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[ Sunday,
July 11th - 6:59 pm] |
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I barley type here. It makes me sad. I'm sorry if you read this when I barely update. It's because I have Livejournal. Ig people have live journal and want to add me my user name is StuddedEyezX
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| you fabricated a web of lies, and the only reason that i'm watching is to see your next move. |
[ Saturday,
July 3rd - 11:26 pm] |
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Went to Brit's house, it's so huge. Watched the Dvd from the ACLotM. We watch "Brandons Injury" It's the best.
" All because of fucking dog shit" Thats great.
Worsceter traffic suck.
I loved tonight alot. I went to the Incubus concert. It kicked ass, I love them so much. Before it even started I called my mom to make sure I got there and she bitched at me.Then my sister called me and told me I was in trouble.
We got to the show and hour late and missed Sparta (yes!) and we made it just in time for INCUBUS. They opened with Pistola, good song, after that they went to Nice to know you. But Brandon stopped after the first verse and told the crowd to back up because they had broken the barace. His voice was sexy.. So we waited for ten minutes for them to fix it and after that it was KICKASS
( Someone that had front row on ground said this, what really happened )
Good:
Star background
Stoners
Lighters in the dark
Drive and Here in my room
Our seats
His Voice
Jose, Ben and Brandon's drum solo (ten mins LONG)
Bongos
Lights
Screaming
"WHOO!!!"
"I want his SEX"
His little poses made him look like he was having an orgasim
Bad:
The guys behind me
being touched by strangers
phone calls
Running out of film
Not getting a pic of his body
No Milkshake
My dad told me to be home by 11:30, Which I made on time because we missed the last few songs :( which sucks cause Brandon probably did the "Milkshake" but oh well.
( playlist of the night... I think? )
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[ Sunday,
June 27th - 6:52 pm] |
My hands are trembling And my eyes are on fire This house is crumbling Left brain, left out, on the wire
You make me happy You magnify my better half You make me certain Though all I have today is your photograph
My past is perilous But each scar I bear sings Monuments to where I have been And melodies to where I am going
You make me happy You magnify my better half You make me certain Though all I have today is your photograph
When will I see you again? Still-life can only go so far I need you in front of me Saying my name Saying to me... "I choose the way you are You, the way you are"
You make me happy You magnify my better half You make me certain Though all I have today is your photograph
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| if u knew how bad u made me feel, u'd never do a thing like this again |
[ Tuesday,
May 11th - 10:09 pm] |
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Take My Breath Away .:] Jessica Simpson [:. |
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Mike" Would you have sex with me?"
Me: " Don't you have a gf?"
Mike:" What if I didn't?"
Me: "Sure??"
Mike: " that makes 7"
Me: " make that 8 cause I know someone that'll fuck you"
Mike:" Is she a in Info Tech, Blonde hair..."
Me: "No..."
That was funny
Shayna will rot in hell for starting that fucking rumor abot Jim's Gf. Dumb Bitch
I'm so lazy rite now... Talked to Anna after school.She told me one of the bands that were playing broke up though...
Got stared at AGAIN but by 6 people. Fuckers lol
Taking Spanish next year!! whoo whoo.. But I got moved to Algebra 1 and U.S. History- College Prep... Blah
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| It's so simple and complicated. The way you can crush me. |
[ Monday,
May 10th - 9:52 pm] |
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11 A.M .:] Incubus [:. |
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...i think about your face and how i fall into your eyes, the outline that i trace around the one that i call mine...
shop was ok. The morning was fucking funny. Sat w/ Kristen,Sam and Ashley. Funnay girls. I dunno if I'm gonna sit there like I did today cause I felt like I was bothering them.Kristen started doing the N'sync "Bye Bye Bye" Dance. God it was great. Then she popped a lugi inside Kristies drink, she still doesn't know and she drank it ALL. Break was ok.Felt like a druggie acuse I passed out almost all my "happy pills" to girls. Then dumbass Shayna gave one to Mike and he drank it. I hope he's ok. Watch him tommorrow come to skool with boobs on his shoulders. Ashley and Ed kept put "Ritz" crackers in my purse. I found more on my way home lol Lunch was okie... But after that everything went down hill. Ashley came in crying and so did Kristen. I hope everything with Ashley is O.k. I'm not sure whats happening with Kristen but I hope it gets better. I hated seeing them cry. It was sad. Then we noticed shayna left to the bathroom AGAIN because it was the time of the month for her.
"She has the time of the week everyweek!!!"
Me:" She needs a HUGE tampon
Mr.D Got that weird gross look on his face and we all started laughing.
Sam went through Kristies bag and found CONDOMS!!!! Mr D was like WTF?! That was great.
Got madd toward the end of the day cause Shayna. She says she wants Billy but she gave Jon (from graphics) a hickey a few days before plus she was checking out Diego. I'm sorry but if you like someone then you shouldn't start giving out hickies. THATS BULLSHIT
Me: You better not play Billy
Her: I wouldn't, why would I? I've never cheated on a guy
Me: Bullshit, you told me and Adri that you cheated on Alex
Her: thats different
Me: I don't care. You better not cause you'll be in alot of shit. He doesn't deserve it
" Jen don't worry, It'll pass by. You have a very big advantage USE IT"
I'm not sure what the hell I'm gonna do but it'll be good and unsuspected...
At the end of the day I got stared at byt Mike, Ed, and Shane. God I ahted it. They were like wicked close to me breathing on me!!!!
you're the hair on my head.
the body absent from my bed.
the feeling that won't die.
the tear in my eye..
Ah, I'm so dumb!!! Again he was gonna fucking hugg me but no I BACKED off AGAIN!! What the fuck is wrong with me?!?
"So werd on da street is dat You and Nadel got something going on"
"Nah"
" I gotta hunch he like you"
" He likes lots of girls"
"Man, guys gotta lyk gurls"
"Ok..."
Asshole.
I hate it when ppl say Nigga. Espically when there white. or when they try to be GangSta.( I have nothing against people that are white) You looks stupid doing it so just shut the fuck up!!!!!
Pisces (February 19 - March 20) It's the end of the line for a way of thinking. What worked well for you in the past may have outlived its useful life. Don't try to hold on to concepts that only bring you painful memories. Let the thoughts come into consciousness and then let them pass on. You may have to conjure up some of that famous Piscean compassion to be able to forgive others for what they inadvertently did to you.
Me and Sam got a word in for Jess for Electronics
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| i have found my true love and you now burn beneath my feet |
[ Sunday,
May 9th - 5:38 pm] |
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Im Shaking .:] Rooney [:. |
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I wish he didn't have feelings for her.. it sucks liking a guy for 3 years.. and him "liking" your "friend"
I need some advice..
i thought about the end today
the final chapter
the last scene
ending what is here and what is now
and all there is to come
no hope for tomorrow, for today
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| I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel |
[ Saturday,
May 8th - 9:57 pm] |
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My Immortal .:] Evanescence [:. |
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OK, this is my first time usuing Blurty. I don't have friends on this site...
I know after today nothing will be the same
I know that once I go online tommorrow and hear about what happened today it will get to me pretty bad. And I don't want this to happen. I don't want what happened last summer to happen AGAIN. It took me 4 months to get over it. I don't want this, I don't need it
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