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Monday, April 28th, 2008
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12:58a
You want to know something really weird...I'm feeling a little depressed again, can't deny that, I mean you never feel on top of the world when you know you've got something new living in your mouth giving you a bad time...
And yeah it's still there...and who know's what it is, everything fine on the exterior, this time it's on the interior, near or on one of the teeth, where I still say she cut gum tissue away...and it's kind of regressed from the original gum line.
I think most likely it's some form of ulceration, maybe due to stress. I'd probably really have to give it a couple of day's to figure out if it's staying or going.....
Anyway this is the weird thing.....and I know you won't believe it.....I find it really hard to.....and I'm putting it down to either there's a ghost in this house....or there's some kind of beyond spooky shit going on. So basically this is it, you know that Sagittarius Necklace ? Well all up over about a week period it did that freaky shit and started flashing for no know reason, and of course you could say, Oh it's probably the battery going flat or something like that....but right here's the truth of the matter...you have to twist it....to turn it on....so if you twist it enough you twist it off....so I was thinking, well maybe it's because each time, I just haven't twisted it enough, but as you can imagine, on the final time, I twisted it so that basically there would be no way possible right, for it to come on. Now as you know for the last few hours I've been sleeping, got up once when mum and dad got home, and then again to go to the toilet. Anyway I get up just about five minutes ago, and the one laying next to it with the heart, the one I bought for me, well it's on and flashing green...."No Bullshit"...now of course besides the fact that I've pretty much been laying here, feeling like I'm on the edge of death in some ways, you know I kind of looked at it, and thought, well maybe it's a message from God...I mean stranger things have happened.....but still it is kind of freaky...
And of course I am a little upset...you know I've been thinking about getting health insurance, not because I think there's anything wrong with me, other than the recurrent nightmare shit that's going on in my mouth...but you know basically I'm waiting not that I want one, but it's like, right, what's it going to be next..."oh you need a root canal"...know what I mean...
So I'm annoyed I mean it's probably nothing...but still....it's annoying enough to be upsetting.
Oh yeah and that gear about that "Bell" shooting....I mean I don't think I need to go on about it anymore, but think about it....how many police using a standard issue gun could fire more than say six to eight bullets without reloading....I mean seriously I think the whole thing is a crock of shit.
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2:47a
Looks like the web sites down again.
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2:49a
Problem:
There is a traffic syn flood to Winston server box from foreign IP address. Apache service on Winston server is being shut down to prevent possible flood by malicious software, while we are investigating flood issue. You will be experiencing a problem if you have Winston. Please be patient while we are working to correct this issue, so we can test it out.
Most likely either someone from the FBI or maybe some other network that doesn't like being questioned.
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12:48p
Just got back from the city, ended up going to the police station, basically nothing important, I just wanted to confirm which officer on duty took the witness statements, no reason, other than checking a hunch. Had a quick shop around, it's mum's birthday today, couldn't really find anything, although I will check with her just in case something I looked at is suitable.
Then it was time for the walk home from the bus stop, I was dreading it, because I thought I'd be out of shape, but I don't know, in the time I've had the car on the road, I must have grown bigger or something, because it actually seemed comparably easier...hey...but I'm thankful for that, and of course in the meantime because it's a different route noticed that quite a bit of buildings going on since I last walked it.
Now, well believe it or not, it is actually time to start thinking about winding down for the day, I know that seem's strange, but my head needs a rest and as it is it's hard enough to focus on what I'm doing.
Noticed something as I sat on the bus, which does kind of disturb me a little bit...but believe it or not, it's probably something that I shouldn't discuss, which I don't really say that often do I.
Other than that, the website is down way longer than it should be....which basically just really sucks, and I've asked if it's not going to stop, I want a refund.
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