~Been A While~   
09:17pm 01/03/2004
 
mood: blah
music: Rob Zombie ~ Spookshow Baby
Hey! Hey! Its been so long since me wrote up in here! not had a great pc n stuff..n now we have a new one! yay! me still at college even though me off ill today..me not really know what to write! ^^' Me listening to some Rob Zombie n just browsing n stuff. Gonna work on my site n stuff when me can get the scanner going. >.>' anyhoo..me write more when me have more thoughts..heheh..bai" ~oomling~ XxXxXxXxX
 
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~w00t~   
02:48pm 01/10/2003
 
mood: sore
music: KMFDM~Ultra (GIVE IT TO ME!!)
heyo everyone. me ears buzzing n me feel shit but yeah. ^^' me went to the Andrew W.K gig last night n it was good just one heavy moshpit. never again. ¬¬ lol! me stay up the back n chill like a boring fan does. lol! yeah..me got elbowed on the face n it was stinging for a while n stuff..n yeah..my dad n Laura n Erin on holiday the now so we looking after Scooby n Bijou! YaY! ^^ Scooby wants cuddles all the time though. o_o' anyhoo..met my sisters ex last night n me nu seen him for aaaaages! he was funny! ^^ n he kicked the guys ass in for me that elbowed me..lol! *claps* X3 Lisa said so many guys were trying to chat me up n I never noticed..I dun think I'd WANNA notice! I only have interest in Adam dammit! >=/ grrrrr...*chews her pen* yes..am missing my Adam though n me feel so stiff n sore. -.-' am such a god damn moan..wish I was sore from wild rough sex instead..but no..lol! well laters everyone. miss yas. =3 WE WANT FUN N WE WANNA GET WASTED!!!!!!!! X3 ~Chibiness~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~FUCK ME~   
08:29pm 22/09/2003
 
mood: hyper
music: KMFDM~ Fuck Me
YaY! YaY! YaY! Adam ish online!!! *does chicken dance all over the room* X3 wheeee! so happy now!! uh..Love yews all so very muchos!! mwah mwah!! ~Hyper lil puss~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxX
 
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~Oh Well..~   
03:09pm 20/09/2003
 
mood: crushed
music: Perfect Circle~3 libras
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A Perfect Circle 3 Libras
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Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
And you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well...

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all


Well this is just the song me been listening to for a while..n it making me cry cause me miss Adam so much..*sighs* just another couple of days..am so so desperate for him it scaring me..like I crave him..I love him so much n thats all me can say..please come back Adam..*sits n waits for him crying* please....Me go wrap his pressie up now..bbai all. love yas.
~Sad lil Sawah~
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~Wish I Had Money~   
08:09pm 13/09/2003
 
mood: cold
music: Delerium~Terra Firma (Lara's Mix)
Howdy folk! Been a little down lately two things really.
1: I'm not well n exhausted.
2: I miss Adam very very much.
College has totally drained my energy as me gotta get up at 6 for college n me shattered after the end of the day..-.-' N me missing Adam lots as he away to Austria n Italy for a holiday till the 22nd me think..But he said he gonna send me a postcard. yay! '-' n while he away, me sorting out his late pressie! me giving him two of my comics, a lil scottish thingie me can't say what is is, a birthday card n moreeee stuff! he deserves awl that! ^^ Me did some silly pics from The Crow n me still got some stuff to put up. Check it out! http://demoness.deviantart.com/ *claps* X3 aiee yesterday at college when me was heading there, this guy in my class got off at the same station as me n went "Hi Sarah" n me was like.. O.O lol! So we started talking on the way to college n his name ish Chris n he seems really nice! ^^ he walked me back to the station too n he told me about his girlfriend n what music he likes n stuff! *claps* he ish like 22! me feel so young at college. ._.' guess me settling in there fine. =3 But Adam nu hafta worry about guys cause they awl just friendly n look at meee! *pokes her chub* the wouldn't look at me n think whooooo she's hot! o.o' n me love Adammmm so much n I have totally lost interest in other guys. its strange I know. lol! Me no want any other man but Adam. *squishes her photo of him* -.-, n me misssss himmmmm.. *dies* x.x' Yush..anyhoo! me n Adam cried the night before he left..we silly baba's. o.o, n his mumma had asked if me wanted to go with them!!!!! god dammit that makes me feel so involved..lol! It was sweet of her. reeeally sweet. but me have no money n me at college so there was no chance of me going anyhoo...boo hoo. -.-, Going to Austria n Italy! how fun! I'd be dancing about n doing mario impressions in Italy! lol! When me go to Aus at christmas, me gonna do Steve Irwin impressions instead. o.o' CRIKEY! CHECK THE SIZE OF THAT BEAUUUUUUTY! X3 *dives on a croc* o.x' me so silly..83 bwuahahaha! *sips her milk* Well me missing everyone n me no feeling too well today so it sucks. No one online but Ross who put on away message as soon as he got online. ah well. Wondering how Chase getting on at college. n Hezzle. *stretches n purrs* poor lil Sawah..all alone n tired n ill...*curls up* Me was at my dads last night n they picked me up at the station n Erin totally dived on me. lol! she was like SADIEEEEEEE!!!! ._.' man I'm glad someone missed me! lol! n my dad n Laura were fighting upstairs so me kept Erin occupied..n when me had to go Laura huggled me n didn't let go for 5 mins..she seemed upset n acted as if she nu wanted me to go...Erin didn't want me to go either..she pulled my hair whining that me was to stay. ¬¬' can't she tell me that without using violence!? n my mumma has been trying to spend time with me more so thats ok. Does anyone have any ideas for some art me could do? running out of ideas..lol! *boogies n shakes her bootie to The Crow soundtrack* Hell yeah! X3 aie...me done one of those blog entries that it just mainly a lot of crap..o.o' lol! oh well. its just how I put my feelings down! ^^' *boogies more* X3 Ok me get going now! Love yews all n miss yas! oh! and for the nice person who left a comment on my last blog entry, thank you very much n me glad you enjoy my blog. =3 *bows gracefully* lol! *goes n weeps for Adam now* -.-, bbai. '-', *~*Chibi Chibi Chibi Shadow*~* ^-^ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX <3 <3 <3 <3
 
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~whoo!~   
11:36pm 04/09/2003
 
mood: pleased
music: Tool~Stinkfist
YaY! YaY! YaY! Adam's birthday!! ^^ he 18 lucky boy! N me hope he enjoys his day even though he he says his mumma nu getting him anything n stuff..thats mean. I'll have a word with her when I go over me thinks..well me gotta thank Hezzle for the sweet comment on here n pressies nu matter but me love spoiling Adam. o.o' lol! ahh me silly! X3 Yush so he'll get his pressie later on! n Yeah, me going up to college..well later since it morning to go talk with Gordon, the guy who will be taking me at college if me take the course! he gonna show me what the course about n stuff n will give me an idea where the hell the place is cause ish a different building! oh well! me just happy its Adam's birthday! =3 wheee! uh well it not 12 here yet, but ish over there so YaY! it ish his birthday!! *claps* bye awl! *chibi chibi shadow* XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~let me die~   
04:57pm 02/09/2003
 
mood: stressed
music: Tool~Prison Sex
I've never felt so guilty in my life...today my mum woke me up crying, saying she only had £50 to do her for 2 weeks since they cut off her money which she got when me was at school..so mainly its my fault..She kept on going on about it n it just got me guilty n down..n I had only some money to send Adam's shit present. I was mad at myself giving her the money that I had but the present was shit anyways..I'm sorry Adam..You'll still get something..just late..-.-, ish ok though..you'll get cool pressies from Janelle n your family..
Just feel if me wasn't born the world would be better..Adam would probably be in love with a cooler chick, my mum n Lisa wouldn't have to worry about money n I wouldn't have to go through all the hurt n guilt me have been through. >.<,
To top it off, me going loony again. Me n mum had a huge fight yesterday n she screamed at me so much I had to hold my head it hurt so much...n I screamed back at her real loud, saying nasty things. After that me felt really ill n I spewed..-.-' *sighs n eats her choco muffin* I couldn't be more stressed n me scared about staring college next week...Yeah, I nu get in but my mom's friend works at the college n has offered me a free place on a model making course. I have no choice but to take it. Need the money...then me can get something better for Adam as a late birthday pressie..^^ Me only wanna talk with him now n having to tell the man you love that you can't send them a present just now on his 18th really makes me wanna crawl up n die..I love you Adam..*cuddles* -.-, *Sad Chibi Shadow* XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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-Mummas so annoying-   
09:46pm 22/08/2003
 
mood: crappy
music: uh...None o.O'
Hey. At my dads. I walked out on my mumma earlier n I am dreading going home. n well am really missing Adam...*sigh* I just want to crawl up n die..I thought everything would get better. I talked to Janelle the other day. She seemed nice. Just doubt she was glad we chatted or anything..*shakes head* oh well. I am happy that Janelle n Adam good friends. I just wanna stay out of such things. I just wish things would get better for me now. >.<, Well me better go as me gotta get going..take care everyone. Love yews all! Thanks Chase for being for me these past days! am grateful. ^^ well buh bye. Hope Adam e-mails me later. o.o, shit..mumma gonna go nuts. lol! bye..-Chibi Shadow- XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~Thinking Sucks~   
06:54pm 17/08/2003
 
mood: nervous
music: Type o Negative~I don't wanna be me
All I can say is I am so so scared n nervous about thursday..I probably won't be on much this week so me can finish my port folio. Not till thursday over. Thats when me go up to the college n show them my portfolio..time has has flew in. Am so scared of it all. -.-, I dunno if my art is even good enough. *sighs* Me just gotta hope for the best. Me feel sick thinking about it. *cuddles her knees* No one has even wished me luck! >.<, Well at least me know where it is.. o.o, just what fuckin room to go into n what the fuck happens when me get there. argh! me no wanna think about it! but tis all thats in my mind..n the idea that me wan blade from puppetmaster as my own puppet..lol! oh well. bai bai everyone. take care. n of course me love Adam. *dissapears into some evil fog* O_o ~Chibi Shadow~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~sigh~   
12:04pm 16/08/2003
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: Lei Wulong (Tekken 3 song) X3
All I can say really is that me sad, tired, guilty n lonely..Well I dun really wanna talk about anything really except me had to block James as he scared me a lil the other day..n I feel its best we don't talk now..*sighs* am sorry James. N Adam got mad about it so me blocked him too for my own relationships sake..Me went to the zoo yesterday with my dad, Laura, Lisa n Erin. Was fun but really tiring. there was many steep hills you had to walk up to get to certain places so we had lots of slush puppies n ice cream..that ice cream me had was good. yoghurt fresh. tasted like strawberry yoghurt. mmm..^^ n yeah it was fun but we had a long 20 min bus drive to the station then that took about the same so me was pretty tired. Then Adam said his pc was fucking up so me decided to give mumma my £15 since she was going out last night to some club. So me gave her that to get some drinks for herself n stuff in exchange for getting call Adam. She agreed n said me could call him for half an hour. But then Adam said he was too tired to so me felt really stupid..so me watched The Crow all night n cried really..oh well. its morning now n me just drinking milk bored..I feel really awful n dun wanna talk anymore..am sorry everyone for being such a bitch.. *sighs* goodbye. ~Sarah~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~Temple Of Love~   
12:10pm 05/08/2003
 
mood: awake
music: Temple Of Love~ Sisters Of Mercy
Me took Lisa's advice n dowloaded Temple Of Love by Sisters Of Mercy n its a fucking amazing song if you ask me!! I sent it to Adam but I dunno what he thinks about it since he never replied to my e-mails. ¬_¬' n yeah..I wanted to write out some reasons why I love Adam as much as I do...

1~ He makes me laugh muchos. like for example when he was making fun of chiwawas! X3 I was laughing for 5 mins non stop! *claps*

2~ The way he gets worked up about something he doesn't like. like when he was commenting on the song N.W.O by Ministry n he went on about it! I think its cute how he goes on..but I guess thats cause me love him..^^'

3~ He seems very protective over me..I find that nice too. As it makes me feel he just doesn't want anything bad to happen to me n does this protective role since he is older. I like it though..makes me feel safe..

4~ Adam can come out with really sweet words n can be pretty strong. Like once he said if I died he would take his life in a second..it scared me but you know, I would do the same thing. I can't live without him n we haven't even met! talk about blowing your socks away! x.x'

5~ We make up funny words like mub!! n we say moo n muu loads too! Tis funny when we in middle of conversation n Adam would just come out with moo! XD

6~ His features too! I think Adam looks good even if he doesn't! I have a thing for beards..lol! n well Adam's goatie is like ooooh for me! X3 N his long hair is beautiful too n his eyes n other stuff I won't say...*-* lol! n his voice..wowww..Its so deep n his accent is mmmish! X3 Lucky he isn't stuck with a scottish one like mine..¬_¬'

7~ Most of all, I love Adam with all my heart. I wouldn't be able to ever stop loving him. but now I get paranoid he doesn't a lot of the time..I hope he does n that he means it..

So thats my reasons. There is more but I only picked out main ones that I see. Another thing that annoys me is like Adam said, his friend, Janelle worries that I will break their friendship n stuff..I wouldn't ever be that nasty to do that to anyone..I let Adam do what he likes. Am not stealing him away. x.x' I can't help it I love Adam. It happened what can I say? But I would never want to ruin his relationship with his friends. I bet Janelle just thinks me some dumb bimbo head that goes wheeee all the time! >.<' am not. I am serious most of my time. n I'm quite smart n a goth too! hmph! am not like any other girl I know! oh ho! trust me! >=):
People should just get to know me first instead of judging. *sighs* oh well. its a fact of life. if people see me as some bimbo then surely they haven't seen legally blonde. lmao! there a chiwawa in that...o_o' NEVER WANNA SEE THAT FILM! urgh! >.<' ok..me gonna go now n boogie to Temple Of Love. 83 see yews all. *whispers* Love you Adam. =3 ~Kuni~ XxXxxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~Am the baby! Gotta love me!~   
10:16am 04/08/2003
 
mood: sore
music: Aria~Smutnoe Vremja (CastleVania Song)
Heyyy! ^^ me have a lot to say n I dunno where to start...hmm..ok! lol! onn saturday night me was taking funny pics from my camera on my mobile n I dressed myself up as a french man. o.o' It was funny though. I drew a moustache on n a lil goatie n put my beanie hat on n puckered my lips n it turned it really funny!! XD I wish I could show yews but umm I still dun know how to send pics. >.<' Me also took some purdy ones. Ones with inocent looks n ones with my hair tyed back n stuff..me was bored!! lol! n after that me went to bed. x.x' Neeeeext day though, I woke up from a dream. n it was the 3rd dream me had with Craig from school in it. lol! (Stu tis Craig Wilson. aye. x.x') n yeah, he used to be in my english class n stuff n I used to think he was cute n stuff..but, yeah. All it is tis cuteness! Adam will always have my heart n he is always better looking that any guy to me! *folds arms* hmph! lol! XP n yeah, mumma woke me up..n I yelled at her to leave me alone..n then she said me was a horrible n selfish daughter. o.O' Well am sorry mumma, but when I was sleeping, weren't you hammering pics up near my room wall n blasting shitty music!? I rest my case. *sigh* -.- Yeah so she was being reeeeeal nasty to me, n she doesn't know anything. Cause I became really down..even considering suicide..but I kept on thinking I'll live for Adam n my friends..n then dad called who asked it me still wanted to go to my cousins gig. (my cousin is a drummer in a band called Zero.) n I broke down in tears to him on the phone, telling him how I felt ..n he just told me to come out with him n Laura to this gig to get things off my mind. x.x, So me quickly got changed in some sweeeet top with a good cleavage n my black cords, heeled leather boots n my trenchcoat! so me looked pretty cool! ^^ Typical my dad picked us up in his van...¬¬'
We then picked my auntie Anne up (my cousin's mum) n Duncan (my cousin's friend) n I got stuck in the back of the van with this guy I have never met who was trying his best not to look at my cleavage. >.<' urgh! My aunt was reeeeeally hyper about seeing her son. she brought a bottle of red square with her..¬¬' N we got the train up to Glasgow n me, dad n Laura had kfc! XD Me had the new popcorn chicken with cool sprinkly stuff. 83 Then we went over to the "Cathouse" where my cuz was playing with all these grungey avril wannabes n stuff outside. >.<' When we was crossing road, Laura took my hand. '.' me thought that was cute! lol! but its a thing you'd do to a kid! not a 16 year old! XD was cute though me thinks..The security man looked like Olli from Rammstein. 83 bwuahahaha! n the bar tender looked a lot like Adam! 83 bwuahahaha! Yeah we just sat on these wooden bar seats as it like a bar in there with a stage with loads of grungey people my age really. Well I got a tag to let me buy drink if me wanted meaning they thought me looked 18. X3 whooo! But no, my dad talked me into a bacardi. lol! thats all me had. not a great drinker as yews know. but was a watermelon bacardi so was nice. =9

All I could think of when I was there was, I wish Adam was here with us. Because most people there had couples n stuff. N dad n Laura were holding hands n stuff too. So me felt lonely, yews dun know how much I want Adam. lol! *-* I would have enjoyed it more if I could have snuggled up with Adam n watched the gig, but because he wasn't, me hated the whole show to be honest. x.x, All the bands sucked. but my cousins was quite good. they was a bit like linkin park. o.O' But still, me wanted to go home..On the train back it was funny!! XD some drunk guy got on the train n all he was saying was, "ooooooooh fuck" every 5 mins! lol! n best of all, when he opened the train door, it closed when he was trying to get out n he got stuck!! X3 he was saying "what the fuck!?" pressing the button all the time! ahahaha! *claps* Yeah n I didn't like Duncan's legs touching mine either. o.O' *shivers* no man shall touch me but Adam! *acts like Azusa from Laughing Target* XD n my Auntie was trying to talk me into staying at hers n saying I could sleep in bed with her. o.O' lol! me said it was bad idea cause mumma was moody with me n stuff. she also said "if any man looks at my neice they'll have me to ask for!" lol! she was pretty like drunk. o.O' *stretches* n when I got home, mumma was really hyper n ok with me n Lisa was happy to see me. I was really happy to see her too. Me missed her. x.x, N me was telling her how me was sad n stuff earlier n me tried to hug her. x.x' But she was too busy singing Tom Green songs..lol! So me just went up to my room n watched Little Shop Of Horrors n DINOSAURS! 83 Robbie n baby me favo! ^^ Am the baby! Gotta love me! n little shop of horrors was funny. me love the plant, Audrey II! X3 ish so hentai material. x.x' ok..*rubs her eyes* Me stop talking now. lol! I miss Adam n me wanna see the pic he was making! 83 Me miss everyone..Chase, Hez, Donn, James, Ross, Howie, Mikey, Kenneh, Clio, Liz, Stu, Helen...EVERYONE!! I love yews all so much. Be good! *salutes* X3
All My MooMoo love, ~Sarah~
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~feelings~   
12:08pm 01/08/2003
 
mood: relaxed
music: Celes Opera (Real version) ~ff6
Just out a nice relaxing bath with really nice bubble bath. ^^ n now me is wrapped in the biggest towel me could find!! me love doing that so me can walk around not worrying it'll fall off..lol! Yeah me a lil down but I'd rather not talk about it just now..me did a new Alucard pic in deviant! *claps* tis ok I guess..n yeah. I wish me wasn't down. only one good thing happened so far!! me sold another pic. ^^' whee! more cash! my earnings! 83 yeah..so anyhoo..me going now..take care everyone. *writes Sawah wuv's Adam back on her hand* -.-' ~Chibi Shadow~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~mooooooooo~   
06:47pm 31/07/2003
 
mood: refreshed
music: Little Shop Of Horrors~Feed Me (lol!)
Feed me! FEED ME! FEEEEEED ME! X3 lol! a lil hyper but yeeeeeah! dun laugh but me caught knits... ._.' n today me got special cream to kill those fuckers!! >=): Me have like sore lumps on my head where they was feeding off me...so they so like had to die. lol! thank god! that freaked me out like crazy...*hides before everyone hates her* >.<, Me missed Adam so yeah..miss everyoooooone!! *pets her clean hair* ahhh..thank fuck. Me just had dinner which was chicken korma! yum yum! Think me go now. Not much to say. Just stuff to eww yews. lol! sowwie..but it pissed me off. *folds arms* >.<, *dresses like Shadow n dissapears* X3 ~Sarah~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~Happy Love Love~   
01:06pm 29/07/2003
 
mood: loved
music: Melodies Of Life~Final Fantasy IX
I'm wanting next year to come sooner..I want to go visit Adam..*sigh* n me so impatient!! >.<' yush anyhoo. James shocked me with his "Strip Club" story! bwuahaha! *claps* n yeah..me still in my zebra print pj's. o.o' me should get changed soon...n I need the bathwoom.. *sips her limeade* missing everyone. n my new phone is cool cool. ^^ me took pics n took a pic of my eyes n it really purdy. '.' dun ask! lol! well see yews. Love you Adam. (as always) ~Sarah~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~chiwawa style~   
07:56pm 26/07/2003
 
mood: crazy
music: Edvard Grieg~ Hall Of The Mountain King (famous classical!)
Hey!! ^^ me ish pretty happy today! Me went shopping with mumma today to get a new mobile phone (cell phone) with a clip on camera. *claps* me gonna take lots of piccehs! lol! yush so me happy n yeah, mumma also bought me new baggy jeans n black cord trousers. *strokes her soft cord trousers* ooooooh. *-* n we also had a yummie meal there. mumma had fish n chips n me had a big plate of spaghette bolognaise! (is that right spelling?) lol! n I know me said me was gonna start a diet agessss ago but me seriously n I mean seeeeeriously gonna start it tommorow!! >.< got lots of soup n pasta n fruit! whoo! just cause when I was in the changing rooms in the clothes shops today, I was staring at my half naked body..(erm..lol) n thought, "god. thats bad." >.<'' So me ish determined! like me determined to meet Adam! hell yeah!! X3 yush..so me not long home n me a lil hyper. Me ish glad Adam on too cause me wuv him with all my heart of course! me go nooow! take care all. *marches around to The Hall Of The Mountain King* XD duh duh duh duh! *runs off to go pig out on choco before tommorow* 83 ~Sawah~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~whee!~   
01:23pm 24/07/2003
 
mood: artistic
music: American Head Charge~All Wrapped Up
YaY! I made a new friend from deviant n he called James! well me put his pic here n yeah, he is a really nice guy! *claps* ^^ he wuv my new dinosaurs pic! bwuahahaha! Love yews! ~Sezzle~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX http://www.angelfire.com/md/dancesWunderwear/Pict0008.JPG
 
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~mmmm~   
02:27pm 21/07/2003
 
mood: horny
music: Electric Six~Gay Bar
rowl rowl rowl rowl!! X3 fuck meh allllllll niiiiiight looooooong!! bwuahahaha! *boogies to gay bar* 83
er..lol! me is going looney.. o.O *marches around with beanie hat over eyes* (I3~ Love yews. *goes now* x.x' ~very horny hyper Sarah monster~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~w00t!~   
11:59am 21/07/2003
 
mood: naughty
music: Ministry~N.W.O (grrrrrreat song!!)
Hi Hi! ^^ Me is downloading Rammstein midis for my site. o.O need some funky midis n they dun sound too shabby. X3 Oh yeah! on saturday me called Adam! YaY! felt like a short phone call though..am sowwie Adam. He was awfully quiet! me make him shy.. ._.' Me chuffed with my new bra..lol! its like really firm n pushes up your chest n gives cleavage n is lacy. 83 tis white though. me wan a black version of this. *-* listen to me going on about a bra..lol! ^^' Yeah..anyhoo..me love you Adam!! Me was at daddas last night n I got to chat with Adam so all was good. But then when my dadda dropped me off he kept on saying he loved me n kept on kissing my forehead. o.O he went all mushy on me!! >.<' daddas no supposed to do thaaat! Me gonna get a new mobile which can take photos n yew can send them in e-mails n stuff. me gonna take loooads of silly ones!! X3 take one of my bra..o_o lol! just kidding! Well me ish missing everyone already. -.-, Hez was really nice to put some comments on my work on deviant. ^^ she is such a lil sweety! *huggles Hez* n me miss Chase toooo! she is always there for me. =3 *huggles Chase* mmmrowl! n uh...Howie ish too! *huggles Howie* n Adammmmm..*-* *gives him a big smoocherooni n a huggle* X3 ok me gonna go now n stuff. ^^' Love yas! ~Sawah~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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~Oh Baba..~   
07:54pm 17/07/2003
 
mood: worried
music: Electric Six~She Is White
Just worried about Adam..he thought it was best for him to come offline cause there was huge thunderstorm there n well he went all quiet n signed off..n well knowing me, I am very very worried if he is ok...*sighs* Am only listening to Electric Six to cheer me up...me hope he is ok...I don't know what I'd do if he got hurt..I'd I'd..kill myself..no joke. *shakes head* I love him so much n we haven't even met...*sigh* yesh anyways..have a good night everyone..~Sawah~ XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
 
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