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[13 Mar 2006|08:43pm] |
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god damn it! just come back to me! please!!! |
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why?...why can't you be here holding me...just be here for me...please...right now...just fucking hold me...what?...don't want me tear to stain your shirt...fuck it ...i'll stuff my eyes with gause so it'll stop, then i can just fall into your arms...afraid my painful screams will hurt your ears?...i will shove cotton balls in my mouth till i am mute...
"i'm dead! i'm dead!" she cried out into the silent city...there was no one there to hear her...there was no one there to care..."help..." she whispered as the blood flowed to the floor...
i don't have to hope for pain NE more...it comes automatically...
"that's all you want" he asked her "just someone to love you?"
"yes" she simply replied...
i felt so numb and blank on the inside...i don't feel NE thing...just pain once in a while...
why can't you understand me!?...please...just know exactly what i need...and fix me now!...it hurts so bad...it hurts so fucking bad...
where's my Joey to my Teresa?...where's my Noah to my Allie?...where's my Tara to my Willow?...my Joanne(not black) to my Mourine?...where the love of my life...that just makes everything better?...
i shiver from the cold...from the alone...i shiver from the frights...from the silence...i shiver because your not there to make it stop...
why can't someone just help me?
I'm lying here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support
There's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine
'Cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get out of here
Where I can run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill
You keep making me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support
There's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine
'Cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get out of here
Where I can run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill
You keep making me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill
You keep making me ill
I can't stay on your life support
There's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine
'Cause it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again
But she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get out of here
Where I can run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill
You keep making me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill
You keep making me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill
You keep making me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated....
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