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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008
| Time |
Event |
| 12:47p |
this is fitting for today
Libra
(Sep 23 - Oct 22)
You may not be willing to put up with any nonsense at work today. Your emotional fuse is short and your reaction to other people's shortcomings could be swift. Keep in mind that your impatience with others might be a result of your own frustration. Expressing what's in your heart will probably feel great in the moment, but could disrupt your routine. Decide in advance if it will be worth it. | | 1:00p |
I am getting frustrated.
I am tired. Sleeping in the livingroom is the pits.
I awaken many times a night becuz of so many coming in and out or walking thru.
Last night I tried to give TIm some suggestions as to how I wish the bedroom would be.
Since the rooms been gutted for somethings that I want to happen can only happen now.
Of course when I asked if I could make a few suggestions- he said "no".
So I take it what I want doesnt matter anyways. No matter how good the idea is. I HATE that it seems like I have no opinion on anything.
The suggestions I had back when we re-did Timmys room he hated. He refused to do it. Then a few months later I told Timmy about it becuz he was being overcrowded in his room. He loved my suggestions and bugged his dad to do it until he finally got mad and finished it out of anger. But it got done none-the-less. It just wasnt what "HE" wanted, and Timmy loves it and thats all that matters (even though I was right all along). "HE" can be such an asshole to me.
I am so frustrated with this place! Im feeling great again. my tests came back all good- no long term effects. I guess because I'm feeling good again is why I'm again feeling bitchy about ALL the undone stuff around here. Now I almost feel like Its even more over-crowded because we have no room for all the stuff from my bedroom strewn all about the house. I HATE the house being in such dis-array. I hate it! | | 10:27p |
OK, so I am in major bitch-mode now.
I blame it totally on my frustration.
Mark wants to finish the garden, which is in its second yr anniversay of nothing but fenced in weeds this year.
And mark wants to get it ready (rototill and plant) So can you guess what mr wise ass (hubby) has to say to mark about it? So are you gonna take care of it then too?
Boy oh boy I saw red at that moment and let hubby have it.
I been asking for it for 2 years now stating I will do it alll if hubby just rototills it and helps to plant it.
Needless to say he turned his back on me and scampered to the livingroom to hide, in my own opinion.
Ack I have such a hubby headache. I HATE argueing at night because it ALWAYS effects my sleep. I have a very very hard time sleeping when I am mad. You'd think I'd be used to it by now, but it still effects me. |
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