| so, i guess i do have my own specifics... |
[05 Apr 2008|07:13pm] |
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but it's not like i'm harsh...it's not at all like i'm saying:
"he must have a great bod, be 6'5 have an english accent, stunning brown hair, blah blah blah..."
all i ask for is:
1. someone with personality - someone who can be wild and crazy with me, but know when to stop...
2. someone who can make me feel loved - no, i don't want someone who has to be clinging on me 24/7, but a little affection? after what i've been getting lately even a kiss on the cheak once a day would delight me...
3. some who doesn't give a crap what people think about the - i guess this kinda goes with the personality thing, but i need someone who will tell me as much as i tell them...not a big mouth, but i believe there should be no secrets between couples...
as of now, that's all i can think of...short list aye? fucking sucks...i don't know one person right now that fits even those 3 things...
R lacks 1 2 & 3...
D lacks 1 & 3
C it feels like he's hiding something...not to mention he's getting touchy feely too quick...
is it really so much to ask for? i think i deserve to be happy...and those things would make me happy...
i deserve it...
i do...
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[05 Apr 2008|11:07pm] |
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i want to cry, but i'm scared he'd catch me (yeah, right) |
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& writing here isn't gonna make me feel any better?
should i really have to ask for affection?
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