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[16 Feb 2003|12:26am] |
yea, this username is kinda odd.. it wsa the first thing that popped into my head when i made it. loserchildforever was too long. so i had to shorten it.
anyway, i have a deadjournal. my user name on that is pixistik1687, and i use that a lot. i update it every day. i'm so addicted to it, i even have a paid account. haha...
but out of all the journaling services (i have a ujournal, deadjournal, 2 blurtys, cool journal, etc.) i have, i like blurty and deadjournal. livejournal sucks. i don't have it, but it seems like you have to have a paid account for all the nice features, like a special layout. i just spent a while doing my journal for deadjournal.
it's creepy.. i should just stop..i mean..argh...it's so weird, i think.. if someone did it to me, it would be fine, but a little weird, since i didn't know them..
sorry.. little rant there. i dont wanna say what is.
what do i care, no one's going to read this anyway.
i should have a blurty in addition to my deadjournal, (which i have) and write stuff i don't want people on deadjournal to read. i don't like making private entries..because it's kinda odd.. that's why i don't make my journal friends only. i like having it how it is.
you know.. i think i'm way too self conscious. when steffany said that her friend laura liked all steffany's friends (im one of them kinda..) that she met at homecoming, i was thinking, yeah, everyone but me. it seems like i'm scared i'll annoy people. i don't want to be that annoying girl who sticks on to you if you've met them once, like danny was. and i felt so bad about telling him to go away.. well, i didn't tellhim to go away, heather did.. she said, 'danny, we're going to be in high school next year, so you should make friendsyour own age.' etc. even though i'm only a year older. i feel so extremely bad about telling people stuff like that. i'm not the type of person to tell people they're annoying.
yesterday, two girls were fighting over who eric hated more. eric is a senior in my drama class, and according to my sister (who is also a senior) he's really annoying and stupid. he hangs out with all the popular freshmen. and it annoys me so much.
yesterday, alissa, heather, mia, and ariel gave me valentines (well, ariel gave me a carnation.) i was surprised. i don't think alissa likes me. but mia's was specially to me. it said, 'Marisa- happy valentine's day!' etc. alissa's didn't.
in pe, i'm a loner, and quite frankly, i like it. it gives me time to think about stuff that i can't normally.
i can't wait to go to europe this summer, tickets were 500 dollars a person. england and france. haha, my french will be terrible.
but i'll be on a plane for 10 hours. claire (my sister) said it's so long you feel like shooting yourself. but hey, when i step off, i'll be in a land ofpeople with accents, old castles, etc. (we land in london, leave from paris.)
my sister's been on the phone for like 2 hours... and its 12:39 am.
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