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Name: tasha marie perkins Do you like it?: not really no Nicknames: brad the giant, icee, t, t-rad, lil t, shorty Screen names: cutie14912, use a chopstick, xiceelicksx Age: 16 Sign: gemini Location: deerfield beach School: deerfield beach high school Status: taken by billy bradshaw <3 Crush: ^^ see up ^^ Virgin?: i know you are not asking me that question.. Natural hair color: brownish blackish Current hair color: blackish Eye color: shit brown Height: 4'10 Birthplace: boynton beach Shoe size: like a 7
[ favorites ] Number: 13 Color: pink and green Day: saturday Month: december Song: the meadow - hed pe Movie: a clockwork orange Food: lasagna Band: hed pe, crossbreed, 40 below summer, deftones Season: winter Sport: skateboarding Class: journalism Teacher: mr. thor Drink: vanilla coke Veggie: broccoli TV Show: don't watch too much tv Radio Station: don't listen to the radio but i like 103.5 Store: bed, bath and beyond Word: bro Animal: puppies Flower: daisies State: illinois
[ this or that ] Me/You: me Coke/pepsi: coke Day/night: night Aol/aim: aol Cd/cassette: cds Dvd/vhs: doesnt make a difference Jeans/khakis: jeans Car/truck: car Tall/short: shorty like whoa.. but guys tall muh man be 6'0 Lunch/dinner: lunch NSYNC/BSB: nsync Britney/Christina: christina Gap/Old Navy: old navy 3.50 fo' shoes Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss Silver/Gold: silver Alcohol/Weed: weed & alcohol <3
[ love and relationships ] Do you have a bf/gf?: yep How long have you liked him/her?: bout a month Why do you like this person?: he's great all around If you're single... why are you single?: If you're not single... give details..: wha? How long was your longest relationship?: 13 months How long was your shortest relationship?: umm 5 days i think Who was your first love?: stephen mucklow What do you miss about them?: hugging him and watching him skateboard
[ the past ] What is the one thing you would change about your past?: joey mancino. Who is the last person you saw?: my mom Who is the last person you kissed?: billy Who is the last person you hugged?: billy my baby Who is the last person you fought with?: joey mancino Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: my slutah kat What is the last TV show you saw?: not a show but on tv, cirque de soleil
[ the present ] What are you wearing?: pink tube top, black pants What are you doing?: this duh Who are you talking to?: no one What song are you listening to?: none but ima put on a manson cd in a min Where are you?: in the houseeee Are you online?: fuck you. that was just gay. How are you feeling?: horny like a bitch Are you in a chatroom?: psh waste of time.
[ future ] What day is it tomorrow?: thursday What are you going to do after this?: look through my yearbook, hope my bf calls Who are you going to talk to?: either kat, kerry or billy Where are you going to go?: the bathroom to pee How old will you be when you graduate?: 17 or 16 depends if i wanna graduate early What do you wanna be?: i wanna make guitars and work on the insides of them Where will you be in 25 years?: dead overdosed probably
[ have you ever ] Drank?: got too drunk last night Smoked?: yea like everyday Had sex?: yea like everyday Stolen?: yea sure have Done anything illegal?: yea too many things to count on my hands and feet Wanted to die?: yea Hit someone?: yep!
[ other ] Do you write in cursive or print?: print bitch Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty What is your sexual preference?: guys & hot chicks LOL What piercings do you have?: today i repierced my belly and the top of my ear Any tattoos?: not yet Do you drive?: don't know how Do you have glasses or braces?: glasses but i dont always need them
[ physical appearance ] What do you most like about your body?: my ass And least?: my small tits How many fillings do you have?: a shitload Do you think you're good looking?: 'eh okay Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: yea Do you look like any celebrities?: no sir
[ fashion ] Do you wear a watch?: it's on the bathroom counter How many coats and jackets do you own?: i lose them all.. Favorite pants/skirt color?: the black pants im wearing right now most expensive item of clothing?: no clue, $50 piece of shit pants Most treasured?: simplekill boxers can we say FREE What kind of shoes do you wear?: old navy sandals, converse high tops and backless your style in one word: loserish |
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| 01:13pm 25/06/2003 |
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mood:  crazy music: system of a down
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I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND.. okay so i can't very well remember my weekend but i remember i have a boyfriend and i had a lot of sex. i even got to cum 4 times in one session. thats crazy. i took some bars 2 nights in a row and drank on them. my mom says thank god im alive because she thinks my body should have shut down. i know better than that though i do this all the time. so last night i drank 4 beers and took 1 1/2 bars. i think thats all i did. i know i slept at billys and i had sex for a really long time with chris sitting next to us. i don't even mind having sex with people around anymore. it kind of just makes it more exciting. too bad i was on my period though because then we could have foreplayed. the night before that i took a bar and drank 2 1/2 beers. me and kat made out supposedly but i don't remember. and she had sex with joey and gave keith head. me and kat are great and we make him cheat on his gf. i don't remember much of the walk home that night but i do remember crying to billy. a few times. i cried later that night too. joey splurged everything to billy. like how me and joey were having sex and stuff. im so glad billy got over it well i know he isnt over it but im glad we arent fighting anymore. i miss him. i feel so bad for hurting him i just want to never let go of him when i hug him. he makes everything so happy. i break all my rules for him. i swore id never date someone who drank and billy is an alchoholic and then i promised no one that smokes cigerettes either.. or does coke or is younger than me. there is something about him. he has the nicest body for a 15 year old and he seems a lot older. i don't mind this shit anymore. my mom is making me stay home these few days because she wants me to kind of sober up and slow down on what i am doing. thats fine by me. but sunday she wants me to go away for a week to sebastian to see my cousins. i am not sure i think i will. i miss them.... anyway i just repierced the top of my ear with a mushroom earing and im going to repierce my belly button. oh the things to do when you are bored. i'll update more later i have so much to say. |
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| 06:56pm 10/06/2003 |
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:::Basics:::
1) First Name: tasha 2) Middle Name: marie 3) Last Name: perkins 4) Age: 15 5) Birthday: june 17th 6) Zodiac Sign: gemini 7) Numerology # : wha? 8) Chinese Sign: still dono 9) Nicknames: brad the giant, t-rad, lil t, icee 10) Gender: female 11) AOL/AIM: cutie14912 12) MSN: none 13) YAHOO: none 14) ICQ: none 15) Rightie or Lefties: righty 16) Do you write print or cursive: print 17) Sexual Prefrence: bi-curious LOL nah ima str8 18) Height: 4'10" 19) Weight: 104 last time i checked 20) Any Disibilities if so what: none i can think of.
:::Friends:::
21) Best Friend: kathleen and jessicka 22) People Who You Have Told Secrets: brad 23) Best Guy Friend: brad 24) Always online 24/7: brads s/n 25) Do your friends love you: i sure as hell hope so
:::Guys/Girls:::
26) Who Do You Like: billy 27) Are You Going Out With Them: nope 28) If Not Do You Want to: not yet 29) Describe one dream you had with him/her: he was having a 3some with a guy and a girl and me and his sister were laughing at him 31) Their best quality: how nice he is 32) Their worst quality: he doesnt know when to stop 33) Do You Love Them: as a friend 34) How did u meet: through muh ex 35) Would you or Have You had sex with them: umm i'll have to get back to you on that 36)Describe how they kiss: like a million shooting stars 37) The thing you most enjoy doing together: we both like getting high, and watching movies! we saw Finding Nemo 38) Describe his/her looks: black hair, tan skin, nice body, skaterish 39) Descibe his/her personality: big hearted, understanding, sweet, drug addictish, alchoholicish, depressing 40) Their Age: 15 41) Their Birthday: sometime in january 42) Their Hair Color: black 43) Their Eye Color: brown 44) Do they have anything of yours if what: muh silver bracelet 45) Do You Talk to him/her on the phone: of course 46) Do You Talk to him/her online: no 47) Have they been over your house: not yet 48) Have you been to their house: yea 49) Best Date spot: the movies, beach yanno the usual 50) Has your friends met him/her: yea of course 51) Has your parents met him/her: not yet 52) Can you picture the rest of your life with them: no 53) Describe using a song your relationship: i dont know 54) A song that describes your situation: what situation? 55) A song that describes them: not sure
:::Your Looks:::
56) Hair Color: light brown in the front, dark brown in the back 57) Eye Color: brown 58) Tall or Short: short 59) Desired Hair Color: redish brown 60) Desired Eye Color: green 61) Nationalities: a lot 62) Race: caucasion 63) Do you have any freakles: nope 64) What color are your lips: pink ? 65) Do your eyebrows have an arch in them: nah 66) Do you have a widow's peak: ught-uh 67) Are your teeth super white: i wish 68) Do u have braces: not anymore 69) Do you have zits: not really, i dont think 70) Use an adjective to describe your skin: flawed 71) Do you get sunburn easily: not that i know of 72) Do you have muscles and wear: nope 73) Would you consider yourself good-looking: not really 74) Do you have a nice ass: it's ghettoish 75) Do you think your hands are soft: when i put lotion on them
:::Clothes,Makeup,and Jewerly:::
76) Clothes your wearing now: black pants pink tank top 77) Describe your favorite outfit: this is it 78) Describe the outfit you have gotten the most compliments for: this one 79) Whats your favorite shirt: muh glassjaw one, or muh social distortion one 80) Does it have a memory and what is it: umm the social distortion i wore the first night i rolled 81) Whats your favorite pair of pants: these ones 82) Does it have a memory and what is it: no 83) What would people describe your style as: umm? 84) Whats your favorite type of Jewerly: belly rings 85) What piece of jewerly to u wear daily: muh "tasha" necklace 86) Whats your favorite piece of jewerly: muh "tasha" necklace 87) Why is it: cuz muh grandma gave it to me 88) Do you wear makeup: nope 89) What do you wear: eyeliner when i do 90) What palettes are they: wha? 91) Do you own black lipstick: hell no 92) Do you own silver lipstick: hell no 93) Do you use them: hell no 94) Do u have glow in the dark makeup: nailpolish 95) Whats your opinion on glow in the dark makeup: hott 96) Do you wear eyeliner: yeah sometimes 97) What color: black 98) Do you use concelear: sometimes 99) Do you use sparkles: nope 100) What do u think of Maybelline's wet shine stuff: pretty 101) Do you wear nailpolish: sometimes 102) Do you paint your toe nails: i should.. 103) What type of shoes do you wear: Adidas, Converse, Etnies 104) What color are they: the black adidas with the white stripes, black converse chuck taylor low tops, blue etnies 105) Do you like your style: yea sure
:::Favorites:::
106) Color: pink and neon green 107) Food: cheese, pizza, ice cream 108) Rock Band: 40 below summer 109) Punk Band: anti-flag 110) Hardcore Band: poison the well 111) Emo Band: taking back sunday 112) Rapper: 50 cent 113) Pop Band: good charlotte 114) Country Band: dixie chicks 115) Rock N Roll Band: the beatles 116) Singer: tim mcgraw 117) Drummer: i dont know 118) Guitarist: billy martin 119) Dancer: psh 120) Animal: monkeys 121) Website: none 122) Magazine: seventeen 123) Movie: A clockwork orange, Donnie darko, house of 1000 corpses, Rocky Horror Picture Show 124) Cartoon: spongebob 125) Tv Show: that 70's show 126) Drink: water 127) Resturant: olive garden 128) Fast Food Place: wendys 129) Store: books-a-million 130) Grocery Store: publix 131) Soda: vanilla coke 132) Juice: orange 133) Book: go ask alice 134) Shoe Brand: adidas 135) Clothing Brand: none in peticular 136) Makeup Brand: covergirl 147) Jewerly Brand: wha? 148) Fragrance: adidas 149) Color of writing utensil: blue or pink 150) Sex Position: thats for the bedroom 151) Toy: lots of toys 152) Possession: muh computer 153) Computer Game: the sims 154) Video Game: bust a move and tetris 155) Video Game Console: nintendo 156) Ramen Noodle Flavor: roast beef 157) Koolaid Flavor: blue raspberry 158) Hot Beverage: cappucino 159) Shape: triangles 161) Medical Personal(doctor,dentist,eye doctor etc..): Doctor SATAN!! \m/>.<\m/ 162) Car: beetle 163) Breed of Dog: chihuaha 164) Breed of Horse: wha? 165) Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip 166) Chips: pringles 167) Candy: 3 musketeers 168) Candy Bar: see above 169) Cake: vanilla or orange 170) Pie Flavor: apple 171) Underwear Brand: none in peticular 172) Type of Underwear: thong 173) Body Part on yourself: muh butt 174) Body Part on someone else: heh.. ::woo:: 175) Shower gel: strawberry 176) Hair style: psh billy martin style ROFL 177) Shampoo brand: pantene pro-v, herbal essence 178) Conditioner brand: see above 179) Sport: skateboarding 180) Aggressive Sport: wha? 190) Number: 13 191) Drug: rolls + special k 192) Beer: i dont drink it really 193) Liquior: im not a big drinker, i can handle vodka though 194) Girl's Name: chloe 195) Guy's Name: skyler 196) Subject in School: psh 197) Teacher: ms. flanagan 198) Instrument: guitar 199) Thing in your room: muh bed 200) Memory: i don't know anytime rolling
:::Least Favorites::::
201) Color: puke green 202) Food: i dono 203) Rock Band: i dono 204) Punk Band: i dono 205) Hardcore Band: i dono 206) Emo Band: i dono 207) Rapper: i dono 209) Pop Band: i dono 210) Country Band: i dono 211) Rock N Roll Band: i dono 212) Singer: i dono 213) Drummer: i dono 214) Guitarist: i dono 215) Dancer: i dono 216) Animal: i dono 217) Website: i dono 218) Magazine: i dono 219) Movie: i dono 220) Cartoon: i dono 221) Tv Show: i dono 222) Drink: i dono 223) Resturant: royal king buffet 224) Fast Food Place: i dono 225) Store: i dono 226) Grocery Store: winn-dixie 227) Soda: sprite remix 228) Juice: pure cranberry 229) Book: i dono 230) Shoe Brand: i dono 231) Clothing Brand: i dono 232) Makeup Brand: i dono 233) Jewerly Brand: i dono 234) Fragrance: i dono 235 Color of writing utensil: i dono 236) Sex Position: i dono 237) Toy: i dono 238) Possession: i dono 239) Computer Game: i dono 240) Video Game: i dono 241) Video Game Console: i dono 242) Ramen Noodle Flavor: i dono 243) Koolaid Flavor: i dono 244) Hot Beverage: i dono 245) Shape: i dono 247) Medical Personal(doctor,dentist,eye doctor etc..): i dono 248) Car: i dono 249) Breed of Dog: i dono 250) Breed of Horse: i dono 251) Ice Cream Flavor: i dono 252) Chips: i dono 253) Candy: i dono 254) Candy Bar: i dono 255) Cake: carrot 256) Pie Flavor: i dono 257) Underwear Brand: i dono 258) Type of Underwear: granny panties 259) Body Part on yourself: i dono 260) Body Part on someone else: i dono 261) Shower gel: i dono 262) Hair style: 'fros 263) Shampoo brand: i dono 264) Conditioner brand: i dono 265) Sport: football 267) Aggressive Sport: i dono 268) Number: 9 269) Drug: coke 270) Beer: i dono 271) Liquior: i dono 272) Girl's Name: elizabeth 273) Guy's Name: tommy 274) Subject in School: all 275) Teacher: bond-jackson 276) Instrument: i dono 277) Thing in your room: i dono 278) Memory: falling ice skating
::: This or That::::
279) Rock or Pop: rock 280) Rock or Punk: rock 281) Rock or Country: rock 282) Rock or Hardcore: rock 283) Rock or Emo: rock 284) Pop or Punk: punk 285) Pop or Country: country 286) Pop or Hardcore: hardcore 287) Pop or Emo: emo 288) Punk or Country: punk 289) Punk or Hardcore: hardcore 290) Punk or Emo: punk 291) Country or Hardcore: hardcore 292) Country or Emo: emo 293) Hardcore or Emo: hardcore 294) Pepsi or Coke: coke 295) Mountain Dew or Mountain Dew Code Red: mt. dew 296) Cherry Coke or Vanilla Coke: vanilla coke 297) Pepsi Twist or Cherry Pepsi: pepsi twist 298) Root Beer or Creme Soda: cream soda 299) Coffee or Hot Chocolate: hot chocolate 300) Ramen Noodles or Campbells Soup: campbells soup 301) Bus or Car: car 302) SUV or Car: car 303) Truck or Car: truck 304) Truck or SUV: truck 305) House or Apartment: house 306) Living with your mom or being in a soroity/fraternity: mommy 307) MTV or VH1: mtv 308) MTV or MTV2: mtv2 309) MTV2 or VH1: mtv2 310) MTV or BET: mtv 311) MTV2 or BET: mtv2 312) VH1 or BET: vh1 313) Disney or Cartoon Network: cartoon network 314) TBS or TNN: TBS 315) FOX or WB11: fox 316) Thong or String Bikini: string.. better for tanning 317) Bikini or Tankini: bikini 318) One Piece or Biknini: bikini 319) Tankini or One Piece: tankini 320) Blue or Black: black 321) Blue or Red: red 322) Blue or Yellow: blue 323) Blue or White: white 324) Blue or Purple: purple 325) Black or Red: red 326) Black or Yellow: black 327) Black or White: black 328) Black or Purple: black 329) Red or Yellow: red 330) Red or White: red 331) Red or Purple: red 332) Yellow or White: white 333) Yellow or Purple: purple 334) White or Purple: white 335) Barbie or Ken: ken <3 336) Michael Jackson or Rob Zombie: Rob Zombie 337) Michael Jackson or that dude from KISS with the weird tongue: gene simmons 338) Ja Rule or 50 Cent: 50 cent.. half dollar 339) Eminem or Vanilla Ice: vanilla ice 340) O-town or Nsync: neither 341) Good Charlotte or Simple Plan: simple plan, but billy martin 342) Ataris or the Early November: ataris 343) All-American Rejects or Good Charlotte: aar 345) Senses Fail or Finch: finch 346) Finch or Bright Eyes: finch 347) Greenday or Incubus: incubus 348) Greenday or Weezer: greenday 349) Weezer or Nirvana: weezer 350) Incubus or the Hives: incubus 351) Gay or Lesbian: lesbian <3
:::What Do You Think of When You See/Hear the Name:::
352) Tom: and jerry 353) Mary: jesus 354) George: curious 355) Jeanine: garafalo 356) Kelvin: huh? 357) Pat O'Brian (lmao): patty cake 358) Elizabeth: hurley =] 359) John: mayer 360) Tony: little tony 361) Eric: lemoine 362) Tim: tschetter!!! 363) Nicole: niki b yo 364) Jess: muh best friend 365) Holly: porn 366) Leah: danciu 367) David : pervert 368) Sara: lee mmmm 369) Justin: timberlake 370) Jerry: springer 371) Hong: kong 372) Mike: cashes big nose 373) Bobby: miller 374) Shelly: muh mommas old friend 375) Corey: the kid on my bus 377) Joey: fuckin asshole 378) Amy: lou gale 379) Courtney: horrid voice 380) Nathan: 's hotdogs 381) Chris: ex boyfriend 382) Cassie: i'm blank.. 383) Chrissie: muh old doggy 384) Lauren: dismuke 385) Carolyn: flanagan! 386) Bryan: omg that kid that liked me eww 387) Laura: danciu better help me get my tounge pierced 388) Frank: lin my turtle 389) Aladdin: flying carpet 390) Simba: kerrys dog 391) Nala: lion king 392) Mofacas: huh? 393) Mickey: mouse 394) Vanessa: brito from psychology 395) Ariel: christens friend from canada 396) Dino: the flinstones 397) Tina: the short little bitch that doesnt like kat 398) Ashley: the girl that wants to beat muh ass 399) Dan: fatass 400) Marshall: the store that has lots of clothes
:::Random::::
401) What do you think of garbage: uhh ? 402) Cheerleaders: too preppy 403) I'm: bored as fuck 404) Your Mom: is not as cool as mine. 405) What do you think of hicks: creepy 406) What do you think of thugs: devin stole my fuckin answer - every thug needs a lady 407) What do you think of hillbillies: umm 408) Do you hold gruges: depends 409) What time is it now: 6:55pm 410) Did this keep you busy for enough time: too long 411) What are you going to do now: maybe go out with kat and kerry 412-419) Where did they go: someone couldn't think of enough questions and wanted to be so fuckin cool and make the last question 420. asshole. 420) Lovely Number Isnt It: loser. |
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| 02:34pm 04/06/2003 |
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13 days until i'm 16 * wishlist * - spineshank - the height of callousness - sex, all day - a clockwork orange - dvd player - small hotel party - drunken sex - crossbreed - synthetic division - make up - money - small couch for my room - candy - a bean - some fuckin krypto - a new pipe from harry potter - stickers - vanilla or orange cake with chocolate frosting & sprinkles & an awesome candle - love from my homies
that's my fucking wishlist. i'll not get anything. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck |
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| 01:40pm 03/06/2003 |
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mood:  calm music: distillers
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there's not much to say.. i'm sick.. ear, throat, and sinus infection jesse isn't hardly talking to me. fuck you. me and jon are hanging out on friday. i saw him last night. i'm beginning to develop a crush on a 20 year old. oh gawd. "it's okay mom he's only 4 1/2 years older than me!" amoxicillian = fucking yummy
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| 12:18pm 01/06/2003 |
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mood:  drained music: lucky boys confusion
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so this weekend, lets see <3:
*thursday* -school -aj + keith + kat picked me up -chilled with billy + chris -stuck by a train -drunk billy + dave yellin at people -home at 12
*friday* -bus ride to billy's at 11:10am -finding nemo -hangin over billy's -clockwork orange interupted by aj + tim + joey + ashley -everyone yelling at joey for calling me names -my love, john, came ::big hugs:: -walked to discount to meet my hoe, kat -back over billy's -got high with lisa + kat + billy + chris -kat left with john and arand to get drunk -slept at billy's
*saturday* -walked all the way by evelyn's house -walked back to kat's house -told mom the truth -her boyfriend grounded me -slept all day and night
*today* -sittin at home on my ass -project for biology -biggie sized #7 from Wendy's |
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| 07:19am 29/05/2003 |
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im sitting in mr. thors and once i got here.. i realized manisha is at the multicultural fair. it's so sad and boring. jesse called me an asshole this morning. i wonder if he was joking or not. he better have been because i haven't done anything to him. billy kinda invited me to warped tour with him, he said his sister has backstage passes (3) and to eat dinner with Dropkick Murphys. i almost flipped. the only trick is getting Lisa to say yes to taking me as the 3rd person. she hates girls. i think we're okay though. i hope i can go that would fucking rock. im going to try to get my dad to let billy come with me to pitts for like a week or two because jesse wont go with me. i cant believe jesse booked a show the day before my birthday.. i dont know how much i could have stressed it that vacation was the week right after we got out of school. he's never going to be forgiven. but kathy and me are gonna have a blast! cuz shes 4237438925 times better than jesse. and she has boobs. haha! kathy- call jimmy to hang out one day. tehe hes ca-ute! anyway i miss jesse a whole lot it seems like ages since ive seen him, but i saw him this morning. lifes a fucking eternity when hes not around. but whatever if he wants to be a dick, let him. gawd im dumb. i talked to becky yesterday for like the first time in awhile. atleast we dont like *hate* eachother or whatever anymore. i mean, really no need to have her leave highschool and us like never talk again. i even kinda talked to tina this morning. not really talked but like we commented back and forth to eachother and stuff about certain topics and i showed her a picture on my computer. she seems happy. maybe things are okay with bobby now. blah, jessicka thinks i need a reason to love her.. shes wrong! ive been so hyper and happy lately youd think i was on drugs. but im not. just high on life! things are goin great for me at this point in time.. im going to see finding nemo friday morning with billy and hes getting A Clockwork Orange from AJ to watch with me. he's so sweet its creepy. Friday is also Andrews birthday. im getting him a card. cuz im nice like that. i miss muh vicious dammit dammit. <3 tasha |
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| 10:01pm 28/05/2003 |
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Through the fields of Ireland, amongst the rolling hills, lay a dark forest the townspeople of Dublin dare not enter. The very forest, given the name of the Black Forest for how dark and dreary it looked compared to the beautiful hills outside Dublin, was home to evil wizards, trolls, and other indescribable nocturnal animals. While plans of mischeif were being thought out in the Black Forest, the townspeople of Dublin were getting ready for a big feast. The Queen, Angelina, had just given birth to a baby boy, Prince Reginal, her second child. The royal family was preparing for the event as Princess Athena snuck out to the garden to frolick with the fairies she had grown so fond of in her fifteen years of life. "I must warn you of something terrible that will occur soon," whispered Loretta, Athena's most faithful fairy friend. Scared of what Loretta might have said, Athena ran off to her enormous bedroom where she sat for hours crying until the feast, for fear of what was to come. Back in the forest, tucked away in a cave lit by candlefire, a wizard, Kataklysm, and a witch, Nikole, pulled out old books from their library. Sitting on the floor, their handicapped daughter, Kara, sneezed so hard that it shook the cave. She seemed to be allergic to the dust mites. "What ever are we to do with her my love?" Kataklysm said, looking disgusted with his one and only daughter. "I have just the thing. Now dear you must listen to me closely and follow all my instuctions, precisly! There will be no messing this up," cackled Nikole to her husband, "we have just a short amount of time until the full moon." Clapping and cheering were the people of Dublin. The royal family and townspeople watched joyously as entertainers such as jugglers and fire eaters came to share talent and show respect to Prince Reginal. In the kitchen were bakers and butchers bringing the chefs ingrediants for the grand feast. Found throughout the castle and along the back yard of the castle were maids scurying about making the atmosphere just right. Princess Athena was holding her new sibling when Loretta flew onto the table in front of her. Shouting to Athena, Loretta pulled her hair to make her listen. The baby started to cry, therefore Loretta spoke quick and blunt. "Princess, you know I would never want anything to hurt you nor your family. Please listen you are the only one who can stop this and the only one who can hear my words!" Athena wanted everso to hear what was going to become of the day so she excused herself to the bathroom where she met Loretta in a panic. "Loretta, not here, not now. Nothing will happen to us. Everything is going to be fine. Please leave, this day is important to my family. I will meet with you later, after the feast." She was too ignorant to understand the circumstances that were about. For this Loretta forgave her and continued to try and help. "Disappear, disappear, from that table of royalty you will flee, by the full moon you will come to me!" chanted Kataklysm standing over a spell book. He knew that it was wrong but Nikole was behind this, she just wasn't strong enough to cast the spells she had wished to do. He loved her. Out of the Queens arms, the prince just disappeared. The townspeople fell silent as Angelina's screams filled the entire castle. Athena jolted back to her mother and father. She knew this was what Loretta had tried to warn her off. Pain filled her heart as she ran to the garden to find her friends. "Loretta! Kandy! Capris! Anyone!" Athena shouted as she ran amongst the dandilions and daffodils. A swarm of panicing fairies fluttered around her head. They sat and devised a plan. They were to go into the Black Forest. Capris sent for two unicorns, Marcus and Abigail. They were the quickest he knew. They set out as soon as the unicorns came. Athena, Loretta, Capris, Marcus, and Abigail were searching for baby Reginal and they wouldn't sleep until they found him. Never did they imagine the problems they were to come across. Worrying about the baby they had forgoten all about trolls and grasping trees. Daylight made things simpler, but once the sun started to set, unimaginable horrors were brought upon them. Not only did they have no water, no food, and no destination they weren't prepared for quick sand and entangling weeds on the floor. Attacked by a tree, the unicorn Marcus decided it was time to fly overhead instead of march on by foot. They took heed to the sky and were better off. Smoke signals made Loretta swoop down, fearless, only to find a cave making noises that sounded like gibberish mixed with baby cries. They were speaking of killing the prince for his soul so their daughter had not to be handicapped anymore. Floating back to the clouds she told the others of what she found. They quickly made it to the entrance of the cave. The fairies somehow got the stone out from in front of the cave. Shaking nervously they entered. Capris and Loretta swarmed about knocking over candles and books causing a distraction. Abigail ran in and rescued the prince. Carrying the prince and princess upon her back she returned them home. The fairies had managed to sprinkle fairy dust into Kataklysm and Nikole's eyes. Blinded they fell onto Marcus' back. He strode off into the night with the evil wizard and witch as the fairies followed. Once returned to the castle, the king and queen granted all good magical creatures access to any where in Ireland. Kataklysm and Nikole however were hung for their evil doings. No one knows what happened to their daughter Kara. Whether she survived or not, none came towards the royal families ever again. |
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| 10:00pm 28/05/2003 |
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been talkin to billy all day, well when i wasn't sleeping or online. im such a loser. i hope jesse doesn't be a dick to me anymore. i wrote a fairy tale. let me post it next entry. it's okay i think. i want to know what you guys think. |
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| * weekend * |
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| 01:27pm 26/05/2003 |
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mood:  complacent music: punk'd
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so.. ima recap muh weekend:
friday: -talent show -IWS -made new friend (named brandon) -he stalked me -anti got drunk and kissed me 372942 times -went to dennys -took pictures -slept at jesses (which we got there at like 3:30am)
saturday: -went to sam ash -taco bell -hung out with people -to the movies -watched madagascarian cockroaches fly around (eww) -slept at jesses
sunday: -subway -saw jericko -taco bell -jesses -went to kats -went to kevin olahs (?) -back to kats at 12 where i talked to Billy until like 1ish
today: -went to Billys -back to kats -hung out with tony and kevin j *(updated)* -went out with anti and his friend -back out with billy -out with john, billy, arand and kat -to the beach -dinner at kats -out with john, billy, kat, arand, and keith -home thanks to billy giving john 5 bucks
thats all so far.. =] or atleast thats all i can remember.. =]
<3 tasha |
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| 03:17pm 22/05/2003 |
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i got to hug a thugish kid today! woo-ie! he was kinda cute.. but *HE* is wayyy hotter <3 and i made a *Hamrot Fish* i am so fuckin' cool sometimes. <3 tasha |
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| 10:48am 18/05/2003 |
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Muh YESTERday consisted of: *Jesters in the A.M. *Office Depot *Sally's Beauty Supply *Some Brazillian shop *Bus ride to Pauls *Seeing Joey driving with HER *Target *Coral Ridge Mall *Missing the movies with Jesse *Back to Jesters *Hair cut *PIS with Jester, Jesse & his 2 friends - Andrew and Jonathan *TWINS* *Trying to take photos of Hitler hair guy *Back to Jesters for sleep time *Couldnt sleep so we layed there talking until 1 or so *Slept all night while Common Rider played on the stereo.
Muh TOday consists of: *Dropping off books at Jesses at 10 am (soooo early -- he's so hott in the morning LOL) *Showering *Making muh hair HOTT HOTT HOTT *Brunch with the Fam for great grandmas 87th bday .... to be continued
....continuance: *Visited great grandpa at the cemetary -- i miss and love him *gonna watch Donnie Darko for the 321749 time!!! |
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| 02:59pm 15/05/2003 |
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he's not my boyfriend.. so why do i get jealous when he's with her? |
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| 07:53pm 14/05/2003 |
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[ Current Clothes ] pinkish skirt, pink shirt, white socks, blue undies [ Current Mood ] happy! [ Current Music ] slayer [ Current Taste ] taco bell and coca-cola [ Current Make-up ] none [ Current Hair ] um, same as always, gelled down in front, gelled out in back.. [ Current Annoyance ] that they didnt give me my cherry pepsi at taco bell [ Current Smell ] air [ Current Favorite Artist ] umm.. [ Current Desktop Picture ] billy martin [ Current Favorite Group(s) ] deadsy, crossbreed, slayer, bouncing souls, *the decline*, linkin park, msi, soad, orgy, glassjaw, and....... skycamefalling [ Current Book you're reading ] My Darling, My Hamburger [ Current CD in CD Player] i have 60 in there.. =[ but in my portable.. linkin park [ Current Color Of Toenails ] uhh.. heh natural colored [ Current Refreshment ] coca-cola [ Current Worry ] that he'll meet someone better than me..
LAST PERSON... [ You Touched ] jessicka [ You Talked to ] my mom [ You Hugged ] jessicka [ You Instant messaged ] devin [ You Yelled At ] the drivers on green rd for not letting me cross [ You Kissed ] can't say..
FAVORITE... [ Food ] stuffed crust cheese pizza, sushi, cheesy gordita crunch [ Drink ] vanilla coke! [ Color ] pink [ Album ] orgy - candyass [ Shoes ] my pink old navy sandals [ Candy ] wonka bars [ Animal ] cute little puppies [ TV Show ] that 70's show (it's on right now) [ Movie ] rocky horror picture show, titanic, peter pan, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, batman, aristocats [ Dance ] the tango mwaha its so sexy how the guy has the rose and what not lol [ Song ] itsy bitsy titsy girl [ Vegetable ] broccoli [ Fruit ] pears [ Cartoon ] powerpuff girls
ARE YOU... [ Understanding ] hell no [ Open-minded ] yes [ Arrogant ] yes [ Insecure ] kind of [ Interesting ] nope [ Random ] yes [ Friendly ] sure [ Smart ] sure [ Moody ] yesss [ Childish ] yea [ Independent ] not really [ Hard working ] nope [ Organized ] nope [ Healthy ] sure [ Emotionally Stable ] pshh [ Shy ] yea kinda [ Difficult ] yes [ Attractive ] not really [ Bored Easily ] always [ Messy ] yes [ Thirsty ] sometimes [ Responsible ] nope [ Obsessed ] kinda haha [ Angry ] yes [ Sad ] yes [ Happy ] yes [ Hyper ] no [ Trusting ] umm.. kind of [ Talkative ] no =[
WHO DO YOU WANT TO... [ Kill ] joey [ Slap ] joey [ Get Really Wasted With ] no one im done with that shit [ Get High With ] see above [ Look Like ] katie holmes [ Talk To Offline ] i dono [ Talk To Online ] i dono
[ My Name Is ] tasha [ In The Morning I Am ] too tired [ All I Need Is ] love [ Love Is ] fucked up [ I'm Afraid of ] losing people i care about [ I Dream About ] a lot of things
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . . [ Pictured your crush naked? ] not really.. [ Actually seen ur crush naked ] no =[ [ Been in love ] not yet.. [ Cried when someone died ] yes [ Lied ] yes
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [ Coke or pepsi ] coke [ Flowers or candy] flowers [ Tall or short ] taller than me
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do u notice first?] eyes [last person u slow danced with] =[ i dont know [worst question to ask] umm..
-W H O- [makes u laugh the most?] jesse cuz he so retarted lol [makes you smile] my uncle mike [gives u a funny feeling when u see them] him [who do you have a crush on?] him [who has a crush on u?] i hope him lol [is easiest to talk to] kathy
-D O. Y O U .E V E R- [sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] no [save aol/aim conversations] not anymore [wish u were a member of the opposite sex] not really [cried because of someone saying something to you] yea
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [fallen for your best friend] yes.. [been rejected] i dont think so [rejected someone] yeah the other day [used someone] no [been cheated on] yea i think [done something you regret] yea
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone] manisha [you laughed with] jessicka and paul
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [smoke cigarettes] no [obsessive] sometimes lol [could u live without the computer?] no [color ur hair] yea [ever get off the damn computer] no [habla espanol] no
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 73 [drink alchohol?] no [like watching sunrises or sunset] yes [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional
-N U M B E R- of times I have had my heart broken?: uhhh.. none ? of hearts I have broken?: 1 i think of guys I have kissed?: and meant it? 5 of girls I have kissed?: 2 of continents I have lived in?: one. of tight friends?: 4 of cd's that I own?: over 100 of scars on my body?: too many of things in my past that I regret?: a lot
I KNOW: that herbal essence smells good I WANT: him I HAVE: a pink crayon lamp I WISH: upon a star I HATE: being denyed I MISS: the way things used to be I FEAR: losing the people i love duh I HEAR: me clicking the keys and bernie mac I WONDER: if he likes me I REGRET: oh so many things I LOVE: my family I ACHE: because i am tired I CARE: like a bear I ALWAYS: am tired I AM NOT: organized I DANCE: like never I SING: like never I CRY: a lot I DO NOT ALWAYS: get what i want I FIGHT: for my right to party I WRITE: depressing things I WIN: in a lot of arguments I LOSE: at video games I CONFUSE: kathleen I LISTEN: too often I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: sitting here on my computer I NEED: love I AM HAPPY: since joey dumped me I SHOULD HAVE: a new boyfriend who will care about me |
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| 07:25pm 14/05/2003 |
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mood:  content
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another fuckin great ass day! i LOVE being single!!!!!! <3 tasha |
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| 09:33pm 13/05/2003 |
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i got asked out today.. but i had to say no.
but im so happy. not about being asked out. happy in general.
<3 tasha |
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| 07:57pm 12/05/2003 |
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Wow. this is getting more serious than I thought. i'm not quite sure if my body thinks I am bulimic or if I am or what! I hardly ate today, honest all of 3 cookies and some wheat thins oh and a piece of pizza crust. So what is there of that to make me sick off of? I slept a good couple hours and when I was woke by my mom's boyfriend to borrow six dollars I got a mood swing. I flipped out on him, went back upstairs, tried to get back to sleep. Then all of a sudden my tummy was rumbling and saliva was rushing to my mouth. I almost puked I swear! I either need to start taking vitamins if I am not going to eat, or go to the doctor for this. I'm not sure if I am not eating because I do not want him to see me eat, but thats rediculous because i've eaten in front of him before. gawd, help me someone! if anyone knows what to do, please tell me. give me your insight!! not to mention, now my throat hurts. |
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