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Tuesday, July 10th, 2012
12:26p
...well I'm up....just started the day....having to do a little clean up of the kitchen each morning...and ended up.....having one of those wipe out sessions.....before I'd even had my coffee.....so......I'm saying....it's definitely not....due to any food or drink I'm taking...unless it's from the previous night....and is slow releasing......I did have take away.... I probably should keep track of that....but I think it's either internal chemical dumping.....or something subliminal....from elsewhere....and I've always said that...

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12:26p
But it's off to a great start to the day....as far as I'm concerned...

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12:28p
...and I've just gone out to the mail box and there's a letter from the Professor....which I will open later today...

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12:34p
I doubt that it's got any thing to do with that....but I have thought that it might....it's the same with the Uni gear that went on at Law School....you know....there's certain things that happen....which you think might be related to it....but it seems kind of ridiculous at the same time.....but the "subliminal"....element....does tend to let your mind drift to certain things occurring in your life at that time....

...I have mentioned there are other possibilities......

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12:35p
I'm about 70% certain....it could be those things...I just don't know.

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12:37p
...I definitely think it's brain related....so not sure if something's being stored...then dumping...it's just strange....

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12:45p
..interestingly...the cat appears to have been altered to another presence in the room....and is investigating under the cabinet.

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1:44p
So I just read the letter from the Professor.....the information in it....reads...
"your chance of succeeding in your planned legal action are minimal"......
his advice is to return to the public system for ongoing management.
...there are a couple of other statements....and I don't disagree with what his said....I have called the office only because the letter was based on only two documents provided and as I mentioned on the phone, I have a folders worth of documents on the matter...but didn't think this early it would be suitable to photo copy them all so that he could have a copy....the request really was only for the legal document....and his decision was based on that and the notes at the Adelaide Hospital.

You know it's difficult to call....you know he mentions the ongoing maintenance of "my mouth"....but personally...my opinion still is....it was damaged by a procedure...and thus far...it's been irreparably so...
..other than for the device that's currently in place....
....you know...

I know that court actions are based on the burden of proof...and I am willing to accept good advice...I just feel he should have access to all documents...

mind you....I am very aware.....that a great number of the documents were taken from people in private practice....who I did not agree with...however given that I have studied some science....and actually have reasonable aptitude for it....I did study through to matriculation various sciences...and some Uni-Science...I think there's plenty of evidence of contradiction in the various letters etc that I have which show....it wasn't much more than people trying to exploit me for money....

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1:45p
...and basically his letter....tends to reinforce that the matter probably won't be much more than that again...

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1:46p
...so you know...pretty shitty situation....but that happens...

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2:01p
...but you know what I could tell you....I probably will never go to a dentist again....because I have significant evidence which indicates....half of them...don't use their equipment with care....half of them....can't read an x-ray.....etc....etc...and a percentage of them make diagnosis without full information...

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2:02p
I mean realistically ...possibly the only time I will return to them.....is if I ever need dentures.....

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2:03p
Although I will in spare moments...continue with the slow search of finding a dentist which can do dental implants....although obviously there's an issue with the one's here in Adelaide....

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2:05p
...you know I know what happened....I know I didn't say anything to the dental nurse at the periodontal clinic...but ended up with a bunch of paperwork that says I did...along with the Centerlink crap....and it is crap...I did knock that girl...but she stopped in front of me...and no bad language was used in the office....yes I did raise my voice at times..and I do...when I'm getting pissed around and infuriated...

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2:19p
..you know obviously if....I start getting jaw breaking pain from a tooth...I'd go to the dentist...and I am aware that I did have isolated dental issues...some pocketing in the back....but the area's where the damage was done...there was no indication of dental issues...and at no stage were they pointed out to me as area's where there was issues... ..it's been a complete bunch of bullshit.

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3:16p
...so obviously time to get started....I had to get a couple of other things out the way first...

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5:43p
...finished going through those con figs....and it's interesting....I did have a fairly usual but subtle sound going through this section....but I've tried a couple of things....which really bring out.....a fairly banging sound.....not sure if I'll take it that way....although generally I want to....but wont decide....till I've gone through them again....might stop for a quick break...and maybe a quick exercise routine...

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6:35p
...time to get a coffee and get back to it..

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7:23p
...this bit's has been like doing brain surgery.....and I've just cut away enough layers of tissue....to find the throbbing tumor....not the best way to put it...but it's a part where....if I do it.....there would be about 3 seconds of some serious brain crunching....which is why I am more than tempted to do it...

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7:59p
.....or ...another way....the left ventricles about to implode.....OD style...

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8:00p
...so we've got to limit the rush you know...

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8:01p
...here's your 3 second dose of madness...

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8:33p
hey...as long as you've got something there to bring your heart rate down...we shouldn't have any problems...so try sucking on a cone..

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8:33p
lol...

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8:34p
....or better yet...find a dopamine...fiend...

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8:34p
lol...

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8:38p
........as you can probably tell ...I'm drifting in to hyper at this part of the track..

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9:34p
people might think I'm callous......and others say I'm mean...
because I don't care about those who've died by OverD'ing
well of course I don't think it's great...but boy do I like to jam
with the 20 million.....who still party like they can...

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10:15p
so I'm going to have to do a mix down of four settings....because it is that close in working out....what amp's this sound out best....

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10:16p
...just thought I'd take a break...and let people know....

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10:20p
...you know I'm juicing it right up....to blow out some of those speakers...

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10:24p
....yeah....were going to give them....pound.....for pound......

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10:31p
...there was one stand out in the mix down....why it's always used as a last resort....

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10:35p
(and actually the final selection with no change to the con figs at all was pretty good....really interesting section of music....because believe this or not.....I could pick any one element in this section.....and bring it out....and it would sound....totally flipped out....because each section that was put together for it....I really twisted it....but I'll admit this....in the last section...I've got close to one of the most twisted sounds that I've put out yet....you know...it would be like an oceanographer...listening for marine life....and then getting 200 Amps..in an ear piece....real get your head phones off...and recover your brain gear....)...

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10:36p
...you know....really pushing my limits on it...

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10:36p
hey so be warned....I haven't got it loud....but there's some real sound in it...

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10:49p
...so time to move on....last instrumentation....then back to the vocals...to finalize.

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11:13p
okay...that's it....my head can't take any more of that tonight....didn't get as much as I would have liked done...but enough ...so....a little bit of me time...did 3 exercises today...or 60 reps...was planning on doing another one...but didn't get to it...the morning was off to a slow start....but tomorrow won't be.....

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