Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Alan's Blurty:

Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
12:40 am	Person in the Dark I feel someone looking at me in this dark room, but I cant see them and I want to know who is it. So I walk around feeling the walls, then I touch someone and it is a girl. I cant see who is it because it is to dark in here. So I ask, "Who is this I am touching" they answer, "Someone who you will be with for the rest of your life." I stop touching them and think to myself and I cant figure out who it is. Then I feel a light switch next to me and I flip it and the lights comes on, but I can only see right in front of me. I look in front of me and I see No One!!! But the funny thing is in my heart I know who that person was........... Can you figure out who this person is??? Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: The Exies
12:31 am	I just got off the phone with kati. She helped me a lot. I really want to thank you for being their for me sweetie. I hope that everything will go well. I will call you tomorrow, I promise. I am not going to sleep tonight because I have to much on my mind. Current Mood: calm Current Music: Linkin Park (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 10th, 2003
10:53 pm	Lost but never forgotin I am lonely because I miss you soo much, I want to call you. I will call you tonight. Because I have to hear your voice. I miss you soooo much. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: System of a Down (Comment on this)
10:31 pm	Things are gone, Life is leaving me now Everything seems to be different now that you are gone. But I think its for the best right now, so I can get my head on straight. Really need to talk to somebody because I have alot on my mind and I dont know what I am going to do. Just am having one of these "open up" days. I want to talk to kati because she is the only one who understands me. I will call her tonight or tomorrow because I have to get all this off my chest. God I miss you sooo much, you know who you are. Well I am off to bed I will talk to you tomorrow Current Mood: drained Current Music: Wait and Bleed (Comment on this)