transmisision
transmission grows silent, voice fades out.
silence, thought finds new focus,
the world around you, the atmosphere
something you are such a tiny peice of
stars shimmer overhead, gleaming
twinkling above you
picture of inconsistency, though a beautiful one
moon shines red through the few desolate trees, scattered clouds
transmission starts back
turning up the volume, you take notice of a voice
a beautiful, delicate voice
sounding so alone, she tells her story
wishing for all to understand, for all to reach out and taker her hand
her worries, and responsibilities
she begins to sob
you can picture these beautiful tears running down her pale silken skin
and she is not self conscious of these tears
just the opposite, she takes comfort in them
unlike so many others, these tears let her know she's alive
just as alive as a smile, or a word
pain keeps this grrl living
imortal_ilusion fucked up
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10:48am 07/03/2003
 
mood: cute
music: Pretty Girls Make Graves
so as you all know...i have no life and never any info to post up here...

Guess what?
Meine Mutti gekommen, zu sehen LIVE mit mir.
yay meine Mutti schaukelt Esel

so muß ich wirklich meine Haar färben, scheint die Farbe, also
deluted, aber ich trage die netteste falsch angepaßte Ausstattung
heute... ein Rotes und schwarze gerechte gehören der Knierock mit
Rosen auf ihm, schwarze Strümpfe, shin stark Seite-machen Schwarzes
Aufladungen mit einer 1 1-/2zollferse und einem licht blauen longsleeve
Hemd mit Stammes-Designs in einem dunkleren Blau... ich so nett in
einer falsch angepaßt Art von Weise Reißverschluss zu.

Und ich habe eine weitere Sache, zum zu sagen...

"GEHEN ALTER MANN-WINTER WEG"

oooooooooooooooooooo
erster Tag des FRÜHLINGES 14 TAGE (MÄRZ 21.)

Here is translation...don't try to translate this in a stupid internet translator thingy.

My mommy is coming to see LIVE with me...
Yay my mommy rocks ass.

so i really need to dye meine hair, the colour seems so deluted...
but i am wearing the cutest mismatched outfit today...
a red and black just belong the knees skirt with roses on it, black stockings, shin high black side-zip boots with a 1 1/2 inch heel and a baby blue longsleeve shirt with tribal designs in a darker blue... me so cute in a mismatchy sorta way.

And i have one more thing to say...

"GO AWAY OLD MAN WINTER"

oooooooooooooooooooo
First day of SPRING 14 DAYS (MARCH 21ST)
 
     
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05:36pm 09/02/2003
 
mood: calm
music: none
This or that...

Nice smiles or nice eyes? eyes
Jeans or skirts? skirts

Boots or sneakers? :: boots (big awesome sexy boots)
Natural or make-up? :: depends on my mood
Restaurants or fast food? ::fast food
Italian food or Chinese? :: chinese
Dark or light eyes? :: dark
Streaked or dyed hair? :: dyed RED
Vampires or Gods? :: vampires
Shakespeare or Greek mythology? :: Greek mythology
Milk shakes or floats? :: Milk shakes
Drugs or cigarettes? :: ciggiez
Cake or pie? :: pie

How...
Do you want to die? :: don't care as long as it isn't drowning
Do you brush your teeth? :: Yeah
Much time do you take to dress up? :: not too long, i don't think
Do you like your life? ::sometimes
Well do most people know you? :: don't ask, don't tell
Common or original is this survey? :: dunno
Often do you smile? :: not too often
Do you eat pizza? :: first i pick up a slice, then i put it in my mouth and take a bite
Many times a week do you eat junk food? :all the time

Do you..

RP? :: no
Sing? ::not well
Dance? :: yes
Laugh a lot? :: i guess
Like spicy food? :: no
Prefer bagels over yogurt? ::yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? ::yes
Want one? :: ____
Think babies are cute? :: depends
Children in general? :: depends
Believe in fortune cookies? :: yes fortune cookies exist...i don't believe the fortunes are actually telling the future
Believe in life after death? :: ummmmmmmmm
Believe in life after love? :: umm hello are we a cheesy song now
Believe that anything is possible? :: yes
Believe that everyone has a purpose in life? :: maybe
Know what yours is? :: if i have one, no clue

Are...

You a girl? ::yes
You a comedian? :: not at all
Your friends true friends in your opinion? :: some of them
You bored? :: yes

Describe...

Your heritage :: german, danish
You usual outfit :: boots (knee or thigh high) with something i would look sexy in
Your perfect day :: maybe winning the lottery and doing something fun with the money
Your hair :: short, and dyed red
Your eyes :: hazel = they change colour
What you'd like to change about yourself :: dunno really
Your perfect mate (physical features) :: someone who loves and understands me...and is sexy

What...

Is your weakness? :: my actions, emotions,and just being me
Are your fears? :: noone loving me, b/c of my mood swings and bitchyness
Does your perfect pizza consist of? :: pineapple and ham (hawaiian)
Is the difference between fate and destiny? :: i don't beleive either
Is one thing you would like to achieve? :: being not mood swingy

Who...

Do you love the most? :: Mom
Would you like to meet that you know online? :: porphyria b/c porphyria is adorable and seems interesting
Is the one person who makes you laugh the most? :: my dad
Makes you cry the most? :: Mom
Really annoys you? :: dunno
Could you not live without? :: my mom/dad/brother/sister/Ladd/friends
Doesn't like you though you like him/her? :: dunno
Likes you though you hate him/her? :: dunno

Is...

Hate too much of a strong word? :: depends
Food from other cultures good? :: yes yummm food
Your mood calm at the moment? :: pretty much
 
     
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02:09pm 24/01/2003
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http://nightsun.virtualave.net/willow_sitting.jpg
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09:51am 22/01/2003
 
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09:45am 22/01/2003
 
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