Please...forget me not.'s Blurty

My day, Thursday....
Basically a kinda boring day today. I didnt do much.

Tim Sr. had a union meeting at noon in which he found out that his company he works for is going to close their doors. Its just a matter of when they will. I guess the foundry has lost 1 million dollars already from just December to January, so I dont imagine if those kinda numbers are gonna keep on coming in that it wont take very long at all for the doors to close for good.

Last night I had a blowout with Emilyanne. All because she didnt get what she wanted. And because she decided to scream at me at the top of her lungs, when the arguement itself was with her brother and not me, she stayed at home last night. I am thinking that she needs to also stay in most of the weekend also. She told her brother she hated him and cant live in the same house as he. When she turns 18 shes leaving here. I said you know EMily when you turn 18 you can go live on the street if thats what you choose but until you turn 18 YOU ARE HERE! She can be so selfish. THis was all over her not being abe to borrow TIm Jrs digital camera whos battery was dead anyways. BTW- she does turn 18 in June of this year and if this is how shes gonna act until then.... I WILL be counting down the days. I am Soooooo very tired of her continual "crap". Just let her get out in the REAL world and see just how easy she thinks it is really. Im sure shes in for a shock to say the least.

I made a big pot of Chili today. Tim Sr asked for it to be meaty so I put over 5 pds of meat in it, lol. So yeah its meaty alright. It actually turned out pretty good too. Its freezing outside and in my bedroom- which is where my pc is. I took some pictures tonight of messages for a few like the ones in the post before this one for Paige. I wanted to do something to make her feel special. She's been thru alot for being her age so I just felt like doing something. Lisa said she liked it alot. I am glad and that alone made my day!

Tim Jr. and I got finished taking the pictures and our dog Lady began to howl a bit with sissy. I came up with the idea of pulling up a video that Tim Jr. has on youtube.com of the dogs howling when Duke was still alive. Luckily, Timmy was recording what was about to happen. I tilted the laptop to her level so she could get a good veiw, and hear it really well. To our amazement when Duke strated to moan and to howl she immeadiatley was glued to the screen. I have no doubt in my mind that she new that she was looking at her partner of 5 years. She actually almost looked as though she got "giddy". I and Timmy began to just weep and weep. He had to stop the taping because it struck us in such a shocking way. I figured she would hear him and possibly know it was him, but for her to actually look at the screen and see and to know it was HER Duke dog...I am just speechless, I dont know what to say, I can only weep.

I posted the video of her watching Duke. You tell me if she knows its him. You'll hear me speak and I am the one in the pink top. Let me know.
Linda

Video Number one:

http://s76.photobucket.com/albums/j8/Letch66/?action=view¤t=HPIM4063.flv

Video Number two:

http://s76.photobucket.com/albums/j8/Letch66/?action=view¤t=HPIM4062.flv