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Blurty for All Summer Long.
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| Tuesday, September 30th, 2003 |
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As fall comes upon us and a chill is in the air, the long, hot summer has given way to a possibly more dismal offering: The long, cold winter. The posting on said journal won't be too much, as this one died and I have little desire to revive the journal writing. But who knows... and it wouldn't feel right, staying in this warm place. Even if my winters are only around fifty degrees Fahrenheit, on average. love, bryan. |
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| Sunday, September 14th, 2003 |
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I dreamt we were back together. Actually, I dreamt we broke up, then got back together, which I think was worse, because it was like some alternate ending where things were... nice. Just when I thought falling to sleep couldn't be any worse... This weekend wasn't bad. I still can't believe I'm in a situation now where I want to go home, after despising the very notion for so long. I don't know... life just seems fairly fucked over right now. When notions of suicide used to often cross into my mind, it was never the usual spiteful, revenge filled motivation. You know, the "I'll show them" scenario, akin to running away when you're a little kid to show them how worse off they are without you. Usually it was a boredom or dissatisfaction with life, and the logic that it really won't ever get too much better. I still hold to that idea, sometimes, but also, the spiteful notion is crossing my mind now. I figure if that's rearing its ugly head, something must really be wrong. Oh, and for those unfamiliar with me, thinking about suicide is my business; doing it is just a dream. If you can't tell, I'm slightly bummed. But, in brighter news, the Brian Jonestown Massacre plays in Gainesville on the 7th of October. I need to go. But I probably won't. love, bryan. |
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| Thursday, September 11th, 2003 |
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"How did it get so high? I wonder if he speaks like an ordinary guy." "I know him, and he does." "Then you're my fact checkin' cuz." "Aww." So, everyone's "Always Remembering" today. Apparently, Fox thinks that allows them to spread propaganda. What am I saying? That's in Fox's programming guide. Anyway, they pre-empted my trash television with some memorial stuff, and proceeded to mention Flight 93, talking about the brave souls who brought it down. Didn't the FBI determine the hijackers brought it down? Apparently Fox can even rewrite history to suit their needs. They also referred to the plane as a weapon of mass destruction. (Actually, the high quality reporter employed by Fox called it a "mass weapon of destruction." I can't decide if that was purposeful or not, but I'll bet not.) So that's why we haven't found the WMDs in Iraq. All the 747's flew out of the country before the attack. Brilliant! Better watch out France. We know you have airports. I haven't posted in a good while. I'm sorry. My mind's been fairly mush, and I've had absolutely nothing to post about. And I'm going home tonight, so don't expect much more anytime soon. Sorry, them's the breaks. love, bryan. |
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Blurty for All Summer Long.
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