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Saturday, July 5th, 2008
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12:50a
all right ...I'm crashing....I'm exhausted.
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1:05a
and I'm going to give up sugar....boo hoo...I keep saying that...but I have too...
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9:45p
Okay....well I'm calling it a day, didn't get any animating done, but picked out a selection of about 13 items that I would defiantly consider buying...now just waiting for people to get back to me, that believe it or not, took all day, and then...well believe it or not, I've taken about another .5 mm of the ulceration, and looked up quite a bit of medic information in terms of doing the best to maintain the inflammation (so it dosn't get any worse) until something's done about it....so you know it's not pleasant. Along with that...well if people haven't worked out the procedure I'm using...let's just say it's incredibly painful particularly because it's so close to the teeth. You know if someone were to put a piece of dry ice on your tooth...or on the nerve near the bone....I think that would give you an indication of the pain. Thankfully it only last's for about three seconds each time I do it.......but it's a real shooting pain...it probably feels like what someone goes through before they have a heart attack....it totally sucks.... but you know what....if I clear this section before I get to the next "specialist"....at least there's no sections where I can actually feel the disintegration of the tissue....or whatever the heck it is....
Anyway I'm having a shower and going to bed....
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10:28p
Oh by the way.....given the information I've been reading....you know I thought it might be some latency in drug taking....but I've looked at a variety of dental problems associated with drug usage....and it's nothing like it...
While there may be some vitamin deficiency I'm of the belief that it's stress related/radiation/burn related. ...probably the best classification for it at this stage, in my opinion is something similar to the onset of acute necrotizing ulceration (ANUG), or believe it or not a mind form of "Trench Mouth", which is caused by a combination of stress and poor oral hygiene.
Here's an insert which pretty much sum's up my symptoms...
"On the other hand, when a patient is under prolonged stress, his or her immune system becomes depressed and instead of simply becoming inflamed, the bacteria actually start to "eat" or dissolve the living gum tissue."
So you given what I've been going through with Government Departmental gear, building a business, blah...blah...which is still an issue of contention for me, and despite the stress I have to go through getting the Government to stop writing false documents to protect themselves, and I refer to false statements made in some of the recent documents...which I will again have to go through the stress of requesting paperwork to have those statements removed because they are false and misleading....you know...it's pretty dam obvious while I look like a disease ravaged woman, rather than the attractive woman than I should be at this stage in my life....I mean I don't mean that it terms of look at me....I'm great looking...I mean it in terms of ....if adequate care was being taken, I would still look quite reasonable ....however I can tell you right now....I don't feel it...and maintaining my health has always' been a bit of a prerequisite for me, however obviously I just haven't realized how the stress of everything going on in my life would effect me, and in particular I think I refer to the lies and deceit in not only Government, the Job Network agencies, the stress with the hosting ISP company and the lack of assistance when it's come to protecting my intellectual property ...along with my parents....I mean everything has just taken it's toll....and I'm really not happy about it...I'm not happy with Mike Rann...and I'm particularly not happy with his, in my opinion thieving wife.
It seems to me for far too long, the Government has been far too complacent with it's spending, along with obvious patting on the back approach to wives and friends. We have to stop this.
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10:29p
We will not be servants anymore to uncontrolled elitism....we have to destroy them...even if it mean's war.
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