Please...forget me not.'s Blurty

I`m pissy today :(
okay...well I broke down and took a xanax to get out of my panicky feeling. Before I went to work today I got online and saw that on our online bank viewing that we got charged a 62 dollar fee yesterday on Bounce fees from stuff that they paid for and the money was put in there yesterday but it still beat us to the bank..That sucks way more than it sounds cuz last week we had a 93 dollar fee for the same stinking ass thing and ....anyway's its a mess. We are a stinking house payment behind (Aprils) and yes it is now may (next one is now due)...that sucks. I got so many payment arrangements with the utilities that I get a headache thinking about it.
I go to work ..Deposit my measly 200 in the bank (for them to take most likely)...And get my next weeks schedule and about have a heart attack...my hours were cut from this week. I had just talked to him last week about raising back my hours cuz I was really needing to work more.. He said he would.... I only had a scheduled 27 hours next week, and had 38 hours this week. I was so pissed. I went and looked at the cashiers schedule because I am suppose to be over them and there was a part-time cashier scheduled for 34 hours...by that time I was so beyond being pissed I was now on a war path. So I walked up to him and said we are gonna have a talk... He tried and joked around with me but I didn't even give an inkling of a smile. We walked over to the other side of the store and he said "what's up?" i said "I am so pissed off at you right now".. He said "how come? is there something wrong with the schedule?" (I`m thinking he knew all along). I said "I know about your secret to schedule for Teresa to work in photo and Cashier in order to give Karen those cashiering hours scheduled for Teresa more hours.. I've known about it since the beginning and I've also know that you did that so no-one would know that Karen had more hours than most that way, because it would piss people off that she's got so many hours....well I `m telling you I know about it and she's got more hours than even me and I'm in the office, supposedly over these people- who can get more hours than me.. Is there something wrong with that??" He just stared at me....He said "do you want cashiering hours?" I said (mind you I was really pissed off) " I want Karen's hours." Holy Cow that felt great to say! Mind you this guy is a "good talker" tell you one thing then change it around he's also 2 faced but he`s my boss. yeah...oh yay. So he said to me that when I told him I wanted more hours that 'it was my fault for not tellling him how many'....see what I mean? Ugh..im more pissy...He then asked me "how many hours would you like to have?'' I said "35 total.. I don't even care where I work cuz that's the point I gotta work." So he changed my schedule and now I`m scheduled 37.5 ( I can carry that to 40 easily.) So I actully won. I couldn't believe it..... I did it and without shedding one single tear. I was damn proud of how I handled it. I asked him if we were okay still he thanked me for talking to him and we shook on it. For all I know my hours could be changed the week after..I guess I will just have to push my way back like today. It was just an overall stressful day for me. I hate days like this.. I do get mothers day off. Its now my only day off but I need the moolah right now badly.

To add to this crappy day.......When I got home my hubby says they are going to 4 days a week until July or so at his work... Which makes it even better that I got all pissy over hours, but I dont make but almost half of his hourly rate. And yesterday he had to take back the new shower walls for the bathroom and the vanity and sink... to pay the fees at the bank before more crap bounced. Im so sick of this bathroom remodeling... I just want it done... He better be mudding the walls, since he is off tomorrow now. I want a recording that says " back away from this woman....she gonna go psyco" and then have it count down from 5, lmao...

Im better now, xanax and zyrtec is kicking in and Im very sleepy now. Thanks for letting me speak my peace!

Have a pleasant tomorrow!

Lisa, I`m ecstatic to hear your good news! We need to celebrate! I love you dearly!!!
Linda Marie

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Touch me, tease me by Case featuring Foxy Brown