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amused| 04:14pm 22/12/2003 | ||||
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| 03:24pm 22/12/2003 | ||||
This past weekend was good. I had a night with Jorji, we went to the mall and got my mom some potpurri, then came home and watched Gia and shit. I also went to Meaghan Marcilias birthday party. Happy 17th, darling precious angel. We went to the Kowloon and Olivia started pole dancing... lots of fun that night. Today I woke up and went swimming. I fucking hate it. I wish I had never began swimming in the first place. Coach has no personality, Stacy has turned into a major Rat, Lindsey and a bunch of my old friends are gone. I tried to be a good captain and throw this party for everyone... and like ...0 people showed up. Not zero, but fuck. I spent 90 dollars on pizza. Next time you assholes decide that you're going to tell me you're coming, and now show up... at least let me know. Tonight I think I might be going to a show in Salem with Chantal. I wanted to drive up to Hampton and get Jorji, but my grandmother is being a toad and wont let me take the car. Also, I just heard about two seconds ago that Salem Elks got shut down. Alright... now Im really fucked. Bad day, vacations going to suck balls. Swimming every morning with a coach I cant stand. Christmas is ghey. I have to deal with the corporate fucks my dad is bringing to my house on new years day. Shoot me and then devour my skull before I murder you and your family. |
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angry| Negleted. Im sorry. | ||||
| 03:39pm 17/12/2003 | ||||
So, what do I have to talk about. Last friday, I cancelled work and went to the Rockingham Mall with Heather and her friend Dan. Holy christ on a tulip. This kid was histerical. I got there and smoked a cigarette outside, and the cool shits waited for me to finish. WOOO. so anyhoo... The boy, who Katie Mckendry is now seeing *ahem, die*, is wearing this jean vest with shag all over it. Heathers looking like a teenage Brody and Im just there like, wow, this is going to be interesting. Never have I had so much fun at the mall. One of the first things we do, Is go to Hot Topic and buy beeswax to put his hair into a hawk. Soo, Heather and I split the cash and head out. Now, here comes the funny part. The malls all crowded and shit becuase of christmas. And there I am, putting the kids hair in a hawk. You have no idea how much wax I used to put it up. Apparantly, he still hasnt gotten it out. Anyhow. Were walking around the mall and all the sudden, Heather goes... Hey, Go into Limited Too and ask for a job! Dont put it past the kid. He did it. And did it well. Walked right up to the counter and acted serious while Heather and I are cracking up like two ten year old girls. The woman laughed at him. Communist Bitch. So, once we realized how fun this could be, it was off to Victorias Secret. They gave him an app, and he was like " This is just the job I've been looking for". This was way too amusing to stop. We went to Abercrombie. You all know how ABC or whatever is having that lawsuit against them for discrimination? Well, have you ever seen a punk or a black person working there? Yeah. So he walkes in, strutting like a gay man. He fucking HITS on the guy at the counter. Wouldnt give him a job. Funny shit. Then, It was Saturday. Holly came up from Peabody and we went to the mall for about .2 seconds. There was absolutely NOTHING to do or go, so I called up Jorji and she's like come up here. ROAD TRIP! Hell yes. This was amusing. Ive decided that Holly and I are very Book smart, but when it comes to ANYTHING else... we have down syndrome. So we pulled out, and got on the wrong highway. Then, we tried to find a Dunkin Donuts and got lost. Then, we finally got on the right highway.... but took the wrong exit. Thank bloody hell for cell phones. I called Jorji about 904238423787 times. We got up to Hampton at about 8. I decide to make it easy and just go to her house to pick her up. NOOOO, not that easy. Apparantly, Hampton has all these one way streets, that turn into the OTHER way once you get so far. Riight. You would've gotten lost too, so shaddup. *slaps...wench*. :) We decide to just meet her at this bar. So she comes out and we go to Burger King. Now, Jorji is about the only girl I know that has enough money to either shove up her ass, burn as firewood, spend on drugs, or use a 50 dollar bill at a fast food joint. She bought the food. We didnt even have to make her. Awe. Holly is drawing on this little Burget King menu, trying to figure out the Cat in the Hat trivia, while Jorji and myself are throwing fries at her head. It was funny. I got hit in the eye a couple times. Holly wants to go build a sandcastle in December. Alright! Drove to the freezing cold beach. The sand wasnt even really sand. It might as well have been concrete, becuase it was frozen. Holly gleefully runs to the low tide water and starts using her Burger King cup and crown to make a moat. Thats about as far as she got. Then, she ran into the water. INTO the fucking -999 degree water. Takes her shoes off and everything. Freezing cold, we go back to Jorjis house and watch Crossroads. I didnt really pay attention, becuase Holls kept asking for Ice cream, and when Jorji pulled out Ben and Jerrys she got a little wet in the pants. Eventually, I fell asleep on Jorji and probably drooled. HAH, thats okay though, because Im still cool. Believe it. *nods* We got home fine. Today, the funniest thing. We dissected a pig heart. It was huge, like a brain or something. Johnny fingered its aorta. *pictures Johnny with a little high voice* "You look like a virgin, well I can change that" *ram ram*. Omg, histerical. He then proceeds to cut it in half and make it talk, and to carve eyes and a nose into the top half. Hes like: It looks like a spirrrm, *swimmy swimmy* all around the pan. HAH. Omg. I have to go, Im neglecting my AIMs too. OH and good job to everyone at the meet last night. 1st one ever. whew. :) Katie. |
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accomplished| mmhm. Do it. Do it baby. | ||||
| 06:44pm 07/12/2003 | ||||
01. give me a nickname & explain why you picked it 02. am i loveable? 03. how long have you known me? 04. when and how did we first meet? 05. what was your first impression? 06. do you still think that way about me now? 07. if i was an ice cream flavor, which would i be & why? 08. do you think i'll get married? 09. what makes me happy? 10. what makes me sad? 11. what song reminds you of me? 12. if you could give me anything what would it be? 13. do you consider me a good friend? 14. when's the last time you saw me? 15. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. would you make a move on me? 17. describe me in one word: 18. do you think our friendship is getting stronger or weaker? 19. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything? 20. do i cross your mind at least two times a day? 21. have you ever hurt me? Thats right. Fill that shit out. Or be castrated by my thick as hell noose. |
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| bord. This will pass the time in the blizzard | ||||
| 06:20pm 06/12/2003 | ||||
-- Birthplace: Burlington, VT -- Current Location: Haverhill, MA -- Eye Color: Some people say they are like, real YELLOW green. Others, Hazel. Others light light honey yellow brown? I donno, theyre greenish. -- Hair Color: Right now? Dark brown with dyed red streaks and blonde highlights... all in one. -- Righty or Lefty: Righty. -- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio -- Innie or Outtie: Innie. -----------------DESCRIBE--------------- -- Your heritage: Hungian mostly, some Albanian -- The shoes you wore today: Snow Boots. -- Your eyes: They have a freckle in each. Honestly, ask anyone. If you look at my Iris, they each have a black freckle. Noticable too. -- Your weakness: Love. -- Your fears: being alone. -- One thing you'd like to achieve: Happiness -----------------WHAT IS------------------ -- Your most overused phrase on aim: lol. -- Your thoughts first waking up: Wow, I really dont feel like going to a pool and diving in and working out at *looks at clock* 4 30 AM! -- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: The way they walk and carry themselves -- Your best physical feature: Boobs? I dont know. -- Your bedtime: now? 9 30. -- Your greatest accomplishment: swimming, and making the friends that I have now. Im a good artist, too. -- Your most missed memory: driving into Charlestown every Friday to buy alchohol with Alaina and Mellissa. All of my memories with them I miss... but I will never regret moving on. -----------------YOU PREFER------------------ -- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi -- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King has crispier fries -- Single or group dates: Single. Christ, Im not mormon -- Adidas or Nike: I dont wear either -- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla with chocolate chips -- Cappuccino or coffee: Iced caramel latte with whipped cream, Medium -- Bras or Panties: Bras -----------------DO YOU------------------ -- Smoke: yes. -- Cuss: haha.. -- Take a shower everyday: yeah, unless you're talking about today. today I took the longest bath ever. I lit a candle, looked out at the snow. Lit some incense, turned on "Thirteenth Step" and bathed. -- Have a crush(es): I do. Yes. -- Who are they: Psh. Like I would tell the entire population at Austin Prep. -- Do you think you've been in love?: I know I have. -- Want to go to college: No, but its inevidable. -- Like high school: Most of the time... I do. -- Want to get married: Im not sure. Maybe. But If I do I'll be older, around 30. -- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes, Im a very good typer. i Never EVER look at the keyboard. -- Believe in yourself: Almost never. -- Get motion sickness: If I read in the car, but thats about the only time. -- Think you're attractive: Not at all, ever, or even close to sometimes. I am increadably insecure. -- Think you're a health freak: HAH not even close. -- Get along with your parents: Repeat above. -- Like thunderstorms: Love them -- Play an instrument: guitar, used to play drums and violin. ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU-------------- -- Drank alcohol: no -- Smoke(d): I smoke weed and Parliament Light 100s. Oh, and cloves. -- Done a drug: Marijuana, and some pills that are legal -- Have Sex: no -- Made Out: uhh... heh, nope? -- Go on a date: nope. -- Go to the mall: Yes, a few times -- Eaten sushi: I love sushi, but no I havent eaten it in the past month. -- Been on stage: Yes. Fame. -- Been dumped: No. Not yet, hopefully not for a long time. -- Gone skating: yes. -- Made homemade cookies: a few times. Im more of a cake chick. -- Been in love: for a while -- Dyed your hair: yes, I died it more red. -- Stolen anything: never will again. used to in about 9th grade when i thought I was cool. -----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ -- Flown on a plane: yes, many times. -- Missed school because it was raining?: I dont think sooo.... -- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yes. -- Cried during a Movie?: Once. and youll laugh at which one. Gladiator. -- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: oh yes, Im one of those horny anime character scumbags. ;) -- Had an imaginary friend: Not even when i was little. Isnt that a sign of scizophrenia? -- Been on stage?: Did I not just say, Im a drama geek, and I like it? -- Cut your hair: Yeah, I used to have one of those really short emo- do's... -- Had crush on a teacher?: Ms. P is hot, but I never had a crush on her. -- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: couple times. -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Increadably. Those words dont even describe how horrible I used to get. -- Been caught "doing something": I dont think so. -- Been called a tease: By Deana. Thats about the only person. Im pretty shy when It comes to sex -- Gotten beaten up ?:Yes, In Haverhill about a year ago. -- Been in a fight: yep -- Shoplifted: unfortunately. Never again. *holds out pinky* -----------------THE FUTURE------------------ -- Age you hope to be married: 32? -- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 girls and 1 boy. Chloey (spelled like that), Annabel, and Sandrew *stfu* -- Descibe your Dream Wedding: On a Lake, with lots of weed. -- How do you want to die?: Either in my sleep, or instantly. Young, too. -- What do you want to be when you grow up?: English teacher or psyciatrist -- What country would you most like to visit?: Hungary, or Haiti. Id go to Haiti to help out. Cambodia, too. -----------------OPPOSITE (same , too! hah) SEX------------------ -- Best eye color:. crystal blue, or brown. I used to like green, but It kinda nasties me out. -- Best hair color: Blonde isnt my thing. I like dark brown hair alot. Red, too. -- Short or long hair: Girls= either that short "I can do a mohawk and also have my hair down and look hot" hair, or shoulders and down. Boys= long. But not Fabio style. -- Best height: doesnt matter at all -- Best weight: I have a confession to make. I LOVE skinny girls and boys. Like.. real thin. Thats bad, right? meh! sorry. I know I dont even fit into my own category, but fuck you. -- Best first date location: beach at night in the summer, or under the fall stars. -- Best first kiss location: watching a movie with the fireplace on. -----------------NUMBER OF----------------- -- Number of girlfriends you've had: 1 girl, 1 boy. --Number of kisses you've given: alot. -- Number of drugs taken illegally: way too many to list. Sorry XXX people, you know I love you. And I quit drinking, so HAH! happy? no? ...*sad face* -- Number of people I could trust with my life:3 -- Number of CDs that I own: illegally burned cd's: over 300, most of which are better than the ones Ive bought. Real: 10 -- Number of piercings: 2.... or, wait... 3 for a while, then I took it out. -- Number of tattoos: 0. Sad. I know. -- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 4 -- Number of scars on my body: Fuck *counts*. 11. 7 of which are self inflicted, when I had some serious problems. -- Number of things in my past that I regret: I dont regret anything. If you dwell on the past, youll drown in your thoughts. ----------------FAVORITES--------------- -- Shampoo: Loreal Kids Watermelon shampoo and grape conditioner -- Fav Color: Black -- Day/Night: Night -- Summer/Winter: Fall -- Lace or Satin: Satin. Whew. wait, I changed my mind. The name for my oldest daughter will now be Satin. -- Fave Cartoon Character: the fat mayor on The Nightmare Before Christmas, oh... and Doug. (Nickelodeon when it was good) Ralph Wiggam. MM. *privates* -- Fave Food: Spaghetti, and Goulach. -- Fave Movies: WOW. way too many. I own every single Angelina Jolie movie. My two favorites of hers are Gia (hah, lesbian... go get it, youll like it), and Foxfire. Two wonderful films. I love horror. Nothing scares me, really. The ring was a classic that got shattered by extreme popularity. I knew the ending before I had seen the preview. Strangeland is good. Girl Interrupted is in its own great class. Anne Rice's books kick my ass, so any movie based on her stories. Im obsessed with vampires. I hate romantic comedies, and most comedies, except for maybe the older stuff. Fast Times, animal house... that sort of thing. -- Fave sport: Im not a sports kinda girl -- Fave sports stars: I like to think within reality. Celica. New. ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ -- Wearing: Bathrobe, Towel on my head, and my gauges. No undies. Awkward? Nope, just got out of my tub, and ran downstairs. My computer has a tractor beem. -- Drinking: water, actually. How did you know? -- Thinking about: Someone. A girl. -- Listening to: Thirteenth step. APC. ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ -- Cried: So much. -- Worn jeans: Yeap. -- Met someone new online: I get alot of people IMing me from having this up. I get alot of random posts too. So, yeah sure. -- Done laundry: no, I was lazy today. -- Drove a car: yes. -- Talked on the phone: yes. for short periods of time, I hate chatting unless its with someone special. ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- -- Yourself: Most of the time, I dont. -- Your friends: Always, you have to. And my friends make it easy. -- Santa Claus: Kidnap the Sandy Claws, put him in a box, lock him up for 90 years and see if he talks! -- Tooth Fairy: no. And I hated that movie... Darkness Falls. Eh. -- Destiny/Fate: Depends. -- Angels: No. -- Ghosts: Yes. -- UFO's: Yes. -- God: Yes. I do now. People change, and I have so dont post or IM me telling me that I used to be an atheist. Because now Im not. Go fuck yourself. --------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ -- Do you ever wish you had another name?: Uhuh. My parents almost named me Alexandra. Alex. MMM like that name. -- Do you like anyone?: Yes. Alot. And I hope they love me like I do them. -- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Allison, get her alone. Youll see. Or wait, maybe Nads. We both have these really twisted personalities where we joke either very strangely, or sophisticated. And its funny to us. Well be like.. "hah, Projectile!" -- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Sam. -- Are you close to any family member?: Not really. My Dad, if anyone. -- Who do you hang around the most?: My computer -- When have you cried the most: In the past month. -- What's the best feeling in the world?: having someone hold you, and stroke your hair and give you little kisses. Telling you its going to be okay. Being that close to someone, and squeezing them. Not being afraid of the world at that moment. -- Worst Feeling?: Being alone. Not alone in a house or not going out... but being really alone in the world. -- What time is it now?: 6 17 PM. And still snowing for the past 12 hours. |
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anxious| death seems so welcoming now... | ||||
| 02:43pm 04/12/2003 | ||||
I dont much feel like writing now. I have this one thing in my life to be proud of. One thing I can actually say I have suceeded at. Everything else (school, family, some friends) have dissappeared. All becuause of myself. Last night my dad said I was a failure. He never says these type of things. He proved himself right this morning. Stacy, my swim coach, has always been a sort of friend to me. Never really like a coach. Last year I told her about my bisexuality and my smoking. In other words, my downhill spiral. Today. Randomly, after working my ass harder than I have in a long time... she tells Coach D that Ive been smoking. She smoked with me in her car last year. Hypocrit? He is the only person I can honestly say believed I was a good person, with talents. I was like a daughter to him. I could do no wrong. He, and the team, were my last resort. My last achievement. I had finally made captain, and I was going to prove to the team that I could do it. If nothing else, this was going to be the thing I was good at. Coach was increadably dissapointed. I tried so hard not to cry. Not to think of everything. Everything wrong in my life. To see him that disturbed. To see him realize that I wasnt what he thought I was. To see him wish that he hadn't picked me as captain, broke me. I tried to stay strong in Sams car on the way to school. I couldnt, I never can anymore. Worthless. Waste of fucking human flesh I am. He told me he should bench me for the rest of the year. But he wouldn't, because he has respect for me. Not only does my mother and family turn away from me, the only person I had left is disgusted with my decisions. Stacy betrayed me. She, herself, bummed one of mine off of me last year. What is going on in my life? what is my problem. I feel like nothing is worth it anymore. What do I have left. Tell me, honestly. If anyone can post a good reason, Ill be eternally greatful. I love my friends. But a person needs more than just friends in their life. They need achievements, love, someone to hold them, someone to look up to them, someone to value their talents. Before today, I had never truely, TRUELY thought about actually killing myself. Sure, Ive tried before. I have scars, everyone can see that. But never have I totally wanted it. Wanted it, without any question. And I have witnessed death, face to face. So don't tell me that I don't know what Im talking about. Goodnight. Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ or DJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realise read your LJ) have to say. |
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| 01:30pm 30/11/2003 | ||||
.x. Britney or Christina?: X-tina .x. BSB or NSync?: neither .x. Soup or Salad?: soup .x. Pop or water?:water .x. Summer or Winter?: fall. .x. Spring or Fall?:spring .x. Thongs or panties?: thongs, never ever panties .x. Boxers or briefs?:boxers .x. Pants or shorts?:pants .x. Science or Math?: Math .x. High school or college? (if you're not in college, say what you think would be better): High School .x. AOL or AIM?: AIM .x. Internet or phone?: Internet .x. Hugs or kisses?: kisses .x. Punks or Thugs?: Punks .x. Hip Hop or Rap?: neither .x. Emo or Punk?:punk, emo when I need to cry .x. Country or Pop?: neither .x. Candles or incence?: Candles for romantic times, Incence when my room smells like foot. .x. Beer or other alcohol?: I dont drink anymore... so hows about that green herb .x. Cigs or cigars?: Cigarettes, and cloves. .x. Ja Rule or 50 Cent?: 50 cent .x. Eminem or DMX?: neither .x. Ashanti or Aaliyah?: Aaliyah, shes dead .x. Eve or Missy Elliott?:Missy elliot makes me laugh .x. Monica or Brandy?:I dont like nigglets .x. Dogs or cats?: dogs .x. Cars or trucks?: coupes .x. Drunk or stoned?: STONER Part 2; Hard Questions; .x. If you had a chance to live forever and be healthy, but be the UGLIEST person alive (for as long as you live), would you?:not even close. .x. Name 5 good excuses and 5 bad excuses for having an abortion.: no, that question sucks. .x. Would you rather be tortured to death, or have your whole body be paralyzed all of your life?: tortured to death .x. Would you pass up being famous and rich to get married to the guy of your dreams?:no, I dont like guys that much, but I wouldnt want to be famous either. .x. Is all fair in love and war? Why?: sure. Everything has an equal. evil=good.. ect. Part 3; Which of your friends is...; .x. The funniest?:Nadia .x. The craziest?:heather .x. Most likely to be in prison in 10 years?: Mike .x. The hottest?: heh. Erika Lambie. .x. The nicest?: Katie m. .x. Most honest?: Allison .x. Most trustworthy?:Allison .x. The biggest flirt?: Sam S .x. The biggest slut?: none of my friends are. .x. The most althletic?: Christine maybe? or Jackie .x. The best student?: Jax .x. The freak?: Me? Didnt finish had to go to mall with holly. |
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| 12:06pm 30/11/2003 | |||
And check out my entry from yesterday if you havent. You're "All I Taste Is Today, Whats Her Name?" Song is great, little bit of love, with a little bit of pain, we can all relate to that. What From Autumn To Ashes Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla HAH I like this one... pretty picture too...  You're almost lesbian. In fact are you positive you like guys because you seem to be pretty content with girls. What Kind Of Bisexual Are You? (girlies) brought to you by Quizilla MAKING CHRISTMASS DUN DUNDUNNNN  You are Sally the Ragdoll...usually shy, sweet, but bold when you have to rescue someone you care about, you fall in love rarely but deeply. Perhaps at the moment you have someone special on your mind that you feel is a bit unattainable. You are willing to do about anything for people you love, even if it puts you at risk...you have a big heart. What character from The Nightmare Before Christmas Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 05:04pm 29/11/2003 | ||||
http://imageevent.com/fireflygurl44/myepics44?n=0 So, on thursday night, I had driven four hours to Maine and back. When I got home, Holly came and picked me up and we went over to Mikes house to get him. He and I smoked in some little kids playground type thing. got really high. He had more than an eigth. Then we went to this random bar in Malden. Smoked in our booth and ate chowder and shit like that. Mozerella stix are key. Then, we met up with Quinney and mike got another beer in exchange for a clove. Oh, yeah, I bought Djarum Cloves at 711. They rock. I now smoke cloves. I am a clover. get it? -loser?- The next morning Holly and I went to the Rockingham mall... and it took me an hour or so to find a parking spot. Last night I went to pick up Olivia in Wilmington. Got home and went to the mall, again. Yeah. Im a Mall Rat with no life... or there was just nothing else to do. We were shopping for a while, then this guy with a baby comes out while Im having a cigarette. He started teaching his kid swear words. The kid is screaming 'fack fack faqq' to all the passers. Funny shit. Took livi home. This morning I was woken up by my eighty year old grandmother. Shes like "Katieee... will you take me to the movies to see the Metrix?". I couldnt say no. So I pull myself out of bed and drive her to the Loop. The Movie kicked ass, if you skip the fact that it is entirely based on the Christian Apocolypse. Meh. Im tired. I need to shower and do my spikes before I go to see Katie in Chicago tonight. Mike M is gonna be there and he told me hed sit with me, since I have nobody to go with. Meaghan was gonna come, but shes with Nihan I think. Plegh. Okay. Bye kiddies. Katie |
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| 07:27pm 26/11/2003 | ||||
x7o L i V i a6x: and i wasl ike I DARE U KATIE TO KISS ME Okay so after school got out yesterday, I drove back to my house with allison and Julie. We had no plans whatsoever for the night. Smoked some butts, listened to some kill hannah. Got home. We basically just hung out and talked and smoked until Olivia and Nadia stopped by... Nads, you poor thing... you wish you had stayed. I will tell details monday. Nads went running with Jax. Then, Jules took a buncha bad drugs and felt sick. I took my moms car and drove her to the Mobil to meet her momma. I didnt have my wallet with me with my fake ID, but they sold me butts anyways. Mike and Johnny met us there. Then, Christine calls me and is like, yeap, Ill come up too! After Jules' mom came to get her, we went on the highway and pulled into the breakdown lane to wait for Christine. She got lost, so Mike and I stood outside the Jeepy, and Johnny blasted some nigga. So emo, right mike? Then, she pulled up and Mike and I jumped into Christines car. We went back to my house. I was so pissed, but now, Im extatic. We got out, and said hi to my parents. Threw on some suits. Ordered some pizza. Christine didnt want to go in, and Johnny stripped down to his boxers. *Johnny's gotten buff, ladies*. We turned on my kick ass cd, and got in. After about 5 minutes, Christine was like 'fuck it im coming', so she ran up to get a suit of mine. She came in and Allison goes : "Oh my shit! We should play truth or dare!". Let the games begin. Im not going to go into details, but I saw some of the most beautiful things ever. Flashing, girl-girl, sexy picture taking, first time *ahem* experiances, girl-boy, nekkedness, jets. Wow. I cant wait to see those pics. x7o L i V i a6x: water=sex After we got out -think about two hours later- We ate pizza and my mom made us cake! What a nice lady! After that, Livi and I went back into the hottub, and talked about her experiance earlier. We then had to say goodbye to Mike, Johnny, and Livi, becuase Liv had to be home by like 11. x7o L i V i a6x: OMG do u knwo wut my mom said about my hickey x7o L i V i a6x: she was like what is that? x7o L i V i a6x: and she asked 'did a girl kiss u' and i was like Nooooo Allison, Christine, and myself were left. We watched some videos. My mom came down to say goodnight and I had fallen asleep on Christines stomach. She already thinks that she and I are together, even though Christine is straight... lol. So shes like -"oh! uhm, nevermind ". Funny how parents always think they know it all and they have no Idea. So we fell asleep. *Rooster crows* Next morning. Allisons mom was going to pick her up earlier today, around noon. However, I had her call her mom and tell her Id give her a ride home later, so that the three of us could go to the mall/ movies. So, we go to Dunkins and get coffees, and head up to New Hampshire. When we got there, I got money out of the ATM, and Christine bought a taper and some 00's. We ate, and while eating, the three of us saw the two most emo-cute boys ever. Oh! Wait! too bad Im gay! Well, not really... but you know. So I was like- you straight people have no ovaries *screams* 'NOOO COME BACKKK' *hears me*. (Psyco). So we then rush to the movies at the Loop to see Gothika. It was fucking scary. I was huddled into Christines arm the whole time. I scrounged up enough nickles to buy a medium popcorn and split it with allison, becuase I had to buy her ticket, so I had only nickles and dimes left over. The movie scared the shit out of me. Twisted. Here's Deana's explination- Deana: ok, the ghost girl went into her body and killed her husband becauspenelope cruz was in the mental place because she slit her fathers throat for raping her and they thought that she was crazy because she was telling them that the devil was raping her at night, but it wasnt the devil per say... it was the cope. her husband and his best friend, that cop dude, were raping and torturing and killing these girls. ...Confusing huh? So the entire movie, Christine is having me jam her taper further and further in, but I couldnt bring myself to just ram it in there. (sexual referance?). So, after, funniest thing ever happened. We went to stop and shop to buy vaginal lubricant, so that she could get in the taper. I walk up to a girl and ask 'excuse me where's your lube?'... She laughed and pointed the way. And then, when we were checking out, the lady was like - Oh! thats fitting *holds up the lube and looks at my shirt* I used to be a troubled kid, too! She thought it was for sex. Pehe! no. Then we got home, and I drove Christine to the highway. Allison's house was next, and I just got back from Woodmans. Thanksgiving is tommorow. Happy Turkey Day! *thinks of scary movie 2* "I dont know what that is... but Ill lick it anyway!" No Turkey hiney hiney ho's for me tommorow. Sorry, Im a veg. Alright, later Jhiggolas. FireFlyGurl44: freak. xoxHoLlZxox: ya i like it Katie |
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| 04:44pm 24/11/2003 | ||||
On Saturday, the cast of Fame went out to Kowloon. The funniest thing, Holly and I drove in her car and mea went with Dave. I picked up some smokes... hit a huge ass curb. Oh, then Holly ran over some more. When I got there most everyone had already arrived. Went out to the car to smoke... yeah. Then Nadia came... Nadia this paragraph is for you. She brought the cheeby. We went out to Holly's car about half way through the meal. We stole her car for a short period of time and went to get a smoking device at the Mobil on the Run. Then, Dave left the car, and Nadia and I packed the fattest bowl I have ever hit. This thing was the apitomy of a superbowl. -daydreams- We were out there for about 20 minutes smoking that one. I stood up like whoa, and Nads is like nawww Im not high, not at all. We left to go back to Meaghans house. Drove home Nihan... and Meaghan, Holly and Myself went back to Meaghans. Today, Nadia told me how she was WICKED high on the way home. And this asshole cop pulled her over for swirving. He was shining the light in her eyes. *Imagines Nadias face #-\* Hah, that one owned me. Sunday -last night- I went to the Palladium to see RX Bandits, Days Away, Mae and Something Corporate. We left about 2 seconds into Something Corporate though. RX Bandits kicked major donkey. I want the trombone player to rail me with it. Okay, A little of an overstatement. But still, he was really good looking. I got hit on by a girl for about 5 minutes when I went to the bar to have a cigarette. She was cute, I guess. *shrug*. Gah. O!o!o! anddd... I saw Paul. YAY! His hair looks awesome now that its all purple. He had on his TBS shirt and this little hat with pins all along the front. So emo. But yet so cute. <3... that kids the man. Holly was all nervous that me and Rose wouldnt have fun. I had a grand old time, though. No worries my child. Her sister thought I was on extasy. keh. I find that really funny. OH and some bitch stole my perfume allison gave me. It was almost gone, but I reached in and took her Vanilla. so HA! I got home last night at about 1 ish... fell asleep around 2. Woke up 3 hours later and went to school. I dont know how Im still functioning. thats all kiddies. WHAT TIME IS IT!? ch heeee bbbhaaa am/pm.  What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Katie |
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| 11:38am 22/11/2003 | ||||
Okay so what happened this week? Monday sucked, as usual. Nothing special. I had play practice from 3 - 9 30 at night, like every other night of the week. On tuesday, We had a fieldtrip to just outside Cambridge. They took us to see Macbeth in play form. I love the theater, even if its not the best show in the world...But these guys, holy shit. Even Mr. Moore (avid Shakespearean anal giver) fell asleep in the middle of the "fight scene". If you can call it that. It was ok, I fell asleep on Katie McKendry's arm a couple times while she was scratching mine. That puts me to sleep so hard. *hopes she didnt drool*. On the bus, I gave Mike a cigarette and a lighter (you never gave me back the lighter, vaginal nose dive), and he was gonna be all bad ass and smoke a butt out the window. He didnt, becuase he wanted me to share it with him? mm. I sat next to Erika for most of the ride home. I never really had a good conversation with her before, like heartfelt and shit *thinks about convo* eh... well, kinda heartfelt? -chuckle-. No, shes mad chill, though, good times. On Wednesday, we had a full dress rehearsal. Went well. I think that was the day that I went to the lake with Nadia and Jax. I sat on the bench, and ate two muffins in combination with 7 cigarettes. ...while they ran 4 miles. It was freezing. I did buy the best hot chocolate ever. It was flavored raspberry. Katie McKendry got her Liscence along with Heather. Thursday was opening night of Fame. It went well, for everyone else but me. I fucking stuttered and as I look down at the audience for the first time... who is sitting there? take a fucking guess. S. thats all I have to say. I got backstage and laughed my ass off at how fucking stupid I am. Allison slept over my house that night. We didnt do SHIT, because my mom was being a crackwhore. But its okay... yesterday was fun! My dad let me drive his car and Allison and I were both allowed to smoke in the car with him. Gah! what a cool padre. Makes up for that bitch of a mother I have. Then, my mom redeemed herself for the time being. She gave us the keys to her car and told us that we could drive that. AND oh, yes, wait theres an and... she gave me her ATM card and pin number. Sooo... we went to the mall and bought some stuff. I bought the cutest red shirt ever. *dreams about it*. Then.. later on last night, my mother and I get into this huge fight... all becuase I fucking cut my arm! WTF! Its none of her buisiness what I do to myself. She told me that I was a mistake and that she wished she never had me, she never even told me good job for the play... it was my uncle that bought me those flowers opening night. And she told me it was her. *sigh*. So, I get out of the car swearing to myself that I hated her for everything she puts me through all the time. Then, then! she comes outside of the car, and brings meaghan flowers she bought to give to me. GAWD! what the shit! She later tells me that she just did that so that Meaghan wouldnt hate her. Whatever. Its okay, I guess. Heather and Natalie came to the show last night. I saw Heather after and gave her big hug. When I came home I fell right asleep. This weekend has been a complete failure. Nothing at all has been done. NOTHING Lyrics to one of the best songs ever- I dedicate this song To the boys who dont belong To the girls who get it wrong Im dedicating this To the ones who dont fit in Are you hearing this? Are you hearing this? Unwanted, Unneeded, You've always been mistreated Hang on Unwanted, and been for so long Said "Hey mom, Im never coming home again" I dedicate this song To my boys who are strong And just dont get along Im dedicating this To the girls who dont exist Oh, Now, hear this. katie |
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| 11:25pm 18/11/2003 | ||||
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| 01:18pm 16/11/2003 | ||||
Then, I went to play practice in the morning. It didnt even start until 11 and we got there at nine oclock. Me and Allison went to go smoke on the train tracks, and probably have some sort of cold-related disease. Then we came back. Meaghan pulled in and we went to the gingerbread house. Came back and fell asleep in the middle of the gym floor. At six oclock Meaghan went with Dave and I went with Holly up to Sam Fs house. Okay, this entire thing was very pointless. We went to find billy for legitimately an hour in Haverhill, and then I guess we were going to go bowling? wtf the fuck? So Meaghan and Holly and I went back to Sams house to get Hollys car, and left. yes. Nadia came down to Meaghans later on last night. We watched finding Nemo. I fell asleep. I never have seen the end of that FUCKING movie, and yet Ive seen it 2 times? I got in the car this morning and drove all over west anus lick. Holly had me drive to a church, so that we could see their friend. Then we went to get muffins for a priest? yeah. -ahem- *church ignites*-ahem-. Holly and I thought the church would go up in flames because we're devils. ANDDDd I didnt get to smoke ONCE this weekend. WHAT THE EFFING CHRIST IS THAT? Im deprived. heh. -------> Ironic?------->  You're a stoner, get off you're ass and get a brain <<<<>>>> brought to you by Quizilla OK now here I am... I have to work in a half hour. My boss fucking called me in, and now I have an 8 hour shift at the fucking counter! GAH! -dies- come and visit me for sexual healing Katie |
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| 05:30pm 13/11/2003 | ||||
okay people... i cant get pictures on here, so from now on, just clicky that little thing right up there for recent pics. Ill post new ones all the time. not sucha big deal? eh. *shakes head* deana tried to help me get this thing working with pictures, but it doesn't like me much. So PLEH! there. now go eat yourself, stupid little computer, I have ANOTHER website. Thats right, blurty, another one. I dont have much to write about. Popop died, and theres not much i want to talk about on that subject. Been a long ass week. Allison came to the funeral, she was the only one of my friends. But, Meaghan had me over on Monday to get my head straight. We went out with Nihan, and I drove almost the whole time. I had my first Krispy Creme donut. I guess its a southern thing. what else... Uhm, Allison spent the night... alot of family. My aunt is here from Virginia. My dads a wreck. Gagas, well.. shes trying hard to be strong. And Im, shit. I dont know. Ill be either really down or really happy. Most of the time Im happy its becuase im around my friends, but then I think about all the people in my life that just DONT stay with me or want anything to do with me anymore, then about popop, then grades, then my dad, play, swimming... fucking everything and i start going haywire. Everyone -for the most part- has been really nice, though. Ganon showed up at his funeral, what a nice lady. I love that woman, shes actually really cool if you talk to her. All liberal, feminist-like. Blah. Nothing else to say, really. Christine has been taking me out to eat lately after school. Today Erika took me and Nihan to Gingerbread house thingymabobber or whatever its called. Ive been drawing dark designs in school alot, and i find myself putting them on my wall and on my door. My mom thinks im a psyco. Thats all fucks. katie |
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| 10:59am 08/11/2003 | ||||
I got there and I had no clue that there was gonna be any people there besides us girls. It was pretty large. There was nadia dancing drunkenly on a table. -everyone was COMPLETELY gone, either on purple haze or alchohol-. Mike, Johnny, Sam, Sam Farah, Allison, Me, Livia, Meaghan, Jenna and Kerri, Nihan... and some others. I brought some Chinese opium, and Mike stole the shit out of it when he went commando jones on Sams lawn in an effort to escape. Allison was more trashed than I have ever seen her. It was increadable. We sat outside on Sams deck. I was smoking a cigarette, Allison goes 'Lemme get a hit of that?' then two seconds later 'Lemme get a hit of that?'. Rediculous. But cute, I must say. My little allison was a bad girl last night. Im not getting into that. So much drama with Olivia and Mike. Whew. But Jesus, was everyone cocked. For the most part, the ones that were drunk were being complete idiots, and wished they could take back things they did... Precicely why I like the green ganga, thank you very much. No hangover, No memory loss, no loss of self control. Sams brother came home and Mike, Johnny and Nihan left with Sam and Nadia. They thought it was her parental units. Nope. But, Nadia thought that she could drive. That was the furthest statement from the truth. This girl was INCREADABLY shitfaced. Nihan and all of us insisted that he drive her home. So he did. There were still a good amount of people there. Allison passed out on the floor downstairs, and we wrapped her in blankets and pillows. Sam and I had to get rid of the 482394728 bottles of booze that were all over her house. People raided her parents liquor. Sam was dandily drunken, so I took her not-so-car to stop and shop where we threw them in the barrel. I went to three differant places looking for cigarettes. None were open, and the line at the only open store was 17 people long. Fuck that, right? -caughs-. Then we got home and pulled out the couch. Livi wasnt in good shape. Balling her eyes out. I was the only one that wasnt drunk. I had a line at work at about 6 oclock, but it had pretty much worn off by the time I got to Sams. Plus, I smoked the Chinese Cheebolia. But, we all know Im immune to weed of many kinds -phleh!- So, I was the only straight one by 2 oclock. We pulled out the couch, and liv slept on the little pull out by herself, while Me, Meaghan, and Samantha slept on the other. Meaghan was like- how many people would KILL to see this right now? weeee. Okay, so at about 5 AM, I hear Sam and Meaghan screaming... "OMG, theres a burgler in the house behind the blinds! Hes passing a drink to some chick!" This is why you shouldnt do mind altering substances, children. I wake up and scream, literally... " SHUT THE FUCK UP! You people are ridiculous, there is nobody in here!" Went back to sleep, and woke up to a very cold Meaghan, a hyper Sam, Depressed Livi, and Hungover allison. I left at about 9 30. Now, here I am, recalling the nights crazy events. I heard about some very sexy lesbian action going on between two of my friends. _who shall remain nameless_. *drool*. Mrah. My plug fell out on Sams pull out bed. I have a pencil stuck through my ear right now. *is hot and delicious*. Tonight I'm sleeping over Meaghans, and I think Holly is too. If anyone wants to see us, call my cell phone. Its back in action. Im going to the mall right now to refill my ear prescription =plugs=. Im gonna strech 'em to 1/2 inches, I think. If they didn't already close up by now. Meh. Lick me. Katie |
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| 03:31pm 04/11/2003 | ||||
Friday I went out with Megan and them, as you all know. Saturday was my 16th Birthday party. We went into Boston to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show. First, everyone arrived at my house and Megan and Holly had to change. My parents agreed to go and pick up Christine becuase she was tired and didnt want to drive up to Haverhill. (my Mom loves her). So, we picked her up... and headed in. Left my parents at Faneuil Hall. Took the Green Line to the Red line, and eventually to Newbury Street on the other side of town. I had been to this cafe called "The Other Side". Real cool people, Hawks gallore, tattooing artists...ect. So, we all decided to go there and get some cool organic food and some carrot cake for me. Allison and I went out for about 7 cigarettes just to check out the hotties sitting outside on the porch thing. (dont ask, its a weirdly set up restaurant). Ah, speaking of ...I need one. Be back people. Okay better. If you smoke, ask yourself this... When you want food, and you dont wanna eat... and you have a cigarette, dont you feel 10 times better? I do. heh. Okay, So from the cafe we went on the train to Harvard Square. Walked around in circles a bit, went into Urban Outfitters for about 4 hours and looked at 19th century porn. Hows about a toilet plunger? hmm. From there. Went in line to The Rocky Horror Picture show. In the line, the Anarchy cheerleaders were doing back handsprings down the street and this woman was on a loudspeaker. She picked out some people in Kool costumes to be in the contest. She was swearing and telling us to get on the curb and shit. She humped some chick? yeah. We went in, and they passed out bags of shit. Thats what they were called. Bags of shit. They had some rice, candy, and other weird things in them. They did the contest right away, and these muppet things won. A transvestite was judging. Histerical. She/He was so funny. Then the actors did skits. It was a Haloween Special I guess, so the actual movie didn't start until 1. The skits consisted of... 1. A Alice in Wonderland gone awray. 2. Some black dude shooting up his coworkers. 3. A man who kills a girl and then in hell, she comes back to life and kills him. 4. A man that acted like the Increadable Hulk and then proceeded to rip of his shirt and expose his fatty belly, and then fart. There were others, but all of them were really sexual. Really. Before they started the movie, the transvestite came around and picked out people that he thought looked like virgins to the show. The last four people had to suck the transvestites banana. *imagines*. Wow, that was funny. Christine was sitting next to me cursing one of the boys' that was up theres girlfriend. He was hot. Wicked hot. Everyone fell asleep during the movie, so I decided we better leave. Today (tuesday) was pretty fun. I had my easy classes. Some people were in good moods, while others were in bad, but It was okay. Not a bad tuesday in school. I found out something sorta funny, sort of not. Actually I'm not quite sure how to take it. I just walked out of the class before I could answer. Yesterday I actually got up enough ovaries to talk to a girl that graduated last year. Katie was sick that day, but told me I should IM her. I have ovaries of steel, really, I do. She was supercool though, so I was fine. Alright enough chit shat. Ill be on later on today, after play practice.  You are Pyrokinetic! What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by Quizilla Thats funny. Katie. |
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| 04:02pm 29/10/2003 | ||||
Yesterday was my birthday! Im elated. Finally Im not a baby anymore. IM OLLLD. ha. I can't type a very long entry, Im sorry, Id love to, but I have to go get ready for play practice. My mom planned this surprise party for me last night at Capri pizza. That was the first nice thing shes done for me in a long time. I got my locker decorated by my friends, too... and the assholes at my school popped the balloon that they put up. _hates the person_. Anyhoo, I got there, and my mom had told me that she told my dad to meet us there for pizza since it was my birthday. I walked in, and all my friends pop outa nowhere and I just stood there like _open mouth_. Nobody has ever done anything like that for me. NEVER. I was so so sosososososoooo happy. That was the best birthday I've ever had. Honestly, It was. Some of my favorite people weren't there, but most of them were! My mom bought us something ridonculous like 6 large pizzas. Sam, Meaghan, Nadia, Livi, Sam #2, Christine, Dave Nihan, Mike, Jax.... oh man. It was awesome. I got the cutest things. Christine got me a rose and posters and this realllyy beautiful poster of two girls. My mom saw the poster, and what she had signed on the thing everyone wrote a message on, and the rose... and she goes, "Katie! are you a Christine together?" That one owns me. I'm Like NOO, mom, Christine is straight and so am I. Half true. Alright, Jiggolas, I'm off to the play practice and swim team meeting. oh... and if you read this... you WILL pee your pants. http://maddox.xmission.com/c.cgi?u=irule Katie. |
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