woodley signed his paper hes goin inot the army 6 years in GA i freaked out i cried i was so i dont know scared scared is my best summation of my emotions i woke up with my throat in pain alot of pain in the front above where my collar bones meet i dont quite know how but like yea i cried alot so maybe thats why im just afraid to loose him and i talked to some people and they made things better settled me down but didnt butter things up for me to calm me they were straightforward and honest and i appreciate that kind of relief

Date:	2005-04-27 13:02
Subject:	schemes
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious

well ive planned carried out and played a part in many a scheme as you might have read or noticed im good at it and yea sometimes i get caught but ya kno it never seems to come completely crashing down so now im on my newest schemes which would include

1- quitting six flags but buying a discount season pass and then claiming to have lost my id when i quit three great things- no more six flags job free entry into six flags and 40 percent disocunt with the id i keep becuase no one pays attention thats rather nice but mildly illegal

2-my cell phone, or the cell phone to be aquired by me in about two hours thtas currently resting on krissee's front porch so the cell phone purchased from my bank account with my a check card in my mothers name which she has no idea about as she also has no idea about the phone in her name either

3-going to claim to have to work on sat spend the day with woodley this could go terribly wrong but i think ill be able to pull it off

4 the car im gettin is going to be registered in tenneessee because there is no inspection and its gonna stay under my dads anem adn all this is going to be very interesting


all those things are illegal even going to woodleys becuase im 17 and if ur under 18 u cant leave the state without aprental consent sooo its really kinda interesting

Date:	2005-04-25 08:23
Subject:	bah
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious

I got my report card i am not as big a failure as i thought i was turns out im just doing bad not terrible adn there is still hope for my saving my ass sooo thats not so bad ismael made me cry fuck him right now he's not my issue neways krissee is spending the day with him if i skipped school to spend the day with woodley i would get every ounce of hell imaginable but you know what its fine i dont give a fuck i dont need to give a fuck becuase everything will work itself out without me getting into a tizzy my phone is coming in the mail they sent it out this morning now i am just waiting waiting for it to get here so i just think ill bide my time then itll be ehre and i have to call woodley and then CLAIRE! cause i found claire and im so happy i found claire yay! lol im stupid i know but yea thats all ima go now

Date:	2005-04-20 12:50
Subject:	shuckity fuck
Security:	Public
Mood:	enraged

well well well lets see i got my moms debit card for my account so maybe jus maybe ill get my cell phone now as long as i intercept the stupid ass pin number then yea ill get it and this really cute phone cover i found online its pink with the baby phat cat omg its gorgeous when i get that maybe some things will be a lil bit better a little bit less complicated and not so damn bothersome and distanced cause gosh all i want right now is to talk to woodley just to hear his voice is sooo comforting and like jus reassures me on everything


surprise surprise krissee and i are arguing we got pissy with each other yesterday got past it then today i found out i am doing as badly as i thought in school so i went to gym rather depressed adn when i get depressed about one thing i just start bashing everything and krissee ask whats wrong nothing dont lie nothing i want to talk about okay and then i get dont get snippy with me im just trying to care about u what am i not supposed to fucking care nemore AHHHHHH I HATE THAT BULLSHIT its such a childish thing to say and its retarded she is not retarded that statement in its own little world is becuase its bullshit and she does it like im supposed to feel quilty that at the moment i really dont need to here from her its ur own fault or to get a shoulder shrug frmo her or something like that im jus not in the mood for that i want some compassion i want to talk to woodley and im making it happen thank God

im out

Date:	2005-04-19 16:08
Subject:	catholics...
Security:	Public
Mood:	discontent

ppl were betting on what day the pope would be announced people were betting on who would be the pope....when is the movie the book and the merchandise coming out...i wanna wear my Pope tshirt in my popemobile and my eat my popecycle on the way to go see Pope the movie...lol

i miss woodley mas loco mucho..

Date:	2005-04-17 00:17
Subject:	hehe
Security:	Public
Mood:	naughty
Music:	112-u already kno

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

Tonite's the night girl (yes)
I'm tryin to give you that thing to make you say (yes)
From the kitchen floor down to the fireplace (yes)
Insense burning, your body talkin that shit to me (yes)
Cancel that phone, the only sound i'm tryin to hear is your moan (yes)
You ridin topless, no panties on (yes)
And I've been thinkin bout this all day long
You're giving me the fire..don't

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

Is your girl Jenny home? (yes)
Call her up and tell her its bout to be on (yes)
Tell her don't show if it aint heels and thongs (yes)
I can already see it, ooo what a feeling
Just don't, get jealous if I hit that too hard (yes)
Cuz you come first, you know your my heart (yes)
Cuz it'll always be yours, girl i'm bout to turn you out

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

You know just how I like to see it(You know just how I like to see it)
You know just how I, how I....You Already Know
You know I like to go down (I Love it when you go down)
And you know I won't stop until you get in
uh-o You Already Know

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

Papa comin home, bout to give you that raw
Favorite position from the back door
Girl you know the drill, don't ask no questions
You already know

Sexual Position Therapy by serpiente
Username
Partner
Sexual position
Times to week	39
Satisfaction level: 85%
Date ended	January 19, 2077
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Ohhhhh ohhhhh oh whooaaa hey ey heyeyyyy

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby

When I hit em I make um say,(oh)
Sex be ma day,(job)
I hit 'em in da back of my, (car)
make 'em ride like a see( saw)
I make 'em laugh and giggle
cuddle a little suck on the nipple
lick the whipped cream from the middle
Girlfriend i never go (raw)
i rip off panties and i pop off (bras)
B.L.U.E.S.T.A.R
ask around the block how freaky we are
I drink Red Bull so I keep stamina
What's my name,Pretty Ricky, Pretty boy doing pretty good thangs, making pretty good change
Yea give pretty good brains get pretty pretty chicks
Get pretty damn rich, pretty Ricky, Ricky, Ricky and
The Maverix.

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby.

Lay on ya back, let me rub this creme on ya baby(on ya baby)
slow motion, bout to put this thang on ya baby(on ya baby)
Starin in yo eyes, bout to lick them thighs, got cha hypnotized, do you feel the vibe
Ohhhhhh ohhhh ohhhhh ohhhhh
starin in ur eyes, bout to lick them thighs, got cha hypnotized, do you feel the vibe
(step 1) ya kissing on me
(step 2) girl im caressin yo body
(step 3) now im licking off the wipp cream
(step 4) And Oooo your grinding on me

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me deeper shawty ride on me,
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby.

slick got more game than a little bit baby girl 5'5 brown eyes with them thick lips
thick thighs with slim hips, sugar honey, ice tea baby, baby girl is the shhhh
and a bag of chips I like to catch her when she coming home, lights out with a cherry thong, eat you up like a sunda cone
but as i'm moanin, you got me open
Yo tongue is choking no joking
coochie swollen, the bedroom smoking, get some air up in this room girl (ahh ahh ahhh)
if lovin u is wrong then I don't wanna be right
so imma take my time, n do it right, cuz we got all night...cuz we got all night baby girl just

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby

Baby grind on me, relax yo mind take yo time on me,
let me get deeper shawty ride on me,
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak,
with slow grinding baby

i cant stand my father he prides himself on fucking with my life well fuck him and his fucking issues cause i cant stand it anymore is bad to wish bad things on people i dont want him dead i dont even want him like vegatative i just wish hed go away for about 3 months and let me live my fucking life i dont even want him at my graduation hes damned conviced i cant graduate so why the fuck not huh???? ahhhhhhhh im so sad and so hurt and i just want woodley and no i cant even have that and the untaintedness that we had is now tainted and its my fault because i broke my good fucking nothing word i promised i wouldnt say anything to krissee and i forgot the promise and i said something to her and UGGG i shouldnt have and that was the begining of the end he isnt upset nemore but i just felt like the worst fucking person ever and then this morning my dad all goes and says no no u cant go to krissees then i cant even go chill with her FUCK HIM i could be in a normal happy functioning relationship i could be a normal happy person if it wasnt for him i want him gone out God make this better please help me end my bitterness and make my father a better man towards me i cant deal with this i dont want to anymore this is my breaking point....

Date:	2005-04-12 12:59
Subject:	heres hoping there are no lost causes
Security:	Public
Mood:	infuriated

theres a tiny little girl
who lives in a tiny little loft
in a tiny little town
in a tiny little country
more then a tiny little bit far from home
she gets in her tiny little car and
goes to her favoirte tiny little cafe
she spends her tiny little days
doing tiny little things
but unfortuneately this tiny little girl's
tiny little heart
has been more then a tiny little bit broken
once far from her tiny little home
she had more then a tiny little love
it was the kind of love that made you cry
because it was just so pure
but to others in her life
there were more then tiny little differences
between her and her love
these tiny little differences to everyone else
made more then a tiny little difference
to those she loved
as most tradgedies go
her tiny little heart was broken
never to be fixed again
unless by a tiny little miracle
the tiny little girls tiny little heart can be mended
so when you go to bed tonyte
pray a tiny little prayer
for the tiny little girl
and the boy she loved with her all her tiny little heart
because a tiny little part of us
would give anything for a tiny little part of what they had


bad things happen to good people....i want to protest this occurence right here right now because its not fair...but then again i guess it all depends upon your opinion of a good person but if someone falls into a that category on everyones list i dont think bad things should happen to them just because two people have backwards opinions on what makes a good person...its not fair

i made woodley upset and i didnt even realize it and i felt terrible when i found out i did like i cried i felt so bad ive never felt that guilty for soemthign and he didnt even try to guilt me...over spring break woodley told me he saw ismael with a condom on earlier that day well i sat and listened to krissee swear up and down they hadnt yet and she pissed me off and i threw it in her face ebcause it wasnt fair she kept being all hypocritical...before woodley had told me this he made me promise not to tell i broke my promise...my word means nothing now....i feel sooo terrible about it....then to make things worse my mom comes and knocks on my door this morning and says you cant spend the night at krissee's your dad will drive you in the morning omg i wanted to throw up i wanted to scream i WANT TO SEE MY FUCKING BOY FRIEND and no no no i cant i cant even tell him krissee has to tell him and just God i feel like something terrible is going to happen and i want to throw up....i want to throw up soooo bad....then today in the b-cafe i see the girl that in some manner pushed erica to the point of crying and even if it wasnt specifically her her actions were the last straw and erica was bawling and it was really sad to see and i felt honestly bad for her and krissee wanted to kno who it was and i pointed her out well brittany all like smiles at me and i say hey and we had like a minor discussion with her about what she said and i said the girl was stupid and u shouldnt do that and if something got brought up about how herb was it was krissee that said it but i got blamed for it in gym when erica just comes up in there and chews me out i mean fucking lays into me over this and telling me shell fight me she dont care how much biger then her i am and all kinds of shit just going on and on and wont shut the fuck up calling me that white bitch and stuph OMG i hate that and then she was saying i tried to hug her and shit i never went near her i didnt think it was my place i put perfume on her cause i know she likes it and i just UGGG dont fucking yell at me when i dont do you no wrong it just pisses me off i was on ericas side in the matter that one girl knew what the fuck she was doing and never should have opened her damn mouth to her and erica's damn lil friend brittany goes and says im talkin shit about her WTF uggg and that shit with my dad i just i broke and i didnt even snitch on her ass whenever mrs. wetterskog asked if what she saw happen was what she thought had happened i told her no not a damn thing happened...fuck this school and fuck these people aint nothing good about this place.....

You are

Date:	2005-04-08 12:40
Subject:	u kno..
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed

sometimes people get stupid about dumb shit and its really annoying for instance krissee is all like ur jumping down my throat im not jumping down your throat i made a comment and i laughed and she was all like we cant do that we have to leave at 6 am and she like snapped it at me i was trying to joke around but nooo i have to be ms angry angry and then like all the time she saying whats wrong with you whats wrong with you whats wrong with you always putting me on the fucking spot what are you thinking nothing dammit nothing theres nothing there just let me be about whats on my mind talk to me change the subject dont just sit here what are you thinking about whats wrong your lying ahhhhhhhhh and like im trying to figure out what im going to do cause she is quitting her job at six flagsa nd if she gets another i ahve like NO RIDE to work so i might not be able to move in until like oct when i get my license and its very very frustrating because i hate living in my house its really unpleasant but i mean its my thing to deal with so i am and she makes all these really rude comments towards me and im just supposed to be okay and i just let it go i say simple things towards her and she flips the fuck out on me ahhhhhh why cant things just be calm all the time back and forth petty baby shit....i just want to talk to woodley one thing thats all itll never happen

You are

Date:	2005-04-05 12:33
Subject:	hallelujah
Security:	Public
Mood:	accomplished

such uber happiness cause yesterady we went to philli now that took for frickin ever and was rather aggitating but you kno i lived so then we get there we meet woodley in cherry hill then we end up following him he starts to go the wrong way and i tell him you need to follow krissee out of jerzi cause you just dont know where the hell you are so he does then in philli he gets in front of us and well he just doesnt know how to fucking be first driver omg following him switching lanes like crazy just being a nutcase and im like omg and krissee is getting so angry like 247 just angry angry angry so im in the car with her im in scary philli and following crazy woodley and i just like thought i was gonna die so then we get to ismael hes shirtless in the street krissee flips o joy then we stop at woodleys cousins to drop off her car and krissee is like omg where are we i try and explain shes still goin nutz soooooo woodley gets in the car with ish we follow them to wood's house we get there his dad opens the door hellos and such i give woodley some pics run down stairs and give one to his mom and shes like oooo this is so nice i really like this thank you thank you give me a hug o loved it like uber so much and i just was so glad to be tellin a parent and we chill have nasty pizza from papa nics DONT EAT PAPA NICS PIZZA so yea then woodley takes the stuph back down to the kitchen and his dad gets him is like why dont ismael ever take his girl to his house why is he always in my house and woodley pulls ish aside and tells him this so we're like we gotta go cause like his dad likes me and doesnt mind me and woodley chillin but he feels like ish is hiding this from his parents and he doesnt want to be involved in the situation if one ever were to arise so its like 10:30 and we leave to go to this park but there are cops all over the park then me and woodley get lost in random irish part of philli when tryin to get somewhere else we finally all get there stop park chill me and woodley just talkin then we get in the back seat and are all gettin situated and i go to move up the passenger seat after the driver and it doesnt move and my knee slips and like bam right on lil think the driver seat move on and i like cut up my knee through my jeans but then we move past that and the tea spilt all over the back of the passenger side and umm get into something and OMG in a car IS SOOOOO HOT it was great good and FINALLY FINALLY FUCKING FINALLY woodley cam. omg i felt so accomplished like the only guy ive ever made cum was antonio and that was during umm just mouth activites and well brendel didnt but that was an odd situation and i wanted woodley to but we just never got there and he did yesterday and i was soooo damn happy cause he doesnt and he did and i got him there and im just so happy and yea thats all that was the whole point to this entire thing plus one very wonderful thing that was said to me before the physical activity was like even thought of brought up or w/e cause i mean its always an option we are riding along and i tell woodley i wonder if ur gonna be all belly like ur dad whne u get old or maybe ull just go crazy i wanna see you when u get old and he was like u will ull be right there with me and OMG when he says things like that just cause i mean like no prompting it makes me feel so secure and like just grateful.THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!

Date:	2005-04-04 12:47
Subject:	sad things happen
Security:	Public
Mood:	numb

i was in my room on sat chillin being lazy taking a break and my mom walks in and she is on the phone and she says what was that boys name the one you liked there in mississippi Garland.... and of course i retorted McAdory not thinking anyhting of it and she replies he's dead he commited suicide.


Now things like that just kind of get you..mind you i havent spoken to Garland since the summer between 9th and 10th grade we were walking through the mall my family and I and I saw him with Genny Pontheaux (french creole stuph jenny pon shay) and he saw sam and told me he was moving to madison to go to Madison Central High School rather then switching like everyone else from ridgeland. I was really devastated when i heard it cause Garland was just one of those people that was i dont know better then all this better then the cards he got dealt he just could have been more and he never would and it always made me sad and yes i had a huge crush on him i thought he was gorgeous and funny and of course i loved that i knew a side of him that i dont think many people had seen at the time and i will always remember the hour we spent in the library 5th period study hall just chillin talkin being stupid. I will always miss that. And i dont know what provoked him to on Good Friday to put that gun to his torso and take his life or what would have happened if his mom had gone into the backyard a few seconds sooner and because of the Faith i have im not even sure i can tell myself Garland is in a better place but i can ask, beg, pray to God that he gives him some peace thats all Garland really wanted I think.
R.I.P. David Garland McAdory Jr. March 25, 2005


I'm going to see my baby tonyte and that makes me happy and im going to tell him that im okay with being a marine and i mean it. It scares the hell out of me but i mean it i just want him to find happiness thats all if it includes me omGod that would be soooo great but if it doesnt at least im getting the time i have with him.

greater good? i am ur wife i am the greatest goods u ever gonna get...hahaha woodley needs to learn that

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	191
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Date:	2005-04-02 12:57
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Steve
You ride around in a	2003 Land Rover Defender
Yo gang	The Adjective Nouners
Yo shoes be	Red and white Nike Dunk-Lows
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	2,703
How much money you got?	$2.53373761156478e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 77%
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Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Platinum Ringa
You ride around in a	A pair of 1962 Roller Skates
Yo gang	The Adjective Nouners
Yo shoes be	Bathroom slippers
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	3,779
How much money you got?	$5.59173441113583e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 40%
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haha we're in the same gang but hes more gangsta then i am ass...

o well wednesday..a word he hates to spell...was really awesome but i still feel kinda bad cause he has yet to...finish what he starts now im fine with that but he still cant DOES THAT MEAN I DONT MAKE HIM....ugg iuno but he wants to be a marine and i cried hard but like i want him to be in the military but i want to be married and thats a big thing i mean i love the thought of him being in but i want to be Mrs. Corporal Paul not his girl or the girl back home AHHH not fair but i cant explain to him commit to me if u can commit to them when he wants to be free of everything but not from me WUT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN and if he died o God i cant even think about it...

if u wanted to know something about me heres something..


Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

i spent wed with woodley the whole day and it was wonderful but he told me he wants to be a marine..ill write back in a min

You are

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Date:	2005-03-29 11:21
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	nervous

i have a job interview in two and half hours.....i see woodley in...26 hours.... im gonna go dye my hair brown and i think im eating tooo much and spending too much money but at least tomorrow im covered...

Date:	2005-03-27 19:54
Subject:	i miss ma baby
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic

I'm a hustler, I'm a I'm a hustler homey
I'm a hustler, I'm a I'm a hustler homey
Nigga ask about me nigga nigga ask about me

netime im in a good mood i get this song in my head and it makes me miss wood cause he sings it i love to watch him sing it he gets all into it in his mirror and got his fitted on and jus mmmm love it hahaha and netime i get all hyped and ina good mood i get this song in my head hahaha i love him ima listen to it tomorrow

I'm a hustler, I'm a I'm a hustler homey
I'm a hustler, I'm a I'm a hustler homey
Nigga ask about me nigga nigga ask about me

Date:	2005-03-26 20:08
Subject:	relief
Security:	Public
Mood:	grateful

jujubebegurl: im not sure where u r or if ur ovr ur text and u proly r and this proly doesnt help but i am sure i love you and i miss u very very much- love boo
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hahaha almost posted my b/f's number on the net that woulda sucked but yea i love thigns like that im so glad hes in my life and i miss him so much