Saturday, February 25th, 2012
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12:05a
..well I can't look at the screen any longer...air conditioners still running on high...about to switch it off...and get some sleep...
..not sure about tomorrow....it was so hot today, I could hardly think or move....(although I did rake up a few small leave piles around 8:00)......well actual they're enormous...but it's because there's so many leaves down there....you know...there's actually going to be two big piles of gear....and by the time I finished....they're both going to be the size of a statesman car believe it or not...
so that's it time to crash out....goodnight....
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11:58a
well I'm up and not well rested ....due to a mix of the cat and dad annoying me from about 4:00 on this morning.
Again it's hot and I've started the day with an ice cream.
Now on to this track....probably will get out in the garden around 4:00.
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2:51p
...just getting some lunch in between working on the con fig of the track and thinking about a few things that still drive me up the wall in terms of Government/Monarch/Bureaucracy.
Probably I am ticking some of the...well hang on a minute...questions....that it seems no one bothered to ask....that still annoy me....you know...the separation of classes by definitions of wealth...that kind of thing...when you consider...that half of land wealth was acquired by warring men...
...and just reading about the super polices in Australia and how about 10 million people have them....which effectively leaves 12 million who don't....and if you consider the wide range of reasons that would be....it gives you a fair indication of the growing inequity in this country.
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2:52p
...so yeah....just throwing around some of those things..which spell out as a rigged system.
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2:53p
Sure I know....things can happen...people can win the lottery..etc...but people who are being left out of the economic picture....while someone else establishes wealth by a number written on paper....you know....figures are just not adding up...
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2:55p
..and when the figures aren't adding up...because a group of people decided they'd start making selective choices...which is what bureaucracy has done when it comes to Govt positions...well I see figures getting skewed in favor of one sector of the economy.
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2:56p
And when even till this day...education institutions are still giving me the run around in terms of education....well I'm just thinking about who...I'd like to take out of the picture first.
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3:00p
..You know to some extent...and I was just quickly checking out an article...but apparently for the last 100 years world debt and lending has spiraled so far out of control that effectively it will never be paid back.....now I'm wondering what happened in the last 100 years to cause that kind of situation....
I probably won't have to look too far to find it.
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3:05p
...the other thing is...well way back when...people resided in places where there were food supplies....over time...as skills developed....people became more artistic and scientific in their developments....money was traded for skills...skills built products people wanted.....but I get the feeling....it's that demand and supply....along with...immigration causing the issues....you know if you've got 2 billion people living in your country and they all want a TV....where are you going to get the money from ?
All those kind of equations...??..that don't always add up...unless someone's being undermined...
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3:08p
..you know if you go back to when they were rowing boats to different countries....it was the guy with the biggest whip....that stood at the front of the boat...
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3:21p
...I think I'm just thinking negatively ....due to the fact....that I'm pretty sure....much like days of old....people killed people who stood in their way.....and I just have a feeling that from what I've experienced here in Australia via the education system..."Church Based", mind you....I've experienced something....that its fair to say I don't like...
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3:24p
I can't say....why...I don't like it...because ..it's difficult to say...well that's to blame......I'm thinking....well is it the banking system....is it the way that law is being developed...is it Church is it Government...or is it immigration.....
...the one fact I do know....that via nomadic lifestyles...people moved on...when resources grow scare.....but in the case of an Authoritarian Government.....the Government moves people off shore to make more money for it...
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3:27p
...and that's probably why I still have issues regarding this English Monarchy gear....and you know...the whole thing even down to the current Labor Party leaders in Australia...
..personally to me the whole term they were in power has been a complete right off in terms of effectiveness for the Australian people because they've turned it into not much more than a circus....and it's kind of disgusting really.
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3:29p
I mean realistically I'm still of the opinion that...the parliament soul be shot...and so should the Monarchy.
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3:30p
...my opinion might change...but not while I'm living through the bullshit that's going on in this country...
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3:32p
...probably the greatest displeasure of all....is if it had been over 400 years ago....the probably could have been and it would have been legal.
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3:44p
you know if you look at it from it's lowest common denominator...some of these countries that are immigrating to Australia....the "chiefs or kings"...of those countries...well it's actually their policy to destroy other countries by getting their own men/woman on the ground...and Australia is a clear example....with its multi-cultural policy of that phenomena in action......
probably the most idiotic part of it is....that at some point when Europe was being divided into different territories...
....and when those territories became over burdened...with population growth....someone didn't say....well this isn't really working as a feasible way to maintain the economy....
...it was just....push the excess somewhere else...
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3:48p
..anyway there are more problems in the world than I could possible know.....all of them stemming from someone's great idea...which doesn't turn out to be a great idea...some 50 years later...
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3:49p
..now well I'm going to crash out next to the cat for an hour...it's hot..I'm not doing any garden today....although I did have plans too..
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4:19p
..well had a bit of a cat nap....need a bit more but....if I fall asleep....I think I'll wake up at midnight...
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4:35p
...all I know is for the last four hours the cat has been stretched out about three and a half feet across the bed......
..it's hot...and it's in it's.....trying to keep cool pose..
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4:45p
.well I've gone through those con figs...and it's down to making a selection from the final list.....but it is just to hot...and my brain and my body are saying....collapse in a heap somewhere.... or do something.....other than this....because it is too hot to think....
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5:22p
...just raked up a couple of new piles....ready to be moved...sweat dripping down me.....will wait about an hour...and go out and do some more ...nothing in between at the moment..
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6:35p
Well a few more piles raked up.....I think it's getting close probably another three large ones....and the rake able area will be done...then it's just a bloody mess really....and I'm getting to my ....I'm getting pissed off with this shit threshold...
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I kind of compare it to say a Woolworths store.....you know how big those things are....now imagine if it had no roof..and the weather was constantly at it every day of the year.....people were in and out of it 24 hrs a day.....and there was only one person doing any work in it....
I think you can understand why I hit my getting shitted off threshold....
Probably what shits me off the most is....I know my parents gave up on it a long time ago....and there's two of them....so I'm wondering why when there's only me doing it....why I still am actually....you know it get's me in that.....if I had a job I'd be looking after my own place kind of mood....
..and it also gets me in that....I'd be better of renting than living in this house.... kind of mood....because I'm putting a lot of energy into it....and getting nothing out of it....because it's that hard...the work....it's not enjoyment.......
..which is what get's me on that ...I'm pissed off with these job agency merry go round...mood......
..those moods start spiraling ...they're not good moods to get into....
..probably the second shitty thing is....once I get to cutting back the blackberries.....it's not going to be due to the family planting blackberries on the property...and they really are menace....they're fucking annoying to cut back because you get cut to shreds doing it....and like I said...I'm about to get pissed off about it....
...while once it's done it's clean living to an extent....the place is too far out in the bush to be easy to maintain...
I get in my ....they should sell up mood....and then I think...well really ...all it needs is a new roof and some paint...
...which is a lot less of a hassle than thinking about entering the property market with a bank loan.....and without a full time job security income....
but I still get pissed off about it...
I'm going to try and take down the chook house this year...that's been falling down way out back for years now...
and each year I never get to it.....I'm going to start on it regardless next week....with a hammer.
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6:37p
..anyway almost back to the track time..
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6:42p
..you can buy a house in America for what they charge to put on a roof over here..
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7:07p
time to find a cool drink...and get back to work...
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8:03p
..going to crash for 20 min's on the bed again...
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8:48p
...well I'm kind of burnt out...but I'm going to try and finish the night off....getting this config correct....and then probably going to bed...which will take a few hours anyway...
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9:05p
...so ..other than that...just ticking over a few of those....well...gee I'm really not happy about this....kind of thoughts....which obviously you tend to look for reasons...
..and you know...when you go looking for them....even if you ask your parents...it doesn't mean your going to get an honest answer does it....I mean....they didn't tell me about the cat until about two years later did they....and the only reason they did was because the other one showed up..
...and personally I just think...sometimes my parents give each other a shitty time....let alone thinking about...how their kid were going to come out from it....what I'm saying...is I think there's other gear there.....and I think probably the way society has been changing over the centuries has something to do with it.....
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9:07p
..you know mum was raised one of three girls....and I gather from just small bits of information here and there....that was no great joy...
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9:09p
...like I said...you know people always have things between them....even when they don't have something to have between them....because sometimes it's just human nature...not to be how we expect people to be....because each person has their own character....
I think that explains it best....and my parents are two different people.
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9:10p
But this isn't garden gear....it's just general thinking about this and that gear....and there's so many movies that try and explore the mother daughter relationship.....I'm not sure about too many that look at the father, daughter relationship.
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9:16p
The other thing is....they are both getting older....and I'm aware of that....and they don't seem to respond to each other well in terms of that ...you know...it's really difficult living here...but to some extent...dad at times needs someone looking out for him sometimes.....because ....she has a side that the public don't see....
...but so does he maybe....you know he get's difficult when she does....and that's not unexpected....
I just get fed up with having to experience their relationship to some extent I guess....but again...it's that....having to live under the same roof syndrome...
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9:16p
.....I think there's things that a lot of people have in their lives they would like to change....some do it....some try to do it...and some never do.....
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9:18p
Probably at the end of it all....it's fair to say.... I just get fed up with people's bullshit....everyone's not just my parents...Government....School......Business...Church...
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9:18p
I mean everything has a percentage of bullshit in it...
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9:19p
Probably in my opinion....there's more bullshit in Government than in my parents lives...which is probably what makes living with them easier than living with politics.
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9:24p
....my thoughts take me places I don't like going sometimes...because it pushes the boundaries of what is and isn't acceptable in society....and many of the things I don't really find acceptable are many of the things that remain unchanged....as though they are acceptable.
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9:26p
..and it is an unresponsive Government....that to some extent via it's planning are making certain situations unacceptable for others......and that is an Australian Society at the moment.....you know in other places it possible is different...each country has it's problems....
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9:29p
...but it sure seems that it's the fundamentals that people are getting taught daily in schools....which are responsible for 90% of them which to a great extent the Church tries and solves through spirituality......but somehow in the process comes out as big a monster as the educational institutions.
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9:30p
I just think society is a real mess....
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9:32p
I mean if you went into a police station and gathered statistics from say the last three years of crime....
...it would be assaults......theft.....drink driving......murder.....etc...etc....international crime....fraud...
....and then if you assessed.....all those problems....and found a solution for them.....well you wouldn't need police would you...
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9:33p
....but the fundamentals of any market economy.....is Greed rules the marketplace.....so you have the main problem....being Greed....
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9:34p
...anyway I'm fed up with it....
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9:38p
...but more I'm fed up with what institutions the law , Government and society are doing to keep it in check...
....you know every week I get a hassle from some Government Department.....yet in reality....I should actually be the person doing the hasseling... but the Unions here don't represent unemployed...
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9:39p
I mean I'm working myself up in to one of those I'm pissed off situation....moods...
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9:42p
...but probably more than anything...I'm assessing it in light of that second semester I did at Uni....sitting in those tutorials....and hearing how people were comprehending the information they were being told....and lets face it....some of them were really..."how did they get into this course"...scenarios....and I'm the one that got jerked around because I saw though the bullshit that was going on...
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9:44p
You know my standards are high....my parents paid good money to send me to a college....where the paperwork in the last year....basically said I wasn't cutting it....yet up until end of 11 th grade I was in the top 10 percent...and then that bullshit mark when I repeated.....you know....I think back then...the education system was failing people because it needed too....
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9:44p
I mean I've gone over all this before...
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9:47p
But now....well I'm at the stage....where....all the being jerked around stunts have and are costing me everyday living expenses....and paying a dole check as some kind of complementary prize so that ....the Government can sit some fucking Goon's in parliament that treat it like a fucking tea party rather than representing the publics concerns.
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9:48p
...and claiming substantial benefits in both salary and luxury compensation items to do it...
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9:50p
I mean seriously if the Vietnam Cong invaded....I'd welcome them...and I'd tell the American Army to piss off...
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9:51p
Because lets face it and I'm not Anit-American....but America has done that much economic damage to Australian in the last 100 years in itself...
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9:52p
...yet they're selling a "Liberators Flag".
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10:11p
...you know the real irony of it all ?? The same countries that America supposedly saved Australia from in the war.....are the same countries that saved America's bottom falling out of their economy by lending them foreign money to save themselves from going bankrupt........
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10:12p
...that is the difference between knowing which countries have organized the business culture to a level which spells success.....to those countries that sell it....but the bottom line read's different.
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10:14p
and you know which countries the bottom line is sinking out of....faster than the titanic ?....those pursuing Mixed Global economies... through immigration.
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10:15p
But you know, I'll have some white lawyer Pratt in Darwin...trying to sell me the story of how America saved the world...
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10:26p
you watch...in 20 years max China will own half of America....The "Job's" bank accounts will be bankrupt and "Jews" will lose control of Wall Street.
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10:29p
That's my bet of what will happen by 2032..
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11:25p
...aughhh....it's so hot....I can't think or do a thing...I might do some window browsing.......
I've even got a bit of hay fever ...and in an hour I think I might try and crash out for the evening...
..it's still going to be warm tomorrow...but not as hot as 37 Degrees...35...which is still fairly warm...
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11:35p
it's that hot...I'm melting from the inside...
...its that hot....I've even half a liter of ice cream.
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11:36p
..it's that hot...I'm going to have to put on some diamonds to keep me cool...
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