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[19 Jun 2004|01:23pm]
horse show tommorow im excited.

i just got my hair re-done...i went blonder...i think its gonna look nice...i have to givei t like a day to settle in.
well im on my way to get brandon then i have to go to the barn.

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[17 Jun 2004|11:36pm]
[ mood | relieved ]


wow what a relief...summer is here!! no more waking up at 6:00 every morning and dragging my ass to school! oohhh yeah!!! tommorow brandon will be home for 3 weeks!! yay!!! i cant wait to see my baby i missed him so much.

i have to get up at 8 tommorow because Kerri is pickin me up and we are goin riding. it should be fun. she is really cool...she is just like me...love makin fun of hoes! HAHA. then im coming home and takin a shower and goin to see brandon...we are gonna watch the movie Monster...about the serial killer girl...its an awesome movie...atleast i think so...then we are gonna get drunkkkk...hell yeah...well im goin to take a shower before i go to sleep cuz i feel gross.

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[14 Jun 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]


Today was my last full day of school. i was so happy because i get out on thursday! woohoo! but it sicks because there is nothing left to do in school and it is really boring.

good news though...brandon has his summer break for 3 weeks! yay im so excited!! i cant wait to see my baby and just hold him and kiss him and...yeah lol.

i dont have anything else to write about except that tommorow when i get home from school im going to go buy a preg test...just in case ya know...PLEASE pray for me girls!

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[13 Jun 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]


this weekend i went to the Poconos with Kim. It was fun...we were walking around in the pitch black because it was like the woods up there...and we had no flashlight...we were just using the light coming off of our cell phones. then this security guard was like ladies what are you doing out here...we were like ohh...we are just walking around hes like oh well dont u know there is bears out here...we were like ooo shitt...so that scared us even more.

we saw some old friends from last year...Rob and TJ...we hung out at their house with some of their people...then we all went to the bowling alley to play pool. it was gay so we left and just watched TV....then they decided to walk us back to our house but they are retarted cuz it would have been so much easier to drive us but they thought it wasnt that far but it really was far it took us like an hour...and kim and tj ran away and left me and rob walking in the dark with no flashlight and we had no idea where the hell we were going...it sucked balls...but it was fun.

than i talked to brandon and he was being in such a pissass mood cuz....i never call him when i say i will and all this bullshit. he really needs to stop with his insecurities...i dont know what to do anymore about it. its like he is never happy and its like i dont even make him happy. i think he is depressed and he takes it out on me and all he ever wants to do is start a fight with me over absolutely nothing...and it sucks so much and it hurts really bad. like i know for a fact that we do love each other very much...i think its just that he is in philly and im here in jersey and we both miss each other a lot. but its no reason for us to fight...that doesnt make it any easier.

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what..yeahhh [10 Jun 2004|10:04pm]
[ mood | calm ]

i havnt updated in a while because i really don't have anything to write about. everything has been okay lately so thats good. umm lets see....i went riding today but it rained like crazy but i really didnt give a fuck so i rode anyway....ohhh yeah. today was funny antionette hit andrew over the head with a book really hard because she thought he told her to shut the fuck up...she made him cry....she got suspended.

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wow [08 Jun 2004|04:39pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

yesterday in school i was crazy.i found out this nasty bitch who is like 17 got with darrel...who is 14 and a freshman...ON THE BUS she jerked him off...and they got caught...so all day i was making fun of her...i was like damn pierman your a slut get your herpes infested ass out of my classroom...and she didnt say shit. then...my vice principal pushed me..he actually PUSHED me...cuz handler was in the ISS room...and mr nickels locked him in there and than he left...so the ISS room is directly across the hall from my math class and everyone was like look handler is goin crazy cuz he is locked in that room...so i walked over to by the door and mr nickels comes in and is like EVERYONE SHOULD BE IN THERE SEATS...and then he put his hand on my shoulder and was like GET IN YOUR SEAT and he pushed me and i bugged out i was like dont you fuckin touch me...hes like WHEN I TELL YOU TO MOVE U MOVE...and i was like yea bout u dont touch me. and i was so fuckin pissed off they made me see my counsler than i went to the nurse and i called my mom and told her to come pick me up. so when she came she was like mr nickels is there a problem??? and he was like ohh no just a little attitude problem with your daughter....now this is the great part...he ACTUALLY lied to my moms face...and turned the whole story around...hes like yeah your daughter was standing up in the doorway and i asked her twice to sit down and she refused so i just "guided" her with my hand to her seat. i was like are u SERIOUS? that did not happen u just came in here didnt ask me anything...and u told me to go to my seat WHILE u were pushing me...hes like noo no no that didnt happen caitlin i was like wtf that did happen cuz if u asked me to go to my seat i wouldnt refuse...u just decided to fuckin push me and u should NEVER lay your hands on me. i was like everyone else was up and u didnt go push them hes like well your caitlin i was like yeah i know i AM caitlin so you STILL shouldnt push me especially when your the one who makes up the rule in this school about no personal contact and ur the only who is so strict about it but u have the nerve to touch me?? hes like well u werent listening to me...i was like wutever...i know what happened and YOU know what happened...and then i just walkedo ut of his office and waited for my mom. she knows he was lying to she said she could tell by his body language and that he could loose his job for pushing me so of course he could deny it. that guy is fuckin wacked out.

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[06 Jun 2004|05:21am]
[ mood | tired ]

wow im tired as fuck..but i really cant fall asleep. i came home from brandons at about 4....we fell asleep so i got in kinda late. my mom and brother are at my grandparents...because we just got our floors redone and we cant exactly walk on them so they cant sleep here....but my lucky self has her bedroom downstairs...and the floors downstairs didnt get done...so it is pretty fucking cool. normally i have to be in at 130...but since my mom isnt around i have no1 to bitch at me.

tonight brandon and i went to his friend daves house. we just sat in his garage and drank. watching his friend drink reminds me of my dad---alcoholics. i really hate drinking because of my dad...i guess that is one positive thing he has done for me....made me promise to myself i would never end up like him.

so after that we just came back to brandons house and chilled out. we talked about how we think dave is jealous of our relationship...because his girlfriend is an ugly ass piece of shit. i really dont like dave thought because he told brandon that he couldnt see him with a white girl...meaning that he couldnt see brandon with me...haha wtf...dave shouldnt even be talking. thats what i really hate about people. they judge so quickly and they are so ignorant our of their own envy. it truely doesnt matter the color of some1's skin...it just matters if they are a good person. and i know brandon and i are good people.

well im sooo tired im going to bed.

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cait
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[03 Jun 2004|10:11pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

it turns out edmund made up this whole story about how he fucks me when brandon isnt around...HAHA YEA RIGHT wow what a bitch...i even payed him a little visit because even before i talked to brandon about what happened I KNEW it had to be him who was making up shit...of course he lied to me...and of course he told me to get out of his house because only girls that will do stuff with him are allowed in his house...CAN U BELIEVE THAT pig...so after all that i FINALLY talked to brandon...and we worked some things out FOR GOOD...cuz this is the last time we are working things out...i know i sound like a broken record...but we worked out our problems...and the whole thing was just a huge misunderstanding...because of a lil bitch named edmund....i cant wait till my man comes home cuz edmund is going to get the shit beat out of him. well im happy that brandon and i are back together now.
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