and so i fall, i don't wanna feel this small -- you know i just can't handle this, handle this at all   
12:52pm 24/11/2003
 
mood: blah
music: Something Corporate
I have done nothing in the way of taking care of myself. The reason, of course, is because I'm in class all day and then in work all night, and I have so much to do in the way of papers and things that it's just beyond ridiculous. Wednesday (after work) and Thursday (when I get back here, after Thanksgiving dinner) I'm doing my Modern Comparative Politics paper on Hungary (I think). Sunday I'm going to prepare the presentation I have to give on France. Then next Tuesday, I'm going to do the research for American Presidency, but I've changed my topic, so I really need to run it past him on Monday. I'm sure he won't be happy, but I'm sure I'll be able to talk him into it.

Anyway, let's see...starting tomorrow, I'm going to get up and kickbox and do the strength training. I can't keep coming up with these stupid excuses. How am I ever going to get started if I keep letting myself off the hook? In short, I won't. So that's that. I have to get up tomorrow and do it, and kick myself in the ass. Working with Janene, she's been providing me with information that I already knew, but it's kind of like I guess I should hear it again so that I can remember. Lay off the carbs. Strength training is almost twice as important as cardio, so I realllllllly need to do it. Shit like that. I have to get started.

Don't have the time? Hmph. Of course I have the time to take care of myself. And I need to do it already. I'll feel less blah -- I'll have more energy, more confidence, and I'll feel wonderful. Who wouldn't want that?!		  
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