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[29 Nov 2003|08:42pm] |
yeah so i just updated like 2 seconds ago but i don't care.
I <3 THURSDAY
I <3 DAMIAN
I (X)<3 COPS
I (X)<3GETTING SENT AWAY TO NEVER SEE DAMIAN
ok i'm crying; you suck.
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| here i am; pouring my heart onto these roof-tops// |
[29 Nov 2003|08:37pm] |
WOW//
Damian came over yesterday; mom freaked out; he left. 1:30am i walked 2 hours to his house, and i am still tired from it. But my god if i knew i would get to spend the whole night holding the one and only person i truely love and the only person who fucking makes me happy; i'd walk it all over again. It was actually pretty pathetic because i lived in this town for like 5 years or more and i had NO clue where i was going haha/ i stepped on 2 dead animals >.< ! , saw a drunk guy on High Moutain RD., tripped like 9 - 10 times, fell in a puddle, and tripped over a branch and fell on my chin (moron).. BUT YEAH everything was fucking worth him. we finally fell asleep at like 5:30am and had to wake up around 9:30 or so, i think we're both pretty exhausted ( ;) ;) ) lmao. ok well I FUCKING LOVE DAMIAN and thats all i have to say so bye/
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[23 Nov 2003|03:11pm] |
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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| ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out/ |
[18 Nov 2003|01:10pm] |
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i just got an old school radio ^_^ i'll post pictures later.
NA meeting tonight with Sarah <3!
i hate angelfire it uploads my pictures all bad and stuff jfdkjflkdjf
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| When mindless bodies screw tortured souls// |
[11 Nov 2003|06:16pm] |
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Raise high monolithic statues so fragile as they fall
I am ever enthralled
Gaze, lie and smirk in time, your arrogance will suit you well
'Til fashion is dispelled
As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion
You're going out, going out forever unknown
These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion
(These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile)
You're going out, going out forever unknown
(Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown)
From above a rain of ashes descends
Anathema I will remain, forever will remain
From below, in my seclusion
Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside
No life, but nothing's died
No lights, but quite the show (Just as long as no one ever knows
All motion is pantomime)
<3
Dancing in the rain of descending ash
Dancing on your grave, I'll see you all falling
Dancing in the rain of descending ash
Dancing in your dust, I'll see you all falling
I'd stop it, had you a heart
I'd stop it, had you a heart
ihaveaearache//=/
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[10 Nov 2003|10:43pm] |
cause yew don't mind../
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[10 Nov 2003|12:39pm] |
so, i'm in computer applications right now =/..i am having an awfull fucking day. and on top of everything i have to go to my NA AA meetings tonight from 3-8 tonight//fuckerfuckerfuckerfuckerfucker(!!!) Saiya gave me new *bright PINK* lipstick and i lerve her <3 and i made her a super rad earing/ uhhh like.. and hour and a half left of school and than fucking NA AA//jhadjasdfguysgdfbasjhdfguy//DDDIIIEEE!@#$%^&*()
i suppose when i get home tonight from that hell hole i shall post a more happy entry with a picture i have been meaning to post. This is so lame/school is not fun.
last period was English and it totally ruined my mood for the rest of my day..WHY?! because:
a) i realized i had to go to the meetings
b) i found out we're not making waffles in foods
c) she told us to write an essay on getting drafted at 18 and then i found out you have to register to the government at 18 NO CHOICE and they could make you fight in war or else go to jail which is fucking BULLSHIT mind you. "you gotta die gotta die gotta die for your government, die for your country, that's shit!" -(greatest people ever): ANTI-FLAG <3/// anyway instead of writing about what i would do with my life until i got drafted i made a whole protest that was like 3 pages long on how i dont believe that you should fucking DIE and risk your fucking life for the government and if i get any comments like "BLAH BLAH HONOR YER COUNTRY!" i will roll up your insides on a stick and shove it down your throat!
um wow//i'm angry.
i love you, Damian<3
-x-x-tara-x-x-
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[08 Nov 2003|11:41pm] |
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Amanda and i just got back from the show//
i<3u:
Cecile!
Ursula!
2-wee! (lol)
aww yay fun fun ^_^
when Cecile uploads the pictures from the show, i shall post them/
i talked to Damian fer like 20 minutes total today -eternally pouts-
god, i miss him// i'll shut up now =(
-emotionally screams-: coomme bacckk
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[08 Nov 2003|12:20am] |
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Melissa is working on my new layout.
yay///
I am at my dad's right now with Amanda <3
i hung out with Karen this weekend!
i saw Damian and i'm beating myself up about it
right now// don't really wanna get into it/ :(
lyrics are so perfect..
i am not good enough for Damian
i am not good enough for being a good girlfriend/ x
..my elbow is bleeding.
"she knew about those wooden boys/"
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| umwtf?!// |
[05 Nov 2003|04:51pm] |
it's time for you to choose, the bullet or the.. chapstick?!//
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