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Maybe some day things won't be so bad...maybe some day things will be back to normal again...maybe some day justin will talk to me...or even see me as a friend...maybe some day I won't be so damn miserable...maybe some day I'll find my place in this world...maybe some day that some day I want will come...maybe...some day...
It's just not fucking fair...I've known him twice as long as most of you...and yet...he talks to you...the way he use to to me...
I don't get it...I thought if I was pacient...and I just gave things time...and just let him have his space...one day he'd talk to me again...and then we could be friends again...like we were once upon a time ago...but they aren't going back to normal...everythings fucking falling apart...in so many ways...
the world quaked...and I fell into one of it's many cracks...I fell down deep...to this backwards land...how do I get out? how do I get back home?...and were's the stacy who belongs here?...please come back...so then I may come back too...
I'm so stupid...I think that maybe if I just keep giving it time...he'll come around...then things will be normal again...
why doesn't some day come?...
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