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jesus yesenia stop being a dumb cunt and get over it!!
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| some one for every one but no one for me |
[13 Apr 2004|07:42pm] |
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ive realized alotta my anger comes form the fact that i hate myself. it comes from the demon inside of me. it comes form jealousy and envy. it comes form things i want that i know i cant have. the world is a troublesome place for me.
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[12 Apr 2004|01:18am] |
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evanescence-breathe no more |
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kate winslet is beautiful. i just think she is so natural looking. i admire her. i love kate winslet. she is a fantastic actress. she was very good in "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind". she is just great. she has an amazing personality. i love her. if i were a dude i'd love to make her my wife or have some one like her
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[24 Mar 2004|10:55pm] |
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hello blurty pple. i have not written in here in soo long. ive been tied up in my LJ. not much new here. i finally have a prom date. woohoo. he is actually cute and i'll prolly like him. hmmm only 2 months of skool practices for graduation and bam high school life is over. it wasnt what i expected it to be. disappointment. i always thought id have a bf by now. oo well. i'll miss mr maione. he has truely been a wonder and mrsmaguire has been a great person. ill visit them. i dot know what college i want to go. CSI, pace, or franklin pierce.
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[12 Feb 2004|05:34pm] |
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so like i made up the questions for the c. america project on homosexuals adopting children:
1. Are you in opposition of a homosexual couple adopting a child? why or why not?
2. If you were to give up a child, would you feel comfortable with a homosexual person adopting them?
3. Do you think a child adopted by a homosexual couple will be influenced by their sexual orientation?
4. Do you believe a child with homosexual parents can live what we call a "normal life" like they do wuth a heterosexual couple?
5. Put yourself in a homosexual person's perspective, how would you feel if they rejected you from adopting a
child just because of your sexual preference?
so i will interview random pple with these questions with the help of ray and jay
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[07 Feb 2004|11:51pm] |
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in about 2 months ill start my video project for contemporary america. im doing mine on gay adoption. i was going to do it on gay marriages but my sister did a research paper on gay adoption. should interesting. im excited to do it esp. since jeanettes friend ray said he'd help. yay!!!
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[30 Jan 2004|01:03pm] |
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i never though id hear myself say this but: i wanna go to skool!!!!! this whole week home is boring. im useless i write my stories and pig out and im turning into an alcoholic!!!!!!!!
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[31 Dec 2003|11:12pm] |
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spoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo druuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk im so druuuuuuuuuuuuuuunkhahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahaha i fiuckin love ya all happy 2004!!!! dreunk get drunk smoke poit!!!!!!
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[27 Dec 2003|01:42am] |
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george michael-freedom '90 |
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i havent updated this thing in soooo long. neway christmas was cool. my movie Muggers was out of stock so i have to wait for it come in stock. i got notice of the receipt that i was getting it. my mom stuck it in with my othe rpresnts which consisterd of a calendar romeo and juliet dvd and a shirt. i got my favorite cologne: jean paul gaultier le male. yes it is for men but i dont give a fuck.
i want a george michael cd and a poster. i love george michael!! and i also want cruel intentions on dvd.
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| the guy from nickelback is a canadian jesus look-a-like |
[05 Dec 2003|09:29pm] |
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im in such a christmassy mood. i wasnt last year. my lips are so nasty right now. ooh rite now im thrilled cuz my 17th bday is in 2 weeks exact. december 19th baby!!!! mr maione bought me a bday present already he told me. so he rele does think of me!!!!!! ooooo and i have him his xmas present today....early but whatever. it wasnt cheap either. and i asked him if he missed me and he said of course. this was a very hugging week for us. he hugged me before i left off to retreat which wasnt as bad as i thought cuz father rich was mad cool. i had jumped on jeanettes back and he was looking at kristin, nicole, and myself all weird it was funny. for our skit kris,jeanette, and i were spice girls:
jeanette as minty spice
kristin as pepper spice
and me as basil spice
nicole was our manager/producer.
we started the skit by dancing to "if you wanna be my lover" lmao funny shit. this girl sarah was my conscience, chrysta was jeantte's and felicia was kristins. we were making a point of a Beatitude that selfishness is wrong. it went that nicole was trying to bribe one of us to leave the group and she could steal profits from. jeantte and i were goodies and chose friendship. mkristin was the evil one and chose the $ and left. resulted to losing her best friends and a one hit wonder. nicole dropped her after that. it was hilarious!!!! hahahahahaha. so it wasnt bad. anyway adios. im painting my nails hot pink---hahahahahahaha.
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[04 Dec 2003|10:46pm] |
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people fuckin say their agnostic but when they go up in the house of God they eat the body of Christ and get blessed by the holy water then go to confession for his forgiveness....hahahahaha. fuckin hypocrites. you dont deserve it at all you fuckers. i stuck to what i believed cuz i would not be comfy doin that. retreat did help me get closer to God, but i'm still not "catholocised". maybe in time but not now. i keep close to God by wearing the cross and my rosary beads. i bought a medal of saint michael(2) and saint jude and saint ann(im givin that to my moms friend diane), i bought rosary beads of saint anthonyand a crucifixion card of Jesus Christ. i hae an enormous amt. of respect for God. Thank him that im alive.
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[02 Dec 2003|12:21am] |
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oh happy happy joy joy...retreat tomorrow...oh joy oh joy. read my sarcasm? i wont be back online til thursday and i'll be missing my fave show oh happy happy joy joy! =(
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[30 Nov 2003|01:31am] |
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okay so next week im gona be going to a fucking retreat. how freakin fun. im gona be holdin hands and prasiing the Lord. yuck. no music or cellphones. and theres not even any God damn Tv. im isolated from the world. ugh i sneeze dand snot came out the nose. my fuckin throat hurts jesus christ. anyway im writing a new story. it's called unsatisfaction guaranteed this girlk name eva has a bisexual friend named Sandi, two gay friends lenny and simon that are in love with each other. then she has her best friend andy. i like ym story already. laters people i fuckin love you all!!
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[26 Nov 2003|10:58pm] |
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SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1.What time is it?10:58 in the pm
2.What is your name? yesenia
3.What is your birthday? 12-19...soon pple
4.How many sibs do you have? one brother two sisters
5.What are your sibs names? marlon,yadira and yolie
6.Do you have a job? no
7.If yes, where?
8.If no to #6, Where do you wanna work? sex store
9.Do you have a car? not yet i do not even have my license
10.What kinda car do you have/want? whatever has a good engine or an old mercedes benz from the 70s or something
FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
11.Movie: Titanic and Some Kind of Wonderful
12.Song: "Everything" by Lifehouse
13.Band: LIFEHOUSE!!! Also Nirvana
14.Group: Nsync---Justin Timberlake is sexy. so what i still like them.
15.Singer: Jason Wade and Justin Timberlake and Mariah Carey
16.TV Show: Queer as Folk, Sex and the city, Smallville, the OC
17.TV Channel: whatever if i get digital it'll be Noggin i gota watch Degrassi man....and i like the disney channel
18.Actor: Leonardo DiCaprio and Jason Barry
19.Actress: Kate Winslet, Mary Stuart Masterson, Bette Davis and Marilyn Monroe
20.Comic: i do not know
21.Magazine: blah
22.Food: baked ziti and oxtail with black eyed peas and rice ooh and gota love my spanish food!
23.Snack: junk
24.Drink: alcoholic beverages, snapple lemon iced tea
25. Computer Game: the sims and pool
26.Board Game: the Gaame of Life---ge tme that for christmas =)
27.Card Game: strip poker
28.Kid Game: tag and hide and go seek
29.Number: 8
30.Cartoon: hmmm i dont know most likely Hey Arnold
31.Character: Crush from Finding Nemo...Like DuUuDe SwEeEtTt
32.Disney Character: i just answered thatbut Disney retro Cinderella and gus gus
33.Color: black and blue
34.Hair Color: well ill say my hair color brown heehee and i like black hair
35.Time of the day: whatever
36.Day of the week: days i do not have to go to skool
37.Week of the month: what the fuck are u asking me man?
38.Month of the Year: December
LOVE LIFE ETC:
39.Do you plan on having children: yeah like 1 or 2. but i rather adopt. im afraid of getting stretch marks and my mami wants grandkids
40.Do you want to get married: yes....my wedding is planned out
41.How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: 25 or 26
42.How old do you wanna be when your married: 24 or 25
43.Would you have kids before marriage? nope but whatever if that happenes ill have the bastard child
44.What would you name the boy? Thomas Ryan
45.What would you name the girl? ugh, Ireland
46.Are you a virgin?: yes
47. If not, Do you plan on loosing your virginity any time soon?: but if im not a vigirin its already lost so hpw can i plan on losing it anytime soon?
48.Have you had oral sex?: nope and dont plan on it
49.Have no, Have you been past base 1?: nope
50.Do you even know what the bases are?: yes
51.Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): no
52.Do you have a crush?: not rele
EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
53.Music/TV: music
54.Guys/Girls: guys
55.Green/Blue: blue
56.Pink/Purple: pink
57.Sleep/Stay Up: sleep
58.Summer/Winter: both
59.Spring/Fall: both
60.Night/Day: blah
61.Hangin Out/Chillin: hangin out
62.Friends/Lovers: friends...but lovers sound good
63.Cold/Warm: depends
64.Fast/Slow: depends
65.New/Old: whatever
66.Dark/Light: both
67.Sparkle/Shine: sparkle
68.Peach/Plum: eh
69.Apple/Orange: orange
70.Laundry/Dishes: none
71.Christina/Britney: i like them both...musically i like christina better
72.Limp Bizkit/KoRn: neither
73.Rock/Rap: rock
74.Pop/R&B: both are cool
WHAT DO YOU THINK? (PUT WHAT FIRST COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU SEE THE FOLLOWING WORDS:)
75.Glass: mirror
76.Shake: milk
77.Club: gay =)
78.Sing: good
79.Loud: shut up
80.Garcia: my teacher
81.Hair: smelly
82.Ching: chiang
83.Money: im poor
84.Work: lazy
85.Play: ground
86.4002: a big number
87.Betty: Boop
88.Sara: jessica parker
89.Dog: snoopy
90.Brain: dead
91.Nick: carter
92.Frank: abagnale jr
93.AM: stupid
94.FM: freshman
95.PM: S
96.Morning: skool yuck
97.Ball: heehee
WHAT DO YOU THINK (WRITE WHAT YOU THINK OF THE FOLLOWING)
98.Eminem: white trash
99.Rap: ugh!!!
100.Teenagers: i am one
101.Smoking: hey if u enjoy it do it. weed is good
102.Death: im scared of dying
103.Life: its murder i tell u!!
104.Drinking: exaclty what?
105.Bomb Threats: oh god
106.Murder: i wish i can murder some pple
107.Suicide: i pity you if u do it. i know i soemtime sthin bout it but its sad to do it.
108.Fear: whatever
FRIENDS:
109.Who is your best friend?: Danielle
110.Who is the best person to hang with?: Danielle
111.Who is the sweetest person?: i dont know
112.Whos the cutest person: i dont know
113.Whos the nicest?: i dont know
114.Whos the best to talk online with?: danielle, monica and jeanette
115.Whos the most blonde: no one
116.Whos the weirdest: i gues sim weirder then most of them
117.Whos the craziest: we all cood be
118.Loudest: hmmm
119.Quietest: uh
120.Smartest: alota my friends are
121.Quickest: ??
123.Most Trustful: Danielle
124.Most Honest: Danielle
125.Most Cheerful: chanel
LAST FEW (Pointless) QUESTIONS:
126.Are you glad it's almost done? yea
127. Are you bored? yea
128.What kinda mood are you in right now? thirsty
129.Did you have a good day today? boring day
130.What are you doing tomorrow: eating turkey
131.What did you do today?: nothing
132.What time is it now?: 11:18 pm
133.How long has it been since you started?: I dont know
134.Why is pickle juice green?: uh, I don't have any idea
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[26 Nov 2003|10:44pm] |
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im just sick of alota shit right now. i dont know of what rele im just annoyed of things. like everything. advice for me:get a fucking life. i do not go out on weekends like once in a blue. no guy wants to talk to me.NONE. nobody calls me unless its about something stupid. i needa get off my ass and get a job. im a fucking lazy cunt.and today i wa slike thing to myself aaw i shood give jj a chance! then i laughed because it was rele funny haha. no remorse im going to hell. hahahaha. anyway im rambling bout nothing. HAPPY TURKEY DAY MY MUFFINS! i love you all!
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[23 Nov 2003|12:17am] |
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i cant believe Jonathan Brandis died. he was only 27. always remember him in "Ladybugs" and "the neverending story II" Rest in peace. They think he committed suicide it wont be announce for another month. he died November 12th 2003. and i didnt find out til last night. sucha shame. and i was thinking about him recently also. and he was an only child.
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[22 Nov 2003|01:52am] |
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just go to hometown.aol.com/yessieeflirtzzz/page1.html-t
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[21 Nov 2003|02:39pm] |
WTF?!!! id be glad to be feminine gay man!! =)
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[19 Nov 2003|07:56pm] |
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im just bored.
moncia told em in her class some one asked if he was identical to his twin sister and he said "how could we be identical! we have different equipment!"
its always good to have a teacher who isnt scared ot step to the sexual level with his students.
he loves me. haha
i hope i get accepted to a college my sats score is still low only an 850!
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