Tonight i fear for my relationship, my boyfriend is going to this big dance at my school, with his exgirlfriend of two years. i don't wanna get hurt and have our relationship mean nothing to him, and have it all washed away by one night. it's true i still love him but still know there are at least some feelings. even at school it feels like their still a their....it hurts but it's not like i can change anyone. Even if i love them with all my heart. whatever. i'm gonna stay home all night and just worry about our relationship. i'm already feeling bad about all of this. i can't speak anymore. i'll take my leave in this world of dark and loneliness
xLonely one
I'm Consumed with mood: lonely
Friday, April 18th, 2003
This was Written on: April 18 03 At: 01:54 PM - FRIENDS ONLY
My name is Joey. I was born in Cali. and have moved about 4 or 5 times. I maintain two communities, superlonelybi, and join_my_darknes, and i join way too many. Also, you'll find my contact info in my blurty because i don't want it visable to those who may merely pass by my journal. Enjoy!