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hey people... Looks like no one has written in here for a while.WE should write more... come fellow smokers... ::rolls her eyes:: whatever. If anyone does still happen to be alive on here.... RESPOND!!! let's go.. sorry I'm just really bored, as you can probably tell. I wanted to meet some people so I can get some comments, and make some friends to comment on, so I came to look at the old community I joined. Only, it looks like everyone died.
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[23 Jul 2004|12:15pm] |
It comes on like summer breeze and ends like winter freeze. All for just a measly four letter word. Fuck it. I will always be luckless. Reckless. Faceless. You are a disgrace to us.
I'LL NEVER FUCKING BELIEVE YOU...EVEN IF YOU ARE PRETTY...A BABYFACE DOESN'T MAKE YOU AN HONEST PERSON...REMEMBER THE SAME THING GOES FOR ME. MY MIND IS TWISTED OVER...GLASS KISSES AND MEMORIES...YOU'RE A FUCKING BACKSTABBING SLUT...YOUR GOOD DAMN LUCK YOU HAD A CHANCE TO FUCK ME!
Haven't you had enough? Drunk by 2 PM and you think you're tough. Messed up...FUCKED UP...BURNED UP...seeing triple. So fucking simple...you miss it. Dismissed it for your heart. Exsisted still at start. Mister Beautiful will you must have a heart...give up the glory of my wound because there are better things to do and both our deaths are coming soon.
YOU LIE LIKE A FUCKING DOG...YOU AREN'T WORTH THIS SONG...BUT THE SEX IS BETTER, I'LL AGREE...YOU'RE THE FUCKING PORTRAIT OF MY FUCK DREAMS...THE BOOZE IS ON THE TABLE...THE JOINT IS BEING LIT...I'LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING TO REMEMBER..BECAUSE I LIKE TO DEAL WITH THIS FUCKING SHIT...
My legs are weak and I am sick from one person's pain you tried to fix...I know you don't mean to be a prick. I exsist. I do not resist. And I never will resist you...beautiful... your eyes shine like the grass at 5 in the morning. Into weed and scoring. Adoring. The cool hot acid is pouring...I won't settle for ignoring...ignorance...And I don't know who wouldn't accept that...it's perfect.
BUT YOUR EYES LIE LIKE CRAZY MINDS...IT WOULD BE EASIER FOR YOU TO DIE...TAKE A LESSON FROM ME... IT'S HOT TO CRY...I KNOW YOU ARE DEEP SO YOU TELL ME WHY. YOU FUCKING CRAZY PRIZE...I NEED THOSE EYES...TAKE ME DOWN SO THAT YOU CAN RISE...NOT SUCH THING AS A STONER COMPROMISE
...Mister Beautiful, Mister Morning Eyes...will you...honestly come back tomorrow...or is it just a lie. And after the pipe is kicked, we'll be young and horny, we'll be fucking ripped. You'll press your soft lips into mine and hold me close to kill the time...you smell like resin...blowing my mind. It's so good to be able to get this kind. The way your glazed, naive eyes shine...
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING! THIS IS NOT...FUCKING AMAZING. YOU WILL NEVER FUCKING REPAY ME...THIS SHIT IS FUCKING CRAZY...I'VE HAD ENOUGH...KILL AND LAY ME! I WANT ONE OF MY OWN TO HAVE...MAYBE I DO LIKE PERVERTS, LIKE THAT, MAYBE I WANT TO LIVE FAST!
...I don't know if I can last...my mind bleeds masturbating to my past...Your eyes are the color of grass...only red and hazy...good contrast.
I AM THE ANGRY LITTLE BITCH, JAILBAIT, FULL OF HATE...BUT I COORPERATE...IT'S FUCKING TOO LATE....---
Here's what I got so far for the end of the story I wrote, first I write my own note...tip back your head and slit your throat...you hardly spoke...bring back the low...then next I slit my own...bring back the low. Something my heart should know...I will never grow...Still scars from years ago...I'll fade out slow...you'd never know...take on my silver lining...I am the queen of beauty findings...take on the rhyming...fade out like stoner eyes...with shine like the grass at five AM. I sure showed them....
I was stoned when I wrote it so the flow is kind of off, but with the right hardcore music I think it would be a good song...maybe needs some editing
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[16 Jul 2004|08:19am] |
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Where the hell is everyone?
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[01 Jul 2004|11:11pm] |
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I'm new to Blurty, and to this community. I'd like it if someone would drop me a post and let me know that I'm not alone in this shit-hole of a world. At least, out here in hicville PA. Anyone orriginally from CO? I am. Feel free to drop in at my Blurty Journal and read. There's only two posts in there so far, but I think you might get the feel as to who I am and what kind of a person I am.
Thanx
The name's Spike.
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I live off you-X-Ray Spex |
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Yeah, I'm new to this. Just felt like postin'.
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[03 Jun 2004|01:03am] |
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this place is dead.
guh
.::neone know where to get RED lipstick? i mean red. its always pink when i get it home::.
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[03 Jun 2004|01:04am] |
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this place is dead.
guh
.::neone know where to get RED lipstick? i mean red. its always pink when i get it home::.
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[03 Jun 2004|01:03am] |
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this place is dead.
guh
.::neone know where to get RED lipstick? i mean red. its always pink when i get it home::.
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wow.. fantastic night. spencers bday was yesterday and his dad was in the most glorious mood. it made spents birthday that much better. he was so happy he could spend it w. his dad. gin to dinner 2night w. spenc, his dad and his gram kay, hopefully bill 2.. bc. he entertains me. hes such a sweel guy. then 2morro spenc, my bro jer and i are heading to syracuse. saturday im going fishing for the 1st time w. spencer, his dad and his grampa lincoln, whom i still havn't had the chance to grace. nd then sunday, band practice at epis. they are making another video. i hope that danielle and john can come cause after us 4 are gonna chill. it will be nice.
oo so i have some news. zach is being an ass to me. idk why but hes over the top this time. so i told him off. to set this up. i'll tell u what he was saying b4 i responded.
he called me out to fight at his house. and i said i would 2night bc. i had no van right now
and he says that im hiding undera chair crying in his info
and bla bla,.. he puts a bunch of shit in his info about how he hates ppl who can't handle the truth.. meaning me
and this was my response:
SaL sMs 10 01 02: how about this zack.. u have ur mommy drive u out here
SaL sMs 10 01 02: ?
SaL sMs 10 01 02: well now i called u out.. and where are u? (hiding under you bed like always)
SaL sMs 10 01 02: got nothin huh?
SaL sMs 10 01 02: so i guess i'll see u 2night
SaL sMs 10 01 02: or will yu be gone?
SaL sMs 10 01 02: should i wait for ur answer in ur info?
SaL sMs 10 01 02: handle the truth
SaL sMs 10 01 02: alright zach
SaL sMs 10 01 02: ur a fat
SaL sMs 10 01 02: waste of life
SaL sMs 10 01 02: who pretends their life is sooo fucking horible
SaL sMs 10 01 02: that they cut themselves in odd, but easily seen places for attention
SaL sMs 10 01 02: ur like guys prolly bc u feel its ur only chance for someone to like u
SaL sMs 10 01 02: u depend on ur mother for everything
SaL sMs 10 01 02: even affection that ur obviously not recieveing from the SAME SEX
SaL sMs 10 01 02: ur a childish boy who lives his life on whats in for a "goth child".
SaL sMs 10 01 02: ur depend n being different bc. u kno there is no way for u to fit in
SaL sMs 10 01 02: u'll never move outta ur moms place unless its to move to ur dads
SaL sMs 10 01 02: must i continue?
SaL sMs 10 01 02: bc. i have so much more
platnumprozak signed off at 3:34:30 PM.
wow.. what a friend.. i don't evenunderstand what i did to him. *shakes head*
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