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Thursday, May 10th, 2012
1:20a
..time to crash out..finished birthday shopping....(although still plan to get one more present for mum)....had to miss out on a few things myself this week.....if I want to keep to a budget....
..and probably have some big ticket items that I actually need to purchase....but don't want too....soon..

..anyway...time for bed....goodnight...


Good news though I have some new aromatherapy oils on the way soon....which I'm really looking forward to getting...once again...a couple of them are scents my nose has never experienced....so that's always kind of exciting....bye for now. .

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10:55a
Well I'm up about to get started on the day....have a coffee...it's sunny outside....so will work for a few hours on the track....have an hour garden break....and back to the track...

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1:00p
..so working on the track, made my first call also to a lawyer who returned a call some time back...in a bit of a shit really...about things going on here in Adelaide....tossing around some of those things that I just feel have made life more difficult than it should be....and I don't actually think age has got anything to do with it....as much as...say corporate bias has....

..you know I through some gear out there yesterday about having English heritage....but I don't know what part it plays in my life anymore, you know, I've traveled, I've been influenced by a variety of cultures...
and probably what I'm trying to do is live life..without having to conform to one role model....which in Australian society at least....that feels like what's going on....and I don't know if that's the separation of English society from it's roots....if it's Australian culture as it's now coming through from a very international Republican type system of process..
it's difficult to work out....

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1:02p
...but what I do know...is from having left school....having left tertiary study....having moved into the work force....and now working in it under very different agenda's.....I can't say....what I feel is right.

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1:04p
You know you've got liberationalists...you've got cultural identity....global agendas....all these things....which influence you every day....
and I am just trying to figure out...when I was last positively influenced by anything going on in society....

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1:04p
...you know....every thing seems to be at conflict with everything else..

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1:09p
...and it's like school....there's all these teaching agenda's....which retrospectively you would think lead to something in society....but at that same time....society is trying to reject everything people do with that education......so that responsibility is diminished.....and that comes down to Government departmental issues...."plans for the future"....all that gear...

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1:11p
...some agenda's just seem to be too much of a burden on other people... and when Government only has one agenda....it fails those agenda's its not supporting...

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1:17p
..and it goes down to global colonization...people get displaced moved from one side of the world to another...and again...if you think Australia is only some 300 to 400 years old...yet already it is clearly established that it's been mined to death....you know it's pretty clear it's been an invade...take what you can policy...and who know's what....

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1:20p
....your being educated to do work that the Government is providing less and less aid too....sure you could say well it's moving to Privatization...but when privatization isn't there fore you....you've got a big mess being built.

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1:25p
...anyway back to this track.....all I know is that....I really believe....I have suffered at the hands of a number of injustices here....all of which...effectively have mechanisms of response....yet...all those have failed.....so if you ask me....why I have a negative attitude to so many things....I have explained why.....
You could say ....well if you'd studied corporations law...and had shares in your own company....and blah...blah....you'd be sitting pretty ...that might be the case....but I probably would have gone to the same dentist...one in the area...and I would have done the same thing once it occurred...tried to locate a lawyer....etc..you know...you can't change the facts of a situation....

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1:27p
...it's like you can't say....well if you were more experienced in this field you'd get this work....it is still very much a case of...well if you were male...you would more likely get this position...that's not a dig at males...although possibly sometimes I should be making more digs because of it....but I do like to give people the benefit of the doubt.

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1:30p
....again....personally I just question the agenda's of the people....who seem to feel the world needs to be taken control of...you know....many a village and many a country was doing fine....until...other's took control.

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1:31p
...so again....to me...what I have is problems with the "Big Think Tank"...which isn't thinking about me.

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1:34p
..and hey....I know...I live in a nice environment...I have nice things around me....but effectively other than by my own work to expand...the networks...that everyone boosts...oh this is what was put in place for the future generations etc....well when they get sold off to foreign interests...don't actually provide that much assistance for the people they were alleged to have been put in place for....and that is the problem that occurs when you move from a Statehood to privatization...

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1:36p
...you know it's like....if I said...okay...I'm going to build a well at the end of the yard and bottle fresh spring water....and sell it to people in my area....my kids when I die decide....okay....were going to change the plan and sell this water to foreign markets....the original plan is lost....and because of it ....someone suffers.

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1:37p
...simple example....but just shows what happens...when that starts happening...with every local asset which no longer has local value.

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1:37p
And Australia to me.....seems to have very little interest in locals.

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1:39p
I'm not saying....well you should only be local.....I'm saying....hey...when someone stops helping someone.....at the cost of just helping someone else...then generally someone will suffer....

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1:41p
...and again I can't say....well this is the only right way or this isn't the right way...I can say though...I know when I'm suffering....and I know when it's at the hand of injustice.

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1:41p
...and I don't need to say anymore....there are elements to society....which cause suffering.

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1:45p
..and again...generally I can say....well I'm actually quite disappointed with those things that have been given priority...and those things that have been given no consideration......and a lot of that I still feel stems from what Global Policy makers have done when not weighing up the costs of those policies.... and there are Monarchs...there are families all over the world...that have done very little for general world interests...but a lot for their own.

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1:46p
..and in actual fact....the very appointment to those types of positions in the past was done...on the basis that they were not acting in self interest....and that no longer seems the case.

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1:46p
There my opinion in a nut shell.

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3:26p
...okay....stop for a second for a break...finished going through the configs...and it's time to get a final choice happening on this part...I might stick to the plan....or I might go for a different sound....it's taken a little longer because of the overload in the program...

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7:25p
I can't believe how long that took....I've been fiddling...and fiddling with it....ended up not going with what I planned....and couldn't go with what I wanted....but have probably the best sound I could get going for that in place.....I just thought it would never come together...and there's still instruments in this section to work on.....might have a small break...that was pretty frustrating....and then work out...which part I'll do next.

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7:26p
...what to know something kind of interesting though?

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7:27p
As I've been working on this section...and it isn't me....I'll be listening....and say every five play backs less or more...sometimes it would seem like other sounds were coming out of the track while I was working on it....

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9:01p
You know I am really sleepy....I might even end up going to bed early this evening....having a coffee now....but already had a few big yawns.

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9:02p
Spent about 5 min's in the yard today...

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