| we're back together/i'm such a bitch... |
[13 Apr 2008|06:43pm] |
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i was miserable...i cried...i couldn't even see colors NE more, the whole world seemed dull...i just didn't even care NE more...
...!!!AND THEN!!!...
he took me up stairs, while everyone worked down stairs. he could tell something was wrong. he said in a low voice "come here" i said "why" as i walked over to him. he just takes me in his arms and whispers sweet things to me asking if i missed him and i just told me "yes, i miss you. the hardest thing i've ever had to do is try to break things off with you"...he hold me closer and tells me "i missed you too. why didn't you tell me? we'll just have to find some other way to make it work then". i answered him with "if i had to i would've stuck with it. i want to show you that i can be faithful." then he says "i know you can." and i just smiled and layed on his bed as i looked for music for our project...i could stop smiling...i have him back...
but the best part of my night was when right infront of [her] he put his arms around me. he pulled me down to lay my head on his chest when we layed on the couch infront of everyone. which was hilarious because moments before he was paranoidly asking me "does [she] know about us?" "no" i said "are you sure!?" he asked again. "yes, i sware." and that always worried me, but then we he kissed on me right infront of [her] i was super pleased. *smile* <3
THOUGH
i'm trying hard not to fall in love with him...cause i'm not even positive if he's for real. he seems like it, but who knows...so, i guess we'll see how it goes...*sigh*
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