd be honored if you'd join me 1 comment|post comment

i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose and don't have the cure for... [12 Aug 2003|06:17pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | brand new - okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't ] i don't remember who i took the first one from...but the second i stole from kylie. can you tell i get bored? yes or no... x. you keep a diary: a journal is like a diary, right? x. you like to cook: when it comes to easy mac and ramen noodles, I’m a master chef x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: mmhmm x. you're in love: dunno really x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: what watch? x. you bite your fingernails: nope x. you believe in love: yup Who is...? The weirdest person you know: hmm…tough question…I’d have to say kevin the Loudest Person you Know: definitely kevin the Sexiest Person you Know: prolly jessie...or katie now that i think of it. so hard to choose ;) Your close friends: jessie, kelly, corey, jeffrey, joe, lowis…prolly more The Person that Knows the Most about you: most likely katie Most Boring Teacher: miss jonik 2. Do You...? take a shower everyday: yep have a(any) crush(es): mmhmm think/know you've been in love: I think so….not sure want to get married: no way have any tattoos/where?: I wish / anywhere piercings/where?: used to…eyebrow get motion sickness: nope think you're a health freak: haha…far from it get along with your parents: dad, yes….mom, no… like thunderstorms: uh huh CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? can’t I have both? CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? nope HELPED SOMEONE? umm...not sure BOUGHT SOMETHING? brand new's new cd GOTTEN SICK? nope GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope SAID "I LOVE YOU"? mmhmm WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope TALKED TO AN EX? nope MISSED AN EX? she’s not actually an ex ‘cause we didn’t go out…but I miss her WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yes HAD A SERIOUS TALK? kinda MISSED SOMEONE? yes HUGGED SOMEONE? yep FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no name 10 bands you listen to: -the misfits -rancid -tool -311 -8stops7 -a perfect circle -yellowcard -dimmu borgir -nofx -deftones Name 9 things you hate: - not being able to visit friends, one in particular -people who judge me based on my appearence -school -living with my mom -when I’m attracted to women that are in relationships - devout christians who try to convert me -rap -not being able to do things I wish I could -the way I look ------------------------------------------------------------------ Would.You.Rather: 1) Pierce your nose or tongue? both 2) Be serious or be funny? funny, by far…life is better when you can laugh 3) Drink whole or skim milk? skim Are.You: 4) Simple or complicated? complicated…and it sucks Do.You.Prefer: 5) Flowers or candy? candy 6) Grey or gray? does it really matter? 7) Color or black-and-white photos? black-and-white…more nostalgic 8) Lust or love? love 9) Sunrise or sunset? they look the same to me 10) M&Ms or Skittles? skittles 11) Rap or rock? ROCK! \,,/ 12) Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late…not a morning person 13) TV or radio? neither? 15) Eating apples or oranges? watermelon…bitch 16) Being hot or cold? mmm…cold 17) Tall members of the opposite sex? I’m 6’2…so no 18) Sun or moon? moon 19) Emeralds or rubies? rubies, I like red 20) Left or right? huh? 21) Having 10 friends or 1 best friend? 1 best 22) Sun or rain? RAIN! 23)Vanilla ice cream or chocolate? vanilla 24) Boys or girls? girls 25) Green beans or carrots? carrots…but they have to be raw 26) Low fat or fat free? how bout you gimme the real thing and I’ll lose weight by exercising Miscellaneous: 27) What is your biggest fear in the world? that I’ll die alone 28) Kids or no kids? no kids 29) Cat or dog? many dogs 30) Half empty or half full? does it really matter? 31) Mustard or ketchup? mustard 32) Hard cover books or soft cover books? books is bad 33) Newspaper or magazine? magazine 34) Sandals or sneakers? sneakers, sandals don’t look good with hobbit feet 35) Wonder or amazement? amazement 36) Red car or white car? umm…silver or black 37) Happy and poor or sad and rich? happiness is all that matters 38) Singing or dancing? watching? 39) Hugging or kissing? mmm…both 40) Corduroy or plain? plain 41) Happy or sad? happy :D 42) Purple or green? green 43) Blondes, brunettes? I like unnatural colors ;D About.You 44) What time is it? 6 something in the pm hours 45) Full name? David Garner Farrell 46) Nicknames: umm…davey, davie, dave…no real nicknames, just shorter ones 47) Names and ages of siblings? michelle - 21 49) Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake: 15…why couldn’t I have waited 10 days? 50) Pets: queenie – chocolate lab 51) Height: 6’2 52) Eye color: blue 53) Hair color: natural or what it is now? 54) Piercing(s): none =( but hopefully soon What.do.you.want: 55) Where do you want to live? I don’t really care 56) How many kids do you want? none 57) What kind of job do you want? rock star bizzatch 58) Do you want to get married? nope Which.is.better 59) 2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4 60) Coffee or ice cream? coffee 61) Shampoo or conditioner? shampoo 62) Bridges or tunnels? what? 63) One pillow or two? two Word.Assosiation (first thing that comes to mind) 64) Rock? MUSIC!!! 65) Green? eggs and ham 66) Crying? comforting 67) Peanut? butta jelly time! 68) Roses? a perfect circle…don’t disturb the beast the temperamental goat the snail while he’s feeding on the rose, stay frozen, compromise what I will, I am <-- damn good song 69) Summer? vacation 70) Winter? break Favorites 71) Salad dressing? ranch 72) Color of socks? white? 73) Toothpaste? as long as it cleans… 74) Food? anything that tastes good 75) Toothbrush? huh? 76) Alcoholic drink? hey…under 21 here 77) Non-alcoholic drink? mountain dew 78) Character? ftw? Random.Questions: 79) When was your last hospital check-in? I dunno 80) Where do you see yourself in 10 years? hopefully in a successful band on my way to stardom 81) What do you do most often when you are bored? music 82) Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away from you? jessie :) 83) Are you open minded? mmhmm 84) Can you be in love with two people at the same time? I think so 85) If you could spend one day with anyone..past or present... who would it be? MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN!!! post comment

[11 Aug 2003|02:57am] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | thrice - silhouette ] i have the best friend in the world. her name is jessie and she helps me when i'm all confusing and depressed and such. she rocks. i'm so glad i have a friend like her. 1 comment|post comment

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