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[07 Dec 2003|12:48am]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | a perfect circle ]

lets see..today i woke up at 130 since i stayed up so late yesterday. Did nothing for awhile then hung out with Jeaneva and Natalie Mednick(sp?). So we played in the snow and when sledding and buired each other. Then we had hot cocoa and watch the fast and the furious. that really isnt a good movie i think ppl just like it cuz of vin diesel. like 8 mile that was such a bad movie with no plot and bad acting but people loved it cua eminem is so hawt. Then i saw super troopers just cuz it was the only movie in the house and it really wasnt that good.



idk what to get ppl for christmas. im so bad with present ideas so ill just ask my mom and dad but frank is always like i dunno and i have no clue what to buy him


has anyone noticed how shitty saturday night live has been? BRING BACK WILL FARELL AND KICK OFF THE MEXICAN GUY

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[01 Dec 2003|02:42pm]
JENNA!!! i made u an lj. i used hellishwhispers, hopefully u dont mind. i put in zombiehiphop59@yahoo.com as your email so u will get an activation email. ill email u the password

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[30 Nov 2003|02:57pm]
seems like no one ever updates there blurty anymore!!!




ugg i cant get u an lj code jenna:( the person who had my account b4 gave it away srry

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[29 Nov 2003|04:38pm]
[ music | boxcar racer ]

i feel like jeaneva has really changed. but for the better. i find it easy to talk to her. i dont ever tell any of my other friends my problems b/c i feel like they dont listen/care and cuz its not mutual. but i find myself telling jeaneva things ive never told anyone b4. i think now i just needed a friend and she has been the one there for me. she really has gotten nice and it seems like she acctually cares about me. in my info i wrote " No beauty ever could have come from me I’m a waste of breath, of space, of time" (bright eyes-waste of paint) and she im'd me and said nancy that is not true. you are awsome and i love you. That acctually made me feel good. it seems like no one else cares. when i heard she was moving i went and rode my bike and cried. if its true i will be sad as fuck. im a walking open wound...


I'm fucked up when its all done

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[29 Nov 2003|04:34pm]
i officially suck at life

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[29 Nov 2003|04:34pm]
so after much research and thought i am going to an 8 gauge. 1. 8 gauge is only 3.8 mm and i looked on a ruler and thats practically nothing. 2. i talked to ppl with gauges and they say it barley hurts at all 3. the plugs look so awsome

now i need to get my ears pierced

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[29 Nov 2003|01:54am]
i got this feeling today, something i rarley feel, it wasnt good nor bad, i guess its just something normal. i felt jealous. There were this couple holding hands and flirting with each other and what not. And i felt jealousy. I pictures what it would be like if I was the one there and i realized that would make me happy. normally i hate seeing that and think "get a room" but i dont no y but it seemed like love? god y am i sounding like an emo faggot? why am i feeling jealous to something i normal hate and dispise? maybe i have been missing out on life. i never live life to the fullest. i think i need a selfesteem booster now. i think i need someone to love.... y am i becoming a fag?


god why are my thoughts becoming so deep and personal?

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[27 Nov 2003|07:14pm]
does someone want to take me to omaha nebraska on 12-27 and get me a sold-out concert ticket to see bright eyes?



THANKSGIVING SUCKS!!!

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[27 Nov 2003|06:24pm]
whenever someone asks "what do u look for in a guy" i always say organs cuz really u cant have a guy with nothing inside other than organs!


organ boner

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[26 Nov 2003|12:41pm]
[ music | the juliana theory- top of the world ]

stop making out in the halls. get a room. or go do it in the new wing or something....


well well well.. another boring day. i have no plans at all for this "break" cuz i have no social life what so ever. the pep ralley was so boring and pointless. why do they want to make us excited over?its not like it works, most of the people just sit there while the few yell "woo" i have no school spirit. i think ill buy a go foran shirt and see how many people will beat me up...

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[25 Nov 2003|03:42pm]
[ music | linkin park- numb ]

i think ill be cool and write in my blurty and lj.

ugg im getting sick and i feel like crap :( so i officially have no crush. turns out he really isnt that hott without blue hair. hah im so gay.. so ive decided not to get gauges cuz im really torn between getting them and no. and i know that when i get them i will regret it and its irreversable. i accidently hit amanda fern by opening the door really quickly and hurt her. i feel really bad. that group isnt that bad, i judged them too quickly. i want to see yellowcard!!i really dont want to go to school tomarrow my head hurts really bad!!

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[25 Nov 2003|03:42pm]
[ music | linkin park- numb ]

i think ill be cool and write in my blurty and lj.

ugg im getting sick and i feel like crap :( so i officially have no crush. turns out he really isnt that hott without blue hair. hah im so gay.. so ive decided not to get gauges cuz im really torn between getting them and no. and i know that when i get them i will regret it and its irreversable. i accidently hit amanda fern by opening the door really quickly and hurt her. i feel really bad. that group isnt that bad, i judged them too quickly. i want to see yellowcard!!i really dont want to go to school tomarrow my head hurts really bad!!

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[23 Nov 2003|03:11pm]


the shit ^

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[23 Nov 2003|12:42pm]
i think i do want gauges. i just love those 8 g steel stars to death

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[22 Nov 2003|11:08pm]
got an lj fuckers

http://www.livejournal.com/users/lacewithcyanide/

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[21 Nov 2003|06:54pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

The one person i have you have to fucking fall in love with...

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[19 Nov 2003|07:41pm]
[ music | BRAND NEW ]

If the new brand new video got any better it would be as good as mr flaks in bed. that greatness can not come close to being compared too. seriously the "sic transit gloria, glory fades" video is the fucking best and that id my favorite song. i fucking understand it. most of that metaforical crap i dont understand but i get this one and its genius. that album is the best album ive ever listened to

jesse lacey is god

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[19 Nov 2003|05:46pm]
UGANDA PRIDE







help support our pride





tonga is gay





it is war

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[18 Nov 2003|06:55pm]
i need to fucking cut my bangs. i can barley see. but theres no way in hell im letting my mom do them cuz they come out so god damn crooked and chewed looking. it pisses my mom off that it goes in my face, but isnt it that the less you can see the cooler you are?no?

falloutboy was on mtv:(

fuse is the coolest tv channel ever cuz they acctually play music videos unlike other stations *mtv*


my mom is being a bitch about getting the money for the concert. so yeah . 16 bucks when i see u sunday

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[18 Nov 2003|02:36pm]
[ music | Bright Eyes ]

-half days rock.
-I really want the new blink 182 album but i am too porr for it.
-yes i am a pop punk faggot to answer your question.
-mudvayne and slipknot kids are too cool for me, and beat me up cuz im not as hardcore as them
-diana acctually sold ben her locker for $75 so now hes my locker buddy
-i want to join debate team to be with yang
-i like bagel bites
-connor oberst is the best musician ever and you should die u think different
-something vague is one of the best songs ever
-that new good charlotte song is a catchy trendy hope song
- fucking days till my concert.
-i like making fun of emo, even though some bands i like are considered it. because we all know that i am nancy, the hardcorest of hardcore ever just my name makes u feel threatened because its so hardcore.im so cool i and hardcore that i will change my name to nancyxcore
-i need a gay random nickname that will stick all through highschool
-my locker writings make me laugh
-buy emotion is dead by the juliana theory
-i feel like being random
-i wanna kill my brother, fucking listening to my cd's in front of his friends to be trendy
- i love ap magazine
-I WANT A LJ and a bj and yes that was a sexual reference



nancy is not cool

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