bar head   
01:13pm 25/06/2003
 
mood: crazy
music: system of a down
I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND.. okay so i can't very well remember my weekend but i remember i have a boyfriend and i had a lot of sex. i even got to cum 4 times in one session. thats crazy. i took some bars 2 nights in a row and drank on them. my mom says thank god im alive because she thinks my body should have shut down. i know better than that though i do this all the time. so last night i drank 4 beers and took 1 1/2 bars. i think thats all i did. i know i slept at billys and i had sex for a really long time with chris sitting next to us. i don't even mind having sex with people around anymore. it kind of just makes it more exciting. too bad i was on my period though because then we could have foreplayed. the night before that i took a bar and drank 2 1/2 beers. me and kat made out supposedly but i don't remember. and she had sex with joey and gave keith head. me and kat are great and we make him cheat on his gf. i don't remember much of the walk home that night but i do remember crying to billy. a few times. i cried later that night too. joey splurged everything to billy. like how me and joey were having sex and stuff. im so glad billy got over it well i know he isnt over it but im glad we arent fighting anymore. i miss him. i feel so bad for hurting him i just want to never let go of him when i hug him. he makes everything so happy. i break all my rules for him. i swore id never date someone who drank and billy is an alchoholic and then i promised no one that smokes cigerettes either.. or does coke or is younger than me. there is something about him. he has the nicest body for a 15 year old and he seems a lot older. i don't mind this shit anymore. my mom is making me stay home these few days because she wants me to kind of sober up and slow down on what i am doing. thats fine by me. but sunday she wants me to go away for a week to sebastian to see my cousins. i am not sure i think i will. i miss them.... anyway i just repierced the top of my ear with a mushroom earing and im going to repierce my belly button. oh the things to do when you are bored. i'll update more later i have so much to say.		  
   

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thingy mergiger   
09:28pm 25/06/2003
  Name: tasha marie perkins
Do you like it?: not really no
Nicknames: brad the giant, icee, t, t-rad, lil t, shorty
Screen names: cutie14912, use a chopstick, xiceelicksx
Age: 16
Sign: gemini
Location: deerfield beach
School: deerfield beach high school
Status: taken by billy bradshaw <3
Crush: ^^ see up ^^
Virgin?: i know you are not asking me that question..
Natural hair color: brownish blackish
Current hair color: blackish
Eye color: shit brown
Height: 4'10
Birthplace: boynton beach
Shoe size: like a 7


[ favorites ]
Number: 13
Color: pink and green
Day: saturday
Month: december
Song: the meadow - hed pe
Movie: a clockwork orange
Food: lasagna
Band: hed pe, crossbreed, 40 below summer, deftones
Season: winter
Sport: skateboarding
Class: journalism
Teacher: mr. thor
Drink: vanilla coke
Veggie: broccoli
TV Show: don't watch too much tv
Radio Station: don't listen to the radio but i like 103.5
Store: bed, bath and beyond
Word: bro
Animal: puppies
Flower: daisies
State: illinois

[ this or that ]
Me/You: me
Coke/pepsi: coke
Day/night: night
Aol/aim: aol
Cd/cassette: cds
Dvd/vhs: doesnt make a difference
Jeans/khakis: jeans
Car/truck: car
Tall/short: shorty like whoa.. but guys tall muh man be 6'0
Lunch/dinner: lunch
NSYNC/BSB: nsync
Britney/Christina: christina
Gap/Old Navy: old navy 3.50 fo' shoes
Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss
Silver/Gold: silver
Alcohol/Weed: weed & alcohol <3

[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: yep
How long have you liked him/her?: bout a month
Why do you like this person?: he's great all around
If you're single... why are you single?:
If you're not single... give details..: wha?
How long was your longest relationship?: 13 months
How long was your shortest relationship?: umm 5 days i think
Who was your first love?: stephen mucklow
What do you miss about them?: hugging him and watching him skateboard

[ the past ]
What is the one thing you would change about your past?: joey mancino.
Who is the last person you saw?: my mom
Who is the last person you kissed?: billy
Who is the last person you hugged?: billy my baby
Who is the last person you fought with?: joey mancino
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: my slutah kat
What is the last TV show you saw?: not a show but on tv, cirque de soleil

[ the present ]
What are you wearing?: pink tube top, black pants
What are you doing?: this duh
Who are you talking to?: no one
What song are you listening to?: none but ima put on a manson cd in a min
Where are you?: in the houseeee
Are you online?: fuck you. that was just gay.
How are you feeling?: horny like a bitch
Are you in a chatroom?: psh waste of time.

[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: thursday
What are you going to do after this?: look through my yearbook, hope my bf calls
Who are you going to talk to?: either kat, kerry or billy
Where are you going to go?: the bathroom to pee
How old will you be when you graduate?: 17 or 16 depends if i wanna graduate early
What do you wanna be?: i wanna make guitars and work on the insides of them
Where will you be in 25 years?: dead overdosed probably

[ have you ever ]
Drank?: got too drunk last night
Smoked?: yea like everyday
Had sex?: yea like everyday
Stolen?: yea sure have
Done anything illegal?: yea too many things to count on my hands and feet
Wanted to die?: yea
Hit someone?: yep!

[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: print bitch
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What is your sexual preference?: guys & hot chicks LOL
What piercings do you have?: today i repierced my belly and the top of my ear
Any tattoos?: not yet
Do you drive?: don't know how
Do you have glasses or braces?: glasses but i dont always need them

[ physical appearance ]
What do you most like about your body?: my ass
And least?: my small tits
How many fillings do you have?: a shitload
Do you think you're good looking?: 'eh okay
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: yea
Do you look like any celebrities?: no sir

[ fashion ]
Do you wear a watch?: it's on the bathroom counter
How many coats and jackets do you own?: i lose them all..
Favorite pants/skirt color?: the black pants im wearing right now
most expensive item of clothing?: no clue, $50 piece of shit pants
Most treasured?: simplekill boxers can we say FREE
What kind of shoes do you wear?: old navy sandals, converse high tops and backless
your style in one word: loserish		  
   

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