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Saturday, April 28th, 2012
4:42a
...well I'm up.....about to get started on the day...most things have been going okay....but about three day's ago...I started having some of those "horror dreams"...it seems kind of strange...nothing for about a month...and then they start up again....weird...but the creep in last night's one wasn't too hard to shake....

..anyway onto the day...

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6:44a
...well I can tell you it's absolutely freezing this morning...

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6:47a
..in fact just pulled out an old pair of knitted hand gloves...

..and about to get started on the track...everyone's still in bed....not unexpected....and its Mum's Birthday today.

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6:56a
..oh yeah...and just because I said I was happy yesterday, it doesn't mean I don't get worked up about injustice....because I do....and it happens every day in small and subtle ways...and often in large noticeable ways...but I try not to let it eat away at my life....just get on with it....and do what I can...while not being held back from what else I can do....I think that's the issue for me....you know to some extent we've let too many people make too many of our own decisions...and again the world is a different place...even down to the fact that my mother is a third generation Australian to my father being an English Migrant, I don't discriminate, but those two simple things...both bought up in different cultural ideologies...will have some kind of effect on my upbringing.

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6:57a
..but I don't need to go on about it....it's time to do some work on this track...

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6:59a
...you know if I was living as I'm led to believe as per schooling, I'd be in full time employment....and probably be 2/3 if not finished paying off a house by now..

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7:02a
...you know the society here teaches you the life it wants you to have.....but once you get out in the real world it's not quite like that...in the paper they had some people had been on housing trust waiting lists for about 10 -to 19 years....if I'm still on it...and if my name hadn't been removed from the list....well I'm definitely one of those...the interesting thing is....I went on it because one of my friends when I was younger was on the Dole...and she dragged me along with her...

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7:04a
..and in fact at that time she was getting subsidies housing on the Dole and was living in pretty much a luxury pad....no further education nothing....I don't hold it against her...you know....I just think its kind of strange how some things operate.

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7:07a
.....I don't know a lot about the push to "Welfare State"...all I know is that there were a lot of people pushing for it oversea's and I read a few articles ..it being a means of controlling the masses type scenario...

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7:09a
..I mean generally....to me...politics has become more of a "Who can play who for what "....game of politics....with little regard to who suffers from it...I'm mean generally I could say "well I'm not too impressed by what's gone on or going on in the world"...

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7:10a
...but hey....they'll say that's life.

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7:15a
..anyway...back to the track....

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7:16a
...and brrrr. it's cold.

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7:39a
...you know probably I'm still trying to work out....if...and how oppressive the Government Rule is that were living under compared to other countries....thing is...and problem that it is....you can't really work that out as they all change over to one system....and as we've seen by the European financial fiasco at the moment....changing over to someone's advised system of rule...isn't always such a smart thing to do....

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7:52a
..the other thing with that housing gear....it could even be to do with different council areas....because as far as I know....they don't even have any housing trust homes in the hill's area....I could be wrong...I've never heard from them....but probably need to give them a call...

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8:32a
..but last time I considered all this...and I'm doing it exactly the same again the second time....the questions that come up....lend me to believe that woman are being abused by the law...regardless of who's it is...and to some extent they're also being made subservient to the imposing laws and religions....
I think that poses a lot of questions on ethics..

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8:34a
...you know I can't say....well this is right...and this is wrong...but I do know....when people are using a system to gain a form of advantage from it...and you can't deny every day people look for some kind of advantage in their daily lives...


Probably I just wonder...well where is the balance ...

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8:37a
..you know even down to the Immigration laws...an over seas couple will get placed in employment before a single female Australian will..particularly in para - professional fields.

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8:38a
...and effectively all I'm saying....is I know when I'm being done over by the "planning"....going on upstairs.

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8:38a
.but it's now its time to spray the blackberries...shouldn't take more than an hour..

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9:31a
okay....blackberries are done...in fact...they're even disappearing from the South border...which is clear...should be interesting to see over the next couple of weeks....how effective it is on the area cleared....and how they may try to adapt to grow back....all I know is I'll be watching...

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10:43a
..okay well that's finished...just did a whipper snipper of the final area's trimmed the hedge along the driveway again....a lot to sweep up...and I'm not doing anymore gardening today...in fact....I might wash my clothes and have a shower....
...sweep up tomorrow if the weathers good....arms are pretty sore...
..dad needs to take the lawn mower in to be fixed....gee surprise surprise...I ended up mowing the whole thing on three wheels...because either someone took one of the bolts off the side of the wheel....or didn't put it back on last time they repaired it...
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10:44a
...so I'm a bit pissy at the moment..

...but still hope my mum's having a good day..

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10:59a
..you know I honestly consider there's only two more garden jobs to be done....1. The Chook House Down...and 2. The hedge along the side of the garage clipped and the hose attached back to the tank...

then it would be general repairs....like
1. replace gutters on shed...they are rusted through...and kind of dangling almost...and painting the shed....
2. Clean out the shed with all the gear dumped in it...basically and I'm not exaggerating it looks like a dump....nothing is put in anything...everything is just dumped...and if it was cleaned out..
probably half the gear stacking up in the laundry could be moved outside and a lock put on the shed door.

..then it would be move to some inside repairs...
..those are things that actually need to be done...

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10:59a
..and in between things...are what I'll move to next in the good weather moments to do...

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11:00a
...anyway as I said...now I'm having a shower..

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12:12p
okay...well I'm in my hacked up garden gear which is clean...and my clean gear which is dirty is in the wash...and just about to give feet a pedicure...and dry hair.

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3:21p
..took a while...but gave myself a bit of a rejuvenation treatment...did my feet...did my eyes....and ended up taking out the tooth fill in and shaping it a bit ...(I think it's actually one of the firmest sitting that I've made, that's due to it covering about three teeth at the back)
..sound like I'm in bad shape...but actually despite it all I'm in quite reasonable shape...
as far as today goes....I've had enough of work ...
...tomorrow I'll open the legal paperwork...and probably even try to get those last two job's in the garden done so I don't even have to think about it anymore for a while....
..probably to some extent I'm thinking....well really I cannot afford too much more of my time going into major house operations....which regardless of how on and offish it's been...feels like what I've been doing...

..so that's probably it.. for today...I just don't want to think about doing any more work....and tomorrow need to get job hunts in...

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4:15p
..okay that's it I'm going to bed good night...
...cat's acting a little strange.

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