Wednesday, April 16th, 2008
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12:59a
Coping with Drug Paranoia
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DqjwKv4CBKM
This is another pretty down insert due to the fact...that I was a little down about being home on a rip roaring Saturday night....which is the real problem if the truth be know....
So there's only about one more update....then that's it...which is my favorite one...so maybe something worth waiting for...other than that...updated the legal conditions...and put a link from the photo gallery to the new photos, and put a link from the old photo's on the tour page which hopefully won't upset too many people...
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1:09a
You know if I were a drug lord, you know what I'd do....I'd start a historic Drugs Museum, and you know collect samples from all the distributors all over the world....you know because they really put a lot of shit and stamps on drugs...and it would be so totally cool to go to a place where I could cheek out what the stamp looked like say in 1960... I think if I was the President of the world....I'd defiantly do that...
Other than that...check out these guy's buggin out on Cocaine
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C25bQB1ZzLs&NR=1
I really enjoyed that....
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1:16a
that guy totally get's it out man...and those woman shake the booty...
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1:21a
his totally funking it out there man...
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1:39a
puts you in the party mood right...
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1:43a
the cat just went and had a spazz in the kitchen.....lol..
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2:41a
Okay...so back to seriousness.....I'm currently waiting for a couple of people at the various software companies to get back to me....e.g. burning mammoth files to disc...and tonight for the first night....I'm actually doing nothing....I think I'm pretty much in, "if I have to think for one more day...I'm going to have a flip out"....so I'm not going to think....I'm not going to do anything....and most likely I'll watch a couple of dull movies....and when morning comes around, if I am still awake I'm going to get on to the lawyer and see if they've got all documents from the police...and that's pretty much it....not sending any mail...and most likely recouping to get a second wind at life...
not that I'm totally devoted to my star sign or anything like that....but it's saying pick where you want to be in 5-10 years...and you know that's the thing really isn't it....what do I want to imagine I'll be doing in 5-10 years/where do I want to be?....I mean what would be the ultimate thing to be doing at that age....in that time....that's a hard question...because it mean's either picking the next step up....or changing direction completely ......so you know...I might actually need some down time...to keep working/thinking my way through things.....I mean everyone else is stuck in nice cooshie jobs that bring home the dollars....and I'm still trying to get to that...and really you know...with all the legal bullshit and so on...by the time anything's going to be resolved my life will be over....and that really doesn't make me too happy.....so yeah.....in serious think about life mode....you know most of the others are out there doing it....me...well I'm still thinking about it....so yeah...one day out of life to focus, and then back to the action plan....which I'm going to leave for tomorrow....because honestly at the moment, I just don't want to think about anything..because some of the stuff I do have to think about is....is just so dam shitty....
anyway you wont hear any more from me tonight....bye for now.
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