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[29 Feb 2004|01:18pm] If i was a Bodily Excretment i would be: What kind of Excretment are you? im blood thats knida weird 3 *found something worth living for

hmm [25 Feb 2004|03:29pm] its lik im still trying to escape this box and i found a possible way out then it was taken away...today were elections, i lost..i didnt expect to win but im still bummed out b/c i was looking forward for sga to make me hav no spare time and running ioc meetings...o well atleast i made a really good friend there but she's a senior which sucks also wen she graduates...hmm this week was good now it bites..tomorrow i go to western i dont feel lik telling any1 i lost, bc getting sympathy bites..4th hour i wasnt alone tho..this girl tina tore her legaments and cant do track ever again in her life...i felt horrible...well im out later Mario 1 *found something worth living for

sigh [24 Feb 2004|10:14pm] well im updating here b/c i kno absolutley no one reads it so whew, and if someone does its not lik they kno me they just stumble upon it openly..which is wut i really want, but if u do read this comment...i donno i feel so trapt and confined and i feel lik braking out of this box called reality..i wish things were different but as i pull away from one of my best friends i seem to grow closer and trusted more but the other one slips away...i hate it i cant chose between them...which world do i wish i had??? mario found something worth living for

Beach and woooooooooo-nes [23 Feb 2004|09:56pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | jared, matt,mollie and zac on the phone wen im drunk ] well this weekend was a rare weekend..it started off shitty..i was mad at a few people and then hmmm well majical alcohal fixed everything ill add the beach shit later.... yea well i started this weekend off by doing nothing so nicole(older step sis 20) and i went for a jog..we got home that was my nite i think i campeigned a little nothing exciting. then saturday i woke up early went to the gym w/ nicole and got home and we washed her truck..then i went to the mall with bill for him to buy a present..we got home and i was supposed to go to town center with mollie and friends but i didnt get a ride so yea..but then things turned around..nicole wanted to go see a movie or something, so me having nothing else said ok..on our way she got an invite to a party..shes lik im with my brother, i was listening so im lik Fuck the movie lets go!! so yea heres the turning point of my nite..i went to the kids house and we were the first there..he's lik yea wut do u guys want..he was saying beers and nicoles lik wut do u think i said skyy or bacardi hahahaahaha the guy was lik damn, he's 15? so we got that and mixed it with orange soda (the bacardi O)so yea people came..the people i rememeber are teddy and jessica..jeromy, tristan..zane.. some pot head looking guy...and four other girls and nicole and i.. as the nite went on i called my usual people mollie and jared, o and matt b/c he couldnt go..the heard me halfway there except mollie who i called wne i got home(haha it took me all day sunday to find out who i called wen i got home).. yea so i made out with one of the four chicks which is ok with me because they were all hot and then (i dont remember this part) was going into a room with her but nicole was lik NO hes my brother hes 15 ur 21 thats a 5 year difference hes my brother!! o and we watched this movie where it was ok if u were drunk or high (nautral born killers)...ugh yea the killers were on some sort of drug the whole movie...coke or shrooms..weird but funny...hmm yea that was wut i remember.................so then sunday i went to the beach with david,mark, noelle, matt, natalia, jarret, me, rach and deena..fun shit found something worth living for

More Quizes [20 Feb 2004|04:17pm] DN ANGEL:You ARE perfect! What twisted anime are you? brought to you by Quizilla Monkey You are a mixture of all of the party animals...sometimes you are the lion and sometimes the snail...but most often you are somewhere in the middle..like the monkey..everybody likes you Which Party Animal are you?? (pictures) brought to you by Quizilla Are You My Type Of Guy? brought to you by Quizilla dominic, orlando bloom, elijah wood Which Of My Muses Would You Be? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla hope You never give up on your dreams and what you beleive in. You are unique and kind and you are normaly the leader in a group. No one will hurt your friends without going through you first! What Type of Goddess are you? (PICS) brought to you by Quizilla You are the forever infamous Michael Myers. I've never quite understood why you hate your family so much, but I guess to each their own. I guess even if you could die, your work will never be done cause that damn family just keeps multiplying. NEW AND IMPROVED WHICH SLASHER ARE YOU? brought to you by Quizilla Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate boundries and rules. You tend to be on the crazy side and often sweep people up along with you. You are most likely the leader of your group of friends. [please vote! thank you! :)] What Kind of Shoe Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear failure. You know that any mistake you make will teach you more about yourself and allow you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater being. Because of this, you rarely make the same mistake twice, and are not among the most forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion, and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your wings to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. A symbol of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very spiritual person with a serious mind - never acting immature and harboring a superior disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly. Though you can be stubborn, outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla Hercules ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Pirates of the Caribbean! What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla Congratulations! You're a black velvet! What Drink Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways. You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you don't care. But that does not make you a bad person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a little more. Trust me life hurts, most people who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt. But don't worry, life is pain, its also pleasure. Good luck. (please vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizillawould do almost anything for attention, your not afraid of what other people think of you, and you care not other others much. Try stopping and just thinking about things,like sometimes how your attitud affects other people, and how they feel, and take a break, take time to rest treat yourself, instead of living up to everyone elses expectaions and stop doing things just to please them.Please rate this quiz!!! What Element Would You Rule Over If You Were A Vampire? brought to you by Quizilla Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness in the past, and you're now trying to get out of it. The darkness is already inside you, and getting it out will be hard, but if you try, maybe one day you can be who you want to be again. Don't give in!!! Please rate ^^ What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizillaclouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla 1 *found something worth living for

Campeigning bites [20 Feb 2004|03:53pm] its so confusing, -sighs- who will win me or doyle??? next week we shall see... well heres my soul i dont think it fits me totally..i dont plead for attention do i? As if you were born into a world of tears, you always tend to look at the darker things in life. Inside you crave attention yet push away society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn to things like the occult and mysteries, you spend your time daydreaming. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla 1 *found something worth living for

sigh... [17 Feb 2004|11:05pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Unwritten Law + SeeiNg rEd ] i wish i had time to care about anything anymore.. i dont even hav time to evaluate myself ... im falling apart at time wen i cant.. i hav to much to do, alot on my hands between school and stupid campeigning.. i hate it..i wish this life was i lie and i woke up somewhere else, somewhere simplier. i wanna to tlak to my friends but i kno they dont hav time ither, so i woundnt wanna bother them.. yea occasionally i tell mollie or i start to tell matt, but coniveingly change the subject.. i wish i had time to talk, or well i wish someone had time for me... I came to blurty, i didnt kno who else to confront -mario- 4 *found something worth living for

Speech & school wide embaressment [17 Feb 2004|04:25pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Unwritten Law + SeeiNg rEd ] speech gets recorded thursday..uh man today in 2nd hour i was pulled out of class to hav a "on the spot coverage on elections" holy shit they made me look lik a dumbass..fuck! lol it is kinda funny but yea anyway they did the same thing to christina doyle, shes really pissed..me and her r the only competition this year, damn it how come theres always a fight for vice!! well shes pretty cool and i hope we can become good friends..so dont boil doyle theres been a change of plans! well..we'll see wut happens on friday wen Ctv is aired hopefully christina can fix it all up....we got asked how many elements are in the crust..that was last year i dont remember, wuts my fav backstreetboy?i dont listen to them or kno their names! and then how did the tv technological advances affect my life today, i just said that u would be hearing me through a speaker and not seeing my face..then (the interveiwer)he asked me to talk about racial issues and he wanted me to talk for 3 minutes about it..so i stopped and didnt say anything for lik 50 seconds...whhhhheeeww it got worse from there..christina talked to me she was completely pissed off and shes gonna try to get them to do a serious interveiw...well i made lik 60 necklaces and 4 posters..lets see wut happens....holy shit i just relized the whole school for sga elections is focused on my and christina, damn...thats why people hav been talking to me more..o man Mario 4 *found something worth living for

My speech [16 Feb 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | SugAr cuLt+ im bouncing off the walls again ] it my time to speak out and say why i should run for SGA so listen Mario's speech: hey my name is mario escalante and i am a sophomore seeking the postion of SGA vice president for next year. if i were to be elected as vice, i know i would not let u down. i kno and understand all my duties and responsibilities that pretain to my position. i believe that i am qualified for this position by having prior experiance as an SGA executive board officer at western high. i was extremely involoved, as i hope to be here.. and hav attended numerous county meetings and conventions as well as SOuth Florida leadership training camp. if i am to be elected i promise to work my hardest to hav a spectacular h/c with great decorations and not to shabby of a dj so on feb 25th wen u cast ur vote for sga vice remember vote for me mario e >>>new speech curtiosy of danielle: hey, my name is mario escalante, a sophomore seeking the postion of SGA vice president for next year. if i were to be elected as vice, letting you down would be the absolute last thing on my mind . I would do everything in my power to make certain that every single person attending cooper city high has a voice in the choices and decisions being made. i kno and understand all my duties and responsibilities that pretain to my position. Having prior excutive board expirence at western high more than qualifies me for this position. i was extremely involoved, as i hope to be here, attending numerous county meetings and conventions on top participating in a SOuth Florida leadership training camp. if i am to be elected, working my hardest to achieve a spectacular h/c without of this world decorations and shabby dj would be a given. so on feb 25th wen u cast ur votes for sga vice remember vote for me mario e! christina doyle eat ur heart out...(lmfao) wow imma a dork back to the posters 1 *found something worth living for

hey [16 Feb 2004|02:43pm] im back with blurty..but i hav my LJ too so read them both...lik the background..its half danielle half mollie made -Mario- 2 *found something worth living for

SiGh [21 Jan 2004|12:18pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | i wish i knew a song to fit this mood..maybe id feel better ] Today was shit... i feel i treated my friend unfairly only due to the fact that i was so upset about leaving..he's gonna take my spot.. danielle wen u hugged me i felt lik i was about to fall apart..im gonna miss u so much, thanks for being such a good friend for such a long time... guys please dont stop reading this or calling me ever.. 7 *found something worth living for

[17 Jan 2004|01:07pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Something by Sense fail ] its saturday morning and i am really tired...i hav slept for 12 hours well in about 30 minutes it will be.. im goign go eat breakfast now.. its cold inside my house 2 *found something worth living for

[01 Jan 2004|11:51pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | my song ] Can u see me? Im standing here at the edge of this cliff maybe if i were just to slip id end things nice and quick im falling face down straight into to the ground no one can save me now is this wut i want i really dont care if this is a mistake wtf its way too late i cant turn around now theres nothing left to do but continue to fall this is how i feel..i think it would be a kick ass song.. wut do u think 8 *found something worth living for

[31 Dec 2003|11:46am] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | Seeing Red-Unwritten Law ] wen i get back from winn dixie i shall write a tidal wave.............u wait lol its written but is friends only 4 *found something worth living for

Multi taskable [31 Dec 2003|10:15am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | oreo growling and bitting my knuckles>>ow ] yea yesterday was an ok day i woke up early as usual fed the dogs went home then went to the gym, lindsay called me and i called her back and left a messege.. then i did nothing but draw and read..then as nite came around all my neighbors came out and we started a game of manhunt..woo i am awesome at that game. lol i was talking on the phone and catching people at the same time..2 points for me. o and anika called me yesterday i havnt tlaked to her in a while i think i gonna call her today after the gym im prolly gonna go there at 12 lik yesterday again...damn it my cell phone is slowly dying and i hav no charger. o well Mario 6 *found something worth living for

Im back [28 Dec 2003|07:54pm] [ mood | lost ] [ music | Blurry- Puddle of Mudd ] hey well yea im back.. its winter break and i decided w/ all this freetime i'd update again, but as soon as school start i hav no promises.. im kinda very tired b/c i was up till 5 talking to vanessa so i mite go. i donno i hav a mix of emotions running through me from hyperness to depression to tired to awake to joy to sadness.. i really dont kno but im ok i mean im not showing any signs of weakness..so woooooooooooooo im going to bed now and getting up to feed dogs and then going to the gym till 2pm..my cell is under charged so i dont kno if it will be working..call me anyway and leave a messege or call my house even tho i mite not be home...lol i will be off grid soon b/c there will be no way to reach me so wut now .. yes im out later 7 *found something worth living for

done [11 Dec 2003|06:33pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | >>None<< ] hey guys well i hav decided to end my blurty for now.. theres alot going on and it takes too long to update since i hav alot to say.. so im done for now..mollie i am so sorry i had u make this for me all cool and stuff..but im sure ill update again maybe the start of next "term" as greenstein says ur not supposed to call it semester anymore..garble garble... yea and if i do go to cooper then ill write in it 3 *found something worth living for

hey everyone [10 Dec 2003|07:58am] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Silence if thats possible ] currently im in the media center looking for my topic for a project on flogging. its impossible flogging has never been used as a capitol punishment i hav only heard of it as corparol. i mean the wrost is they whip u 33 times to where ur almost dead one more lash and u die from loss. i hav alot to do frist off actually get an announcment in on the penny wars results. see the bookkeeperdo this project. find chillis and other various resturantes phone numbers, get my treasurers report buy holiday cards for the kids in rehab, do a test, find out wuts wrong w/ friend, ask my histroy teacher if i can change my topic (flogging) and cook dinner.. theres alot more but those r only wut i wrote on my arm, bc lately i hav forgotten everything that i need to do.. i think i need to find someone and talk to them for about 3 hours to let everything out..this whole me going to cooper thing is destroying me..i ran out of ideas i cant think i really dont want to go there and i dont want to live w/ my step dad.. well im in the media cent er and i dont kno if im allowed to be on this so imma gonna go... 1 *found something worth living for

[09 Dec 2003|10:21pm] someone call me before i go insane preferably a person 2 *found something worth living for

La La La [07 Dec 2003|12:50pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Sallow the Knife- Story of the Year ] hey guys well i had a talk last nite w/ my mom it was not good but bad..yea so basically nothing good came out of out she told me she sent the transfer papers for cooper already i knew she didnt and called her a liar she laughed and i said i kno, but i will im not stepping back.. but yea niether am i.. any1 got extra space incase i walk out and leave?? its a possibility i dont want to live at my step dads so i shall do anyhting not too. i hav a math test monday and if i do bad i shall die bc i will hav an F and im already in trouble bc i hav a D. o well i really dont care now but monday wen i get my interm and i dont want to talk or say anything u all kno y now.. by the way if u r reading my blurty and i dont kno that u r please leave a comment let me add u or something.. i think im done for now Mario 7 *found something worth living for

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