Please...forget me not.'s Blurty

what happened to parental respect?
I don't think I ask for much in my house... The kids pretty much get what they need and mostly want, which is probably the problem. I`ve been so sick lately, I've lacked on the cleaning and dishes since returning from Florida. The kids are here and see I`m sick but they don't care. If I ask them to do anything all I get is lip and whining on what all they do, which isn't much that I see... They are so selfish where did I go wrong? What did I do? I`m so disappointed. Tim felt so bad for me he did the dishes, so I dried them and put them away. All the kids did was watch tv... I'm so sick of being sick and feeling so weak. I was able to take about a 2 hour nap. That helped me. I`ve not slept well at all these past few nights, maybe 2 hours a night if I`m lucky. I've been off of work for a few days now. I`m suppose to go in tomorrow. We`ll have to see. Tim was home with me today...He's so good to me, I just love him so. I've lost 5 pounds this week. I been eating but not much. I been trying to push the fluids. Been drinking a lot of water and sprite...I've made it thru the caffeine headache, yay! Well I think I feel better tonight except my darn back is just killing me... Hope its not pneumonia, that wouldn't be nice.

oh yeah, I went back to the clinic last night. The Dr said I shouldve been better after I finished my meds (no duh?) He`s now put me on Levaquin. Hopefully it will work better than the last did.

Thanks for reading me, Linda

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