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[03 Oct 2003|05:11am]
No sleep tonight. Its 5 am and im really depressed right now. I am just thinking about a lot of things that have been happening and i cant help but to blame myself for them. It may or may not all be my fault, but i know that at least half of the shit thats hurting people is my fault. I know im gonna get at least one comment on what im about to say but i feel it in my heart to be true. I am a bad friend. I know i am. If you look at the last year between kristen and i, there have been so many tears that ive made her cry, and also so many cuts that i caused her into doing. Andrew i piss off all the time. David im almost never there for. I jus hate the fact that i am causing so much pain. My parents are going at me like satan. Dont ask. My brother is being very different, i think i told kristen about it. And i still miss my sister so much. Im not gonna be able to see her for another two months. I dont know if im gonna make those two months if im stuck alone in this fucking shithole. This isnt gonna go well.
11 deaths for me|leave me for dead

[27 Sep 2003|07:58am]
[ mood | ecstatic(maybe not so much) ]
[ music | DLG ]

Well today marks one year closer to death for me. Im 16. Big deal. My parents are upstairs making my breakfast. They care for today, but tommorow they will be yelling at me like crazy. Oh well. Fuck this birthday. I get to work on it. Isnt that great. Im prolly gonna go to sleep when i get there anyway. I told everyone to get me nothing for my birthday cuz i know i sure as hell dont deserve someone to waste their money on me. I told some people if they wanted to get me something, just to hang out with me. Not a waste of money, but time that i can appreciate. Oh well. Last night i went ice skating with david, my brother and nikki. Nikki and david had a really good time together i could tell. I tried to help nikki and carrie learn to skate. Got to see some people from school. Had some fun. I can still skate even with two years without skating and a bad knee. Im still pretty good. Anyway. Tonight hopefully i get to go to new roc to see a movie with kristen. I told her for that to be my b day present. I think thats enough. Well my neck hurts a lot so im jus gonna stop writing.

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Sorry guys [19 Sep 2003|03:16pm]
Sorry to disappoint everyone but I am still very much alive. I know, poor you. Well today was another half day at school as every friday is. I had computer programming in the morning, but my teacher wasnt there. Instead we had a math TA, lattys i think, teach the class. This nigga starts talking about computers as if he knows what hes talking about. He saying shit about back to the future, meanwhile everything he is saying is wrong. Well that class was getting stupid so when we had a break i went to comedy writing to be with my little brother. I made up a bunch of good ideas there and than i went on to directing. One hour of the class the whole class was directing arianna and morgan who volunteered to act. The next hour was spent in individual groups of actors and a director. I went outside without a group. Gideon got kicked out of his group, so i offered to be the director to tiffany and carrie. Well i think i did a good job directing them. Well after that, school was over and we had our weekly assembly. We found out who won the student elections. I was hanging out with kristen so i decided to take one of her bondage straps and hook it to my belt loop so she would be attached to me. Well i almost forced her onto my bus, but i didnt get to :-(. Well i came home and i havent done a damn thing since ive gotten here. I can hear my dad yelling upstiars about some stupid bullshit, not that i care or anything. Oh well. Im gonna try to occupy my time.
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[04 Sep 2003|08:44pm]
A day of school. What fun. Got to go to gladstones class. And learned the sign alphabet. I also got to read something that made me smile. Well the classes seem fine after i changed my schedule back to normal. By the end of the year i have 3 ap tests scheduled, 4 if i can get spanish somehow. I hope that i pass all of them. Im also looking for satII's to take. Well lets hope this year goes good and kristen doesnt leave the school. I would keep writing right now but i keep fucking up with the typing so i wont.
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[02 Sep 2003|07:18pm]
Well tommorow is my first day of school for my exciting year of 11th grade. I dont wanna fucking go to school. I dont feel like being surrounded by a bunch of people that dont like me. On the plus side i get to see kristen who i havent seen in like three weeks. But than i know someones gonna say some shit about my noise. On sunday while swimming i swam into the wall and i got a cut down to my bone on my noise. It didnt hurt at all but its kinda bad. Oh well. Im an idiot. Any of you say a damn thing than i kill you. Well today i had work. I made $110 and we didnt even open the pool. All i did was watch some dvds. I love my job. Well i gotta go do stuf right now so bye.
3 deaths for me|leave me for dead

[20 Aug 2003|02:50pm]

My brother
Circle I Limbo

Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

General asshats
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Osama bin Laden
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

George Bush
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Circle VII Burning Sands

Saddam Hussein
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Mrs. Leslie
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

2 deaths for me|leave me for dead

[16 Aug 2003|11:35am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Hail Mary Remix ]

What is your full name? Jonathan Carlos Patricio Mejia Cifuentes
1. Nicknames? mejia
2. b-day: Sept 27
3. Age: 15
4. Sex: male
5. Social security: 123-72-9045(dont think its real)
6. Where do you live? White Plains, NY
7. What school do you attend? WMA
8. Siblings and their ages? Jr, 14; Paola, 19; Chris, 21
9. Pets: dog, birds and fish
10. Zodiac Sign: libra
11. Righty or Lefty: righty

*********YOUR LOOKS*********

12. Hair color: black
13. Eye color: usually brown, sometimes hazel and amber
14. height: 5'8"
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? contacts and glasses
16. Do you have any piercings? nah
17. if so what do you have pierced? :'(
18. Do you have a tattoo? nah
19. If so what and where? :'(
20. Do you wear any rings? no
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? not really

**********JUST LATELY***************

22. How are you today? lets not get into it
23. What pants are you wearing right now? black phat farm jeans
24. what shirt are you wearing right now: black dkny shirt
25. What underwear are you wearing right now? boxers
26. What does your hair look like at the moment? a mess(hidden under bandana)
27. What song are u listening to right now? Aaliyah - Miss You
28. What was the last thing you ate? cereal
29. How is the weather right now? I dont know
30. Last person you talked to on the phone: Nikki
31. Last Dream you can remember: getting into a fight
32. Who are you talking to right now? nikki
33. What time is it? 11:17 AM

**********More about YOU!**************

34. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 6564
35. If u were a crayon, what color would you be? red or silver
36. Have you ever almost died? yea
37. How do u eat an Oreo: i put it in my mouth and chew
38. What makes you happy? being with my few close friends
39. What's the next CD you are going to buy? i dont buy cds
40. What's the best advice ever given to you? i cant really think right now
41. Have u ever won any special award? yea
42. Do u like to dance? ddr
43. Worst sickness u ever had? i dont know
44. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? too many to choose
45. What's your favorite memory? dont want to say
46. If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be? to name them would take a millenia
47. Where do you shop the most? im not much of a shopper
48. How many kids do you want to have? 0
49. Son's name? Jonathan Jr, Jesus
50. Daughter's name? Laura(in spanish, not english)
51. Do you do drugs? nope
52. Do you drink? sometimes
53. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? they have names?
54. What sport do you hate the most? stupid ones
55. What are you most scared of? losing my loved ones
56. How many TV's do you have in your house? 8?
57. Do you have your own? yea
58. Do you have your own phone line? no ::tear::
59. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? oh yea, about 50 of them
60. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: wrist and knee, sprained many
61. Who do you dream about: people
62. Who do you tell your dreams to? kristen usually
63. Who's the loudest friend you have: kristen, or david
64. Who's the quietest friend: i dont have one
65. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? this matters?
66. Do you believe in Love? yes
67. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? die
68. Do you have a crush? no
69. Who is your crush?
70. Do you believe in Love at first sight? love based on looks? not possible
71. What song do you want played at your wedding? i want to be shot at my wedding
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and smile
73. Are you shy too ask someone out? a bit, but i do it
74. Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? no one
75. Do you find yourself attractive? no
76. Do you find yourself ugly? always
77. Do others find you attractive? liars
78. Making out with J. Lopez or Brittany Spears? total hoe or sellout? neither
79. What's worse having your tonsils or appendix Removed? i dunno
* ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only) *

80. Boxers or briefs:
81. Six pack or muscular arms:
82. Good or bad guys:
83. Hat or no hat:
84. Dimples or not?
85. Stubble or neatly shaven:
86. Studly or cutie:
87. Accent or not:
88. Glasses?
89. Smart or dumb:
90. What sport should he play?
91. dependent(whipped) or independent?

*ON GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT (for guys only) *

92. Sandals or thongs: thongs i guess
93. Painted nails or not: painted, but i dont really care
94. Regular or sports bra: regular
95. Bra straps showing or not: i dont care
96. Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy: mysterious easily
97. Dark or blonde hair: dont care
98. Long or short hair: long
99. Curly or straight hair: straight
100. Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes: dark
101. Hat or no hat: none
102. Good or bad girl: bad
103. Hair up or down: down
104. Jewelry or none: jewlery
105. Tall or short: short
106. Accent or no accent: accent
107. Pants or dress: dont care
108. Tan or fair: tan
109. Glasses: who cares
110. Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick: indoor
111. Freckles or none: none
112. Shy or outgoing: a little more on the shy side
113. Funny or always cool: funny easily
114. Talkative or shy: shy at first, but talkative after a little time

***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********

115. Lights on/off: off
116. sun or rain? rain
117. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)? mcdonalds
118. Scary or happy movies better? Scary
119. Backstreet Boys or N*Sync? DIE
120. On the phone or in person? in person
121. Paper or plastic? plastic
122. Sausage or pepperoni? pepperoni
123. Summer or winter? winter
124. hugs or kisses? both
125. Chocolate or white milk: white chocolate
126. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: sprite
127. Glass half full or half empty? half empty
128. Tape or DVD: DVD
129. Cats or Dog? dogs
130. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: mud
131. Vanilla or Chocolate:vanilla
132. Skiing or Boarding: well i want to board but ive only skied
133. Day or night: night
134. Cake or pie: cake
135. Diamond or pearl: diamond
136. sunset or sunrise: sunset

****************Your FAVS****************

137. Color: black/red/silver/blue
138. Food: oriental, spanish
139. fast food: mcdonalds
140. Candy: sounds good
141. Ice Cream Flavor : vanilla
142. animal: dogs
143. number: dont care
144. Radio Station: hot97
145. Band: linkin park
146. Song: Ill be missing you - Puff Daddy
147. Fav. Actor or Actress? John Leguazamo
148. Fav. day of the year? dont care
149. Fav. month? dec
150. TV show? dont watch it
151. Store: against all odds
152. Teacher: betsy and gladstone
153. Board Game: risk
154. Saying: non

~~~~HAVE you EVER~~~~~~~

155. Loved someone so much it made you cry? yea
156. Drank? yea
157. Ever gotten dumped? yea
158. Broke the law? never
159. Ran from the cops? master of jumping fences
160. Stole something? plenty
161. Tried to kill yourself? many times
162. Made yourself throw up? yup
163. Been in love? i am
164. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yea

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[15 Aug 2003|04:43pm]
F A M E by spazyspag
Youre famous for:Hanging yourself
You get famous:December 27, 2046
You make $$ per/year:$895,541,689,577,003
Do people like you?You're okay.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!
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[15 Aug 2003|04:42pm]
F A M E by spazyspag
Youre famous for:Killing the president
You get famous:January 14, 2012
You make $$ per/year:$1.11346593798618e+15
Do people like you?We all hate you, go die.
Dead/Alive:Alive, but not for long
Created with quill18's MemeGen!
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[15 Aug 2003|12:29pm]
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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[11 Aug 2003|10:22pm]
1. What time is it?: 10:16 pm
2. Name: jonathan
3. Name as it appears on birth certificate: jonathan carlos patricio mejia cifuentes
4. Nickname: jon, mejia, psycho, loser, mr furry bird, others
5. Number of candles on your last birthday cake: 15
6. Pets : dog, birds, fish
7. Hair color: black
8. # of Body Piercing: none yet
9. Eye color: brown/hazel/amber(according to kris)
10. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: aquardiente
11. Current Residence: white plains
12. Favorite foods: chinese/oriental, colombian
13. Been to Africa?: nah
14. Love someone so much it made you cry?: mhmm
15. Been in a car crash?: yea
16. Croutons or bacon bits?: bacon bitz
17. Favorite day of the week: friday
18. Favorite word or phrase: so many
19. Favorite Restaurant(s): la frontera
20. Favorite flower: dont know
21. Favorite sport: basketball
22. Favorite drink: dont care
23. Favorite Ice cream: vanilla
24. Disney or Warner Bros: wb
25. Favorite fast food restaurant: micky d's
26. What color is your bedroom carpet: got a wood floor
27. How many times did you fail your drivers test: im gonna pass going 98 mph
28. Whom did you get your last e-mail from: comment from kristen
29. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card: agaisnt all odds, epic, gaming store
30. What do you do most often when you are bored: computer, call peoples
31. Favorite Magazine: sports i guess
32. Bedtime: dont sleep much
35. Favorite TV show: dont watch tv much
36. Last person you went out to dinner with: family?
37. Ford or Chevy: feraria
38. Car or SUV: car
39. Favorite smell: raulph lauren
40. Time you finished this survey: 10:22 pm
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[11 Aug 2003|08:40pm]
[ music | Los diablitos de Colombia - Los Caminos de la Vida ]

Well people i am not dead, as many of you had hoped. I am very much alive, at least in body. Nothing has happened big in my life. Parents still think im a worthless piece of shit, not their wrong. Also they think im psychotic. They saw cuts on my arm and said i cant be in the right mind. But right now thats not what i care about. I kinda lost a friend a few days ago and im really taking it hard. Shes still my friend, but not in the same way she was prior. Im really depressed due to this shit, but when am i not? In recent news, i got contacts this morning. Went to the galleria with nikki cuz i needed her help and raylen wasnt awake(lazy bastard). Anyway. My parents are really fighting a lot with me right now. Adding to all the shit thats happening. I have kristen leaving on saturday and my sister on sunday. So im gonna have no one to really talk to about whats bothering me. I know kristen doesnt think that i tell her shit, but she knows whats bothering me more than any other person on this earth. Last week i even told her the complete truth about an event in my past(one that you people will mostly lilkely never know). I dont know why, but right now i jus feel like on giving up trying to be happy. I dont have enough power within myself to make myself happy. And i cant ask for others to do something that they dont want to do jus to make me happy. Im wondering if people will really miss me as much as they say they do. I know they say things, "Ill miss you", "Ill follow you". But i dont know if they really mean it. Dont anyone get mad at me for saying this, but its jus how i feel. I apoligize if you take offense to it, but i jus needed to get it off of my chest. Thats all my ranting for now.

And to anyone who can read this-

Los caminos de la vida,
No son como yo pensaba,
No son como lo imaginava,
No son como yo creya

Los caminos de la vida,
Son muy dificil de andar los,
Dificil de caminar los,
Y no enquentro la salida

Ask and ill translate.

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Back to life i am [30 Jul 2003|07:30pm]
Well i know i havent updated here in a long time. I havent really felt up to it. Well lets have an update on things right now. Its wednesday right now, so that means ive been attending basketball camp for three days. I can say that right now i really am sore. Its really just the leg that i broke cuz it doesnt have much muscle so it hurts more. My team is a decent team, but theres this one kid who does not belong on a basketball camp. If you saw him play, youd think it was his first time on the court. This is his fourth time attending the camp. I swear the kid is so fucking annoying. He even talks shit to other people. The kid cant make a fucking lay-up. The director of the camp is also pissing me off quite a bit. He doesnt like me cuz i talk back to him and stare at him with dead eyes. Fuck him. I dont give a fuck about him. At the end of the week, hes getting cursed off. Anyway. Lets see whats been on since last time i talked to you people. Well the 20th was Colombian Independence day. It was also the day my brother went to camp read. So i invited my cuzin over we chilled for awhile and went to kensico damn, but there was only this italian shit there. Most of the rest of the week i spent worrying and working with my father. He still owes me some money. Right now im trying to get a good paying job. Thats all i have to say for now.
5 deaths for me|leave me for dead

What a relief [24 Jul 2003|10:01pm]
None of you will understand this but im really realived right now and i jus felt like saying that. Dont bother asking, i wont tell you.
3 deaths for me|leave me for dead

Sorry Dama, but i wanted my friends to see this. [22 Jul 2003|01:42pm]
I'm Just A Teddy Bear

I sit at home all day and I can't move. I look around, everything is dim and quiet and I'm thrown to the side of my owner's bed. I sit and listen to all the sounds of the room, I'm so lonely I wish someone will love me.

Footsteps. I hear my owner coming. My dark eyes that used to be a soft color of blue shine once again in hopes of seeing my owner. I see a hand reach down and he picks me up, I'm dangling in the air and I wait for him to hug me. I look at him, he's crying and he's squeezing me harder than he's supposed to. Is it because of me? I'm no longer a cute soft teddy bear, I'm just a mutated toy with matted fur and worn away eyes.

He hugs me. If only I could hug him back and let him know I love him. Suddenly he grabs hold of my ear, he rips it off out of his frustration and starts squeezing me harder. I can see the tears in his eyes, I want to help him so very badly. I look at my teddy ear he just ripped out, and I can feel the stuffing start to come out the side of my head. I still love him. He grabs me by the legs, he starts hitting me against the wall and starts swearing. He tells me about his problems, his life, the way everything is so hard to go on. I feel more stuffing fall out, and I can't close my eyes or move. I let him take his anger out on me. I love my owner.

Again he drops me to the side of his bed, and I land in a mess. I want to be hugged again. I want to let him know everything will be alright. Why won't he love me? Why does he always try to rip me apart instead of being gentle?

I look over the side of the bed and I watch him.

If only I had some life in me to let him know that he's loved. I can hear him cry more, and I listen intently and patiently wait for him to pick me up again. My sewn on smile that used to be an embroidery of fine thread has faded, but my smile still remains. My rough pink nose picks up a scent of blood, as I watch my owner cut his wrists up savagely.

Doesn't he know that I'm waiting for him to hug me, and that I love him?

He turns around and he picks me up once more, he strokes me and I can feel the warm blood seep into my matted fur along with his tears. He holds my paw and he tells me of his childhood life, of all the good memories he's had. My eyes sparkle again. My owner slowly lays down, with me on his chest and closes his eyes. I watch him, I wonder why he isn't breathing. The blood from his wrists pour out like a sink faucet. I try so hard to move, to cover up the deep wound and let it soak into me instead of all over the place.

His hand is on my head, giving gentle pats.

"Good bye, life," he finally says, with his eyes still closed. I look at his tears drying up, his voice fading, and I feel like I've just been torn away from life.

I sit here in the silence once more, full of blood and shredded parts. I'm just a teddy bear.
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[19 Jul 2003|08:17pm]

Oh well. Today a big waste as any other day. Last night was courtneys sweet 16. I remembered really late but luckily it got me out of having to be with my parents. A lot of people from magnet went there. Got to talk to aneli for the first time since she left school. I asked her if bobby was around. She went into shock, trying to figure out how i knew about him. Than she remembered that i talked to raylen. Anyway. Got to see kenza again. Talked to omar and david willaims for a bit. Saw damien and morgan together for the first time. He had to come to me and brag about she was his girl. Anyway i danced with very few people. Phylicia being among them. The party was ok. Courtneys speech was nice and so was tyrells. Stayed there till midnight when i had to take a taxi to la frontera(a bar) cuz my dad was drunk and didnt want to go to tarrytown. As soon as i got there i knew he was drunk cuz he offered me a beer and some aguardiente. That was my night.
Today my dad wanted to take me to show something. So the whole family and celina(my moms boss in real estate) went up to cortland. My dad showed us this beautiful place that he wanted to turn into a mexican/colombian resturant. It was so perfect. He says he wants me and my brother to work there when he gets it set up. Im hoping the tips will be nice. Anyway. On the way back celina was telling me about a good paying job cleaning boats at marinas and shit. Shes gonna call me back and give me a number to get a job from. Im hoping that i can get money cuz i need it really badly.

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[15 Jul 2003|12:13pm]
Got bored so i decided to take a few quizzes.

You Are Beauty
You are Beauty.

You are beautiful, whether it be on the inside, the
outside, or both. People are drawn to you as
strongly as you are drawn to the beauty in the
world around you.

What Emotion Are You?
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Brown Eyes

What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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The Torn Prince
The Torn Prince

What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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You are Lamentations
You are Lamentations.

Which book of the Bible are you?
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You're A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Damn right!

Raylen this one if to show you-
Idealistic Virgin

What Kind of Virgin Are You?
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[15 Jul 2003|11:46am]
[ music | Nas - Drunk by myself ]

Lets have an update on what has happened to me since last week. Really, theres nothing that ive done. I did finally get my certification for ARC lifeguarding cuz the guy was taking forever to get back to everyone so i went to saxons woods and got him to fax it over to me. So now i am a lifeguard and am in the process of looking for a job, cuz i really need money and something to occupy my time. So i went to ser and they might be able to get me a job at a club which means money minus the work. Anyway mad shit is going on in my life right now that is really bringing me down. Right now im in a big fight with my mom and i havent talked to her since saturday. Shes really being a bitch and refuses to see what she is doing to me is not helping me. I miss my sister a lot. I havent seen her since we got back from virginia beach. It would be nice to talk to her right now, but i think she is too busy with her life to waste time with her annoying little brother. And right now im afraid that im losing kristen. I mean she says she cares about me, and i believe her, but it feels that she would rather be with someone rather than me. All of this shit is really bringing me down right now and i jus want to kill myself right now but i have to be strong and go through all this shit. Maybe im overreacting. Maybe im not. Maybe the world is against me. I can only try to keep going and find out whats really happening. Lets see if i can pull thru.

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[14 Jul 2003|09:32pm]
You are the forest.
You are the forest.

What Part of Nature Are You?
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You represent... desire.
You represent... desire.
You sure are motivated. You have a definite knack
for getting what you want. You always put your
own interests before those of others, and you
almost always find youself being satisfied.
Though you have determination, try some
compassion. Putting others first occassionally
can get you even more satisfying relationships.

What feeling do you represent?
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How did this one happen?

Threat rating: Low. You are annoying, but too much
of a softy tree hugger to pose any threat to
the mighty machine of Republican progress. And
the FBI know where you live.

What threat to the Bush administration are you?
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SPIRIT is your chinese symbol!

What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!

What's Your Magic Power?
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You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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leave me for dead

[11 Jul 2003|02:34pm]

OK. I got that out of my system. My little cuzin is over right now and she is so fucking annoying. I want to stab her. Must control urge.
2 deaths for me|leave me for dead

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