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|Monday, January 24th, 2005|
It has been a few days-
Today was another long day, the past few days has been long. I am still dealing with the death in my family. I'm still in alot of shock about the tsunami that hit asia. My family was only over there visiting, and the bad part is I had no idea that they were even there. I need a glass of cold water to stop the shock that I feel in my stomach. My husbands ex girlfriend's cousin keeps prank calling my house and now i'm very angry. Why does this bitch keep calling my house. I'm tryin to keep my self from getting all worked up.
I spent most of the day working on webpages, designing clothing, and tryin to get people to join my forum, and still no luck. People in this world kinda suck, they only give to shit about them selves and how they want things to be. I wish things could change for the better.
|Saturday, January 22nd, 2005|
|Help Me, I think i'm falling
Today has been a very long day for me. People don't even understand what it's like to try to keep pushing so hard and trying to reach out to people. I'm here on my end and just want everything to go the way it should. I guess it is very true what people say, you never know how things will happen for you until it just happen. My sweet darling I just want you to love me all the way. I want you to take the full step with me and not be afraid. You're so closed up and I don't know if I should scream or if I should just fucking die. I love you, I hate you...I'm lost. The best thing ever in my life, turning into something that sometimes I could just regret. You with your silky words, it don't match anything you do.
Today was just another long day. I'm just tryin to help people. But they don't seem to care. I just opened up a support forum for people who are bisexual/gay/lesbian and transgendered but people don't care. I guess this would be just another day of time wasted. Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: Sheryl Crow, Anything But Down