Please...forget me not.'s Blurty

My latest scoopings ...
Tim's work layed off their 2nd shift on Monday- after they worked it. It kinda came outta no-where but with is seniority he was able to choose to be off or to work it. He chose to work it becuz I am going to the Dr tomorrow for a lump on my back and he's concerned that it may bring in some medical bills so he's decided to work in order to keep his insurance going for me- Just in case this turns out to be something serious. I was really scared a few days ago but I am doing okay now. I've decided to just take things one day at a time. Where the lump is - is above my shoulder blades below my neck. I've been getting bad headaches at the back of my head and neck and Tim was giving me a neck rub and found it. When it bothers me I have some problems holding my head upright- it hurts, so I end up propping it up on my hand. We will see what the Dr says tomorrow. I assume he will do a ct scan at least.

We know now that Sara (my neice and Jazzys mother) did go back to TN to be with that same guy that hit Jazzy. She wont admit it but she doesnt seem to understand that we could have other ways in finding out the truth- even if she wants to deny it. We havent seen Jazzy in I dont know how long. Seems like years. I hear shes walking all over now :-( Gosh I really really miss that baby. She was my heart.

My Aunt- My Moms sister is on her deathbed. After her all that side will be gone... How sad. I am not totally sure what is all going on as far as whats wrong with her but She hasnt been eating in awhile and I've been told that she is just bones now. My cousins say she mostly sleeps now and has said that she is just waiting to see my mother again... I guess she wants cremated and no funeral, so IDK what my side is gonna do. We are talking about going up at least and having dinner with them.
They are a strange side of the family. At my mothers funeral no one from her family came ..Not a one. Talk about a slap in the face that was. When my grandmother died after my mom died no one on that side was even at her funeral-- all of my side was. I just find it odd that you cannot goto your own mothers funeral but I guess its not for me to judge for they have made the decisions they made, not me. My Dads sister had made a comment at my mothers funeral which I believe in 100%. She said " its a funeral- you just GO." She was also shocked that no one from moms family showed up. It was all mostly friends they had together and work buddies of my fathers.

We have once again been having issues with Emilyanne. Her mouth will get the best of her. I thought we were past all the attitude but I guess we werent, cuz thats all I've had lately. Her grades are ok at best. She should devote more time to schoolwork. She never has any homework and hardly studies for tests. This week I made her study for a final in history. I told her I would be her study buddy if she wanted. She assed the first part of the test but the harder part of the test was to be done today. She's not home yet so I wonder how she did. The last part was an oral test. He has essay like questions (8 of them) and you pull out of a hat the question you are to answer (in the hallway). It wouldve been alot easier on her if she would've prepared for this part well into last weekend instead of waiting until the night before. She wanted me to help but I told her she had to get the answers before I could help her cuz I wasnt gonna do it for her like I think she wanted me too. Needless to say she was angry becuz she thought I should be helping her find the answers but I didnt. Every day she is huffy about something or another.

Last night we all went out to eat at Carlos O'kellys. It was pretty good. We took Mark too (he ended up giving Tim money so that was nice). We hadnt gone out in a long long time. The kids enjoyed it very much. Everyone was so full when we left @ 5 that no one ate anything else or even snacked on anything the rest of the night.