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Monday, April 21st, 2008
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1:58a
So believe it or not, gone over my to do list, and it's looking pretty healthy in terms of getting through a number of pressing items....
And now might get back to having a look at some animating....and a couple of things I need to check out with programs...and then most likely back to animating for something new...(sarcasm)..
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6:19a
Well I'd like to say, I can keep my eye's open for another couple of hours to start seeing myself into my day time routine, but for now, I'm cutting out for a good nights sleep....
Basically this evening, I've downloaded an update of one of the 3-D program's that wasn't quite doing what it's meant to, however the update seem's to have fixed a couple of issues, so in the meantime I'm umming...and urrring over what to do next...what my head want's to be doing, is going back over the manual's from top to bottom....just to get more knowledge and experience with the programs...but what I should really be doing....is just keep going with the animating....
So tomorrow when I get up....that's what I'll be doing, and hopefully after a good nights sleep today, I'll be back onto those phone calls, I've got listed tomorrow.
that's all...kind of depressed...but trying not to let life bother me....which is actually quite a hard thing to do...when it seem's I have more worries...than I'd really like to have....
Actually life is totally freaking me out at the moment ....because everything's become kind of surreal and out of place....you know I feel like one of those "white woman"...trapped in a foreign country movies....it's actually kind of disconcerting....and at this stage I'll blame it on, evolution and foreign policy.....you know I'm totally freaking out...it's like being one of those lost faces in amongst a million commuters....I feel so alone......you know with all the cement blocks bearing down on me..
You know I'm surprised there's not more movies about Australian's who lose it....like all those American farm house freak out movies...I feel like I'm living in one of those movies man...it's not good...
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6:19a
I'm going to bed.
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9:18p
The website is down currently, I'm going to check out the problem now.
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9:24p
This hosting company is beginning to offer the shittiest hosting service I've every experienced.
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9:35p
Basically they're changing the service, you know originally you could get 24 hour tech support, now, well they only have live support for Sales enquiries, which shouldn't really surprise anyone I meant that's company policy in a nut shell isn't it....sell....sell...sell....but who gives a shit if it's broken.
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10:29p
So the car was towed home this evening, and of course in the meantime everyone try's and sell's you another...but you know...I hate that car sometimes...but I also don't think there's that much wrong with it...so I'm not in a huge hurry to get rid of it. So yeah...had to roll it down the drive way, and put it in the shed, I'd actually rather keep it where I had it parked out the front, you know where I can see it....when things go down the back of the house....they tend to get forgotten, and you know while I've got it in front of my face...I do stuff about it....
I tried to talk mum and dad into letting me keep it out the front but they wouldn't...weird enough, I had a dream today, about Tumon the gray and white cat that passed away a couple of years ago...basically I saw her down the end of the driveway (where mum and dad wanted the car), at first of course I thought it couldn't be her, because she's dead, and then, I just realized that it was her, and gave her a huge hug. While I did, I noticed Tao laying in the drain, I went over to pat her because I thought she was being silly....that's when I noticed she had a broken leg. I was of course surprised and upset....I dreamt lots of weird stuff last night...something even about a gold smelter and it running down a drain....
Anyway, after the car had been towed and rolled down the drive way, came back in and sat at my desk....and I didn't mention it before but I've got this necklace that I bought for a friend a while back, it's made of glass, and has a Sagittarius sign inside it which flashes with a blue light....anyway....even though I've turned it off..it was back flashing again tonight....isn't that weird.....it was flashing a couple of nights ago also..and I did the same thing..
That's like people don't you think....while they're in front of you, you think about them, but when they're not in front of you, well you don't have to feel guilty about not feeling concerned....I think you can apply that across the board really don't you....I mean we have plenty of people stuffed down our faces daily don't we, and they're the ones that end up doing quite well, those that aren't well they don't do they....
anyway I don't want to talk anymore.....time to get back to something..
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