Tuesday, March 13th, 2012
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2:25a
finished going through a few vocal con figs and need to start narrowing it down a bit.....but probably for this section I'm going to need to leave it fairly open like the last section....because the music is all over the place for this section...and could be the biggest headache I've made yet...(which is meant to be a joke)...but it's coming together as a very odd mix of music...and that's possible all I'm going to say at this stage....
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2:27a
..while I'm not....lay down dead sleepy...I really need to think about getting to bed....as far as tomorrow goes it's a few phone calls...think that I should be starting that course......and a couple of late afternoon hours in the garden...probably by late this week maybe the weekend it will be ready for a mow....and following that....it's time to get to that blackberry patch that's taken over....
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2:31a
....but at the moment...despite a couple of very cool things...I have all these things going through my head which are kind of negative....and its really annoying me...because the last thing I was growing up was an obsessively negative person....
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2:37a
...you know....I'll be sitting away doing gear...thinking about...how I might do this or might do that...but then when I start thinking about life in general....things just go kind of negative...
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2:42a
like at the moment....these earrings I've got in ....had no hassles with....no infection.....so hey that's cool.....but the moment I start thinking about...what isn't going on in my life....that's probably when I get a little shitty....and I start thinking about the reasons that it's not going on...you know e.g. the dental gear...that's just been one long ongoing hassle...but to even consider....that I should have to pay for it to be repaired...let alone live with how it's been....you know...that has been mentally...not a good thing to live through....
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2:45a
...you know...it just takes a negative thought which for the most part come about when gear's going on which people make out isn't happening...
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2:48a
..you know and then I start thinking about things across the board so to speak...what is...and what isn't acceptable....and most of the time ended up in a ....what the hell is going on here state of mind ?.....due to for the most part...everything else that's going on in society....as it develops....which basically is what it's doing...and has been for over 3000 years....which isn't going back to far into BC.
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2:49a
...and the Commonwealth gear...you know...how can you continue to advocate for something....when realistically..does not seem to have any purpose...except maybe to be a banner for the Commonwealth Games....
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3:05a
...you know ...some of the things that I'm thinking are the last things even I would think I would be thinking....and then I start wondering...well really a lot of it could be due to the fact that these same....cultural diversity programs...have got me thinking anti my own culture...
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3:06a
...but that leads to a conversation on separatism...because those same cultural diversity policies have created cultural separatism....by which I refer to the class separation...
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3:07a
....you know ....first the world believed in marriage...now it believes in divorce... you see where I'm coming from.....
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3:08a
...all I know is from one day to the next I'll never know how I'll be feeling other than....I feel good or I feel shitty...
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3:11a
...and that same cultural diversity issue....you know....say you visit a place and you go back 10 years later...depending on how fast the people in charge are putting their plans in to place....well effectively that same place 10 years later is a different place...
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3:12a
...you know society it seems has always been or has over time become an invasive mechanism....
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3:12a
...I kind of find that a little disturbing...
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3:15a
I also just cleaned my ears...and no joke this is also kind of disturbing...but removed the biggest chunk of wax I've had in my ear...it wasn't enormous...but probably the biggest amount of wax I've ever had in my ear.....and I clean them fairly regularly....so wonder what caused that...
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3:16a
..must my ears trying to keep out the noise I'm making..
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3:47a
okay that's it....bed...sleep...or at least try to sleep....I had those all out tingly jitters up my legs last night....you know...shots of electroplasms...just going up them for a long time....it's kind of like what it would be like if someone tried to tickly you to death but....it's tingly electrodes in stead...
then get up and do the same thing over until this thing is done....you know what the really interesting thing is though....which possible might even become the incentive itself....is after I've done this CD....that's if I get through it.....effectively.....I can say....depending on my state of mind......I'm never going to do that again......
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3:47a
....you know even though I know I've got some good material sitting there....I could quite easily say.....once was enough....
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3:49a
.....although probably .....really not sure.....I'll just go back to maybe putting singles out.....maybe two a year...and get on with some different gear....
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3:52a
..I know I want to travel again as well...so....
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3:53a
realistically at this stage....all I really want to get done is...get through one album...and I'm not even half way through it...
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3:55a
I have learnt some really odd things so far from this...
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3:55a
...anyway...time for bed...hurray.
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12:05p
well I'm up about to get started on the day.
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12:58p
..just got off the phone from the tax department..that's been escalated and I'll hear from them within three days.
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1:18p
..called the Job Network to follow up on the two week program....as it is awaiting documents.
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1:19p
..which leaves this track...which is what I'm going to get stuck into.
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1:27p
..so yeah...as I said...it still seems like something's going on with that Centerlink account and my e-mail...but getting close to working out what it is...and have an appointment later this week....so will be able to resolve it then..
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1:28p
Now actually feel like crashing out again....but will do some of the track...head out to the garden around 4:30...its a warm day.
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3:54p
..you know the only thing I'm looking forward to is a shower tonight....I'm wiped out...
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4:23p
...well haven't really progressed that far today....probably just trying to get some energy back....going to do a little gardening now....then in between some time...have a shower....before getting in some clean clothes...and getting on with the next con fig....have a tentative vocal set...
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6:19p
...well the vines are done....there's about 4/5 of the bottom third to rake and clean up before a lawn mow...and I'm going to try and get a fifth done each day ...generally though....even though the yard will be done...the house requires just as much maintenance....
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...and today reading about all the different Govt policies to house students...by renovating....what is being termed slum inner city living...
..probably if I was them I would have sold up by now...only for the point that they would have some increase in land value ....and could if they looked around...find something...more suitable to live in...in terms of maintenance....you know if I was doing nothing in it....it would look like a shit heap out back...at the moment....it just looks shit....without the heap....
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6:21p
....but realistically...there are so many houses this age...that are very much in the same condition....you know weather worn...and needing repairs..
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6:30p
..you know generally it's not to bad...the wood work needs paint....some window curbing needs replacing...one side of a small area needs new wood work....I'd put in two new rain water tanks and new guttering on the shed.....and in a few years it will
need a new roof....that's without remodeling the back end of it....which probably could do with a paint...however the building material is not that good...
..I said this before as well...I didn't want to move into this house as a kid...
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6:32p
..you know houses...really are a pain in the butt...and I can understand why so many people rent...even though it has it's disadvantages...
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6:37p
...who knows in two months time with more repairs...and a few inside upgrades....I might say it's a great house...
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7:34p
..I'm going to crash for about 30 min's and then have a shower.
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8:13p
I can hardly move....but I'm going to try and have a shower now.
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10:22p
...so finished the shower...and just gave myself a bit of a hair cut....quite a bit actually although probably you couldn't notice it....took about 3 inches off the length it was way too long...and I could probably get away with another inch before I'd consider it too short for my pony tail.....and did a bit of shaping here and there....but again...nothing that anyone would notice...
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10:23p
..now well I'm going to do my feet.
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11:31p
...well all clean...had a powdered beetroot juice today...just had that eye contraption on my head for the allocated time span....and gave my eyes a blow out session....in my clean clothes...and wearing this really gorgeous necklace I bought which arrived today...its a baby turtle ...it's just a little bit bigger than my thumb nail...
so now time to get stuck into some work....
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11:35p
...so despite the fact...that I really was knocked out today in terms of energy....the end of the day hasn't been so bad.....
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