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| 07:47am 12/05/2003 |
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mood:  satisfied
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i redid the "look" of my journal. please look at it and tell me what you think. i got a new bettie page icon (i rock) and the girl from house of 1000 corpses is in my background (shes so hott) well yea, umm tell me how it looks! |
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| Doctor Doctor come here QUICK! |
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| 07:57pm 12/05/2003 |
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mood:  sick
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Wow. this is getting more serious than I thought. i'm not quite sure if my body thinks I am bulimic or if I am or what! I hardly ate today, honest all of 3 cookies and some wheat thins oh and a piece of pizza crust. So what is there of that to make me sick off of? I slept a good couple hours and when I was woke by my mom's boyfriend to borrow six dollars I got a mood swing. I flipped out on him, went back upstairs, tried to get back to sleep. Then all of a sudden my tummy was rumbling and saliva was rushing to my mouth. I almost puked I swear! I either need to start taking vitamins if I am not going to eat, or go to the doctor for this. I'm not sure if I am not eating because I do not want him to see me eat, but thats rediculous because i've eaten in front of him before. gawd, help me someone! if anyone knows what to do, please tell me. give me your insight!! not to mention, now my throat hurts. |
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