Monday, January 9th, 2012
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12:33a
well that's it good night...
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12:21p
..well I'm up have been for about an hour...but there was a power failure...so ....just getting started again....going to move straight into the track....
..had a strange dream.....and then spent some time thinking about how I'm feeling....for the most part I was considering how centuries ago buildings were not much more than stones thrown loosely together....and over the years we see buildings and to some extent it's hard to imagine that there was ever any other way....relationships can be like that....they start out one way....and as time progresses either people make them stronger....or they destroy them by their actions......
..at the moment it's hard to determine which way ours will go.....so it's pretty much at the same point as it was last time....
...if you then consider that in terms of how different countries have changed....it's not difficult to understand why many civilizations have gone under....
life is a complex thing...and while there's many civilizations flourishing.....think about how as time passes .....how many of them will exist 2000 years from now...
you know it's like when that thing happened in Russia....I think it was....people had bins full of money...but it couldn't buy them anything....society is a really interesting creature...as are relationships....
I guess we'll just have to see...
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12:53p
..and finally the last of all postage items have turned up...so...everything accounted for...
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3:22p
The other thing....people probably think I'm anti-Australia....I'm not...what I'm anti is how various social systems are imposed upon people ..and just watching how it's all taking place from abroad....with half the people not even aware what's going on...you know it's like fallen cities....when people just decide to uproot and go somewhere else without consideration of what affect it will have on others.... .I mean while it's easy for people to get along together....there's the expectation that they should...particularly in the new "mixed cultural market"...and then when you combine that with a distinct men's cultural dominance in laws and societal development...I still say I think there's problems with that type of development....you know it's not so obvious but say in India where some of the families have 13 kids or more....to China where there's now the one child policy.....it's due to a recognition of economic policy....
so when Australia just opens the flood doors and lets everyone in....I think the fact that there's now long term unemployment in families that first established the society....that means there's problems...
..and again....you know...many societies in Europe...including England...where wiped out by soldiers wielding swords and shields.....and many of those societies were much like hippies.non-violent and unarmed...
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3:23p
...so I just still feel the same about many things....
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3:23p
..the world has spun out of control.....
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3:25p
..and those who are controlling it....do so often by a book written by other men....
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3:27p
...and I can't say I agree with every book I read...as I don't agree with every international as I don't agree with every social policy. ...you know the separation of family.....by employment policies and international business agendas is always a concern....
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3:28p
...and people pulling the strings often do so with no scruples to human beings...
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3:32p
....I mean obviously the Vikings weren't a particularly friendly species when it came to their invasive plans.....but if you consider the mechanics of man....and how it has survived down to the production of warfare mechanisms....and which countries and societies use them...... I still think...what ever planning went on....made a mess..
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3:32p
My opinion won't change on that....
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3:34p
...but hey I live in a society where guns are marketed as ways of killing Aliens....so what could one expect..
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3:37p
..anyway....about to narrow it down on this vocal take....found a few nice con figs...so it's going to be....can I get a better sound on this...or maintain the consistency...
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5:03p
okay...well that vocal con fig has actually been decided....and I ended up changing it.....it got down to three choices....and that included the one that I was already working with...probably if someone else was here....they might have picked the other one....because it created a more interesting effect on the track....but I went with the more clarity on that choice....probably one of the more difficult decisions...believe it or not....
..anyway....time for the next vocal take........the end is getting near on this track...
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5:20p
might get an hour of gardening in at 5:30 clear a couple of those piles from the back garden....need to put on shoes...
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6:26p
well that's enough....I'm sweating like crazy....and it's pretty cool....just shifted I think 9 loads from the top third of the back yard........and there's still three piles to move....and about a third of that area to rake...
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6:28p
...and every time I think....my parents are skimping out on property maintenance....and it take more than just muscle to keep it standing that's for sure...
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6:39p
..and probably the same crap goes through my head in terms of division of labor....you know...there's offices full of men...who have stronger constitutions than woman....yet...woman are doing heavy labor...that in itself is not too good...the fact that woman are not paid so that they can break those bondage chains...is more disgusting....
you know...I wouldn't be so annoyed about it...if I wasn't aware that its new immigrants sitting in high paying jobs....when we were trained to do them....
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6:40p
...its just a bit of a grievance I have...but at the same time...still like getting out in the garden....the fact that I know...if I died my parents would probably sell up and move into something smaller....is probably what pisses me off a bit...
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6:50p
..my other concern is....when people are looking after the interests of their families when it comes to employment so that they can maintain properties while ignoring... the needs of others when it comes to maintaining a family property....I have issues with that....and these are directives that come through a chain of command....and when that command is only interested in the interests of it's family....that is a problem.....
..you know...I know that once a family has a home...it's usually the family home..until the family leave home and get their own homes..but it's still the same issues carried forward from last year....housing developments are not being developed for the interest of community...employment market is not matching demand....and money is going into University accounts trusts accounts ....currency sales....and very few people are getting a share.....
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6:53p
....and again...it's why I feel that the Germans should have their interests halted....until a fairer system is in place...and I can tell you while Australia was founded by the English....the Queen of England is a Nazi...and Australian society has developed around Nazi principles.
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7:30p
You know what...while I put my shoes on to do some of the gardening....on my right foot....and I've looked it up...its a slight bunion....but it hurts if I wear shoes too long....which is why by the time I've walked to the bus stop in shoes...around town...and get home...I'm almost limping...that's about 5 km's of walking...but it's enough more me to know...I really hate wearing shoes....
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7:31p
...but you know it's not so bad as too need surgery.....I actually probably stopped wearing shoes...or ballet shoes...which I still say were to blame....before it got too a point where the feet would be disfigured....
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7:32p
....so that is why I go through lots of thongs...and don't often shop for shoes......
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7:33p
..and I've said that before...but you know I notice it when I notice it...
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7:54p
..okay...had tea...so might do this vocal take now...
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11:13p
..so a little more tricky than I was hoping....these last three lines before the repeat lines...need a little bit of thinking....and at this stage.....I'm actually too sleepy to start thinking.... a few attempts have been kind of messy in terms of getting a music match...and really it's actually going to need a fresh start to the day.....so I'm going to call it a day for the day....need to get to town tomorrow....didn't end up finding enough time to get into some new clothes....so that's going to have to wait as well....
...might have a coffee and go to bed..
bye for now...
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11:15p
I'm probably going to have to break it up into a couple of vocal tones....while I was hoping to get it in one pattern.....thing is...I might need to try both....I was planning on doing some guitar work here...and haven't started on that yet either...so probably it will be a rough vocal take before anything comes together...
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