Untitled   
08:04pm 10/06/2004
 
mood: moody
music: Therapy
Shit happens and U can't take it back!!!

U broke somthing and u'll never be able to fix it!!

U tore something apart u won't be able to mend it!!

U trashed ur life now U have to trash my life!!!

For everything this that went bad

There is nuttin good

Life full of dispare

Life full of hopelessness

Life is always taken for granted and nouthing will be able to come about it

SO SCREW U AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE U DAMN FUCKING WHORE!!!!		  
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WOW.....WHAT A WHILE   
08:12pm 03/06/2004
 
mood: drained
music: Love Song-311
I guess it's been awhile since i wrote here....I been busy with my life....Last time i wrote here i was in High School...Now I just ended my first year in college.....what fun.....i working on my degree in Criminal Justice- Corrections so i can become a youth counsoler..... One more year to go.... then i have my assoicates degree....i wanna get my masters in Social Work.....I haven't done anything really stupid with my life....though i still have these dreams......I haven't written in along time.....Poems I mean....I rusty.... So I'm gonna get this down agian...I use to be really good....and i still am...Just need to sit down and acually write...now that school is over with.....I'm gonna be 20 this year...which is cool....that means i getting old....lol.....sorry for all that repeating dots...just means that i thinking too much....and i don't know what to write..got so much to say.....gosh my life has changed soo much....college is alittle harder...but much more fun...even though it's a community college...it still is fun....sorry it's been so long....jake won't talk to me....he hasn't been on in awhile....jarek hates me....wish i could turn back time..... i hope to be more active on here and share my horrible poems with u all...i do hope people respond to me....i like that other people who read my things.... gives me more oppertunity to write better...like Mr. Pendo....he helped me in high school sooo much....he's one of my favorites...well this is good bye for now		  
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MizUnderstood   
01:49pm 02/05/2003
 
mood: grumpy
music: Noise
I always Know what it feels Like
To be missunderstood
I always missunderstood

People need to relaize how my life works
They don't need to be in simple projects
They just don't understand
They don't understand me

The always make up excuses to do this
Or do that
I amazed on how much people
Ignore me

I HATE THAT!!!!
wHY CAN'T THESE PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE IF THEY DON'T NEED TO BE AROUND ME THE MROE i NEED TO VENT.

Atleast i KNOW THAT THEY AREN'T MY TRUE FRIENDS
If theyb don;t understand
But the only thing that I don't understand is why people don't come to me if they don't understand something about me.

mY PARENTS FOR AN EXAMPLE: they mostly understand me
My FRIENDS: UNDERSTAND ME WAY TO MUCH CAUSE I GREAT TO BE AROUND		  
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Unwanted Dreams   
03:36pm 23/04/2003
 
mood: restless
Dreams come and go
Why dosen't this one
All these screams...
All this yelling....
All this madness

This dream haunts me
Its always there
Its in every thought
It won't just leave

Its like it real
Just sitting there waitng
Waiting to happen
TO destroy

Its becomes this unwanted dream
That no one wants
Its always make itslef present
Its takes me over

I'm just withering away
For these events to unfold
Unwanted dreams
For an ....
Unwanted Me		  
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Another Day   
06:57pm 22/04/2003
 
mood: drained
music: Linkin Park
Another day gone
Another day to come
Another day to pass

Days filled with pain
Days filled with death
Days filled with dispear

Its just all another day
Days filled with work
Days taken forgranted

Another day to go
Another day gone by
Another day passing

Its all just
Another day		  
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Spared   
06:34pm 06/04/2003
 
mood: depressed
Today I was spared another day.
Tomorrow is another day
That will come and go
Spared tomorrow
Not yet sure		  
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