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Wednesday, March 19th, 2008
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12:58a
Today has been a dramatic day, as I step from the present into the past, and yet find the two identical, it's almost as if I were in a past life experience that still remains to be resolved. Does that make sense, I could speak of the emotion fatigue, the love, the passion, the poison of spell, and the chest, it was always the chest where he took his first bite from me, like the poison of a snake, our two lives entwine, and fate comes, the day that I take you as mine....a soul, who's home will no longer be Rome...but as Roman's do...so shall I ...and with this dagger beside me, as the sword doth cross... I will write this story....the story of such love... ...
what is this freedom that I find...
Isn't that so theatrical....lol...and tomorrow, of course as court takes session in another place, the Robes I wear, stained by India, but not as I could have know or forseen....I wear...
Anyway...I should go to bed, I have to be up early, bill's to be paid, hearing's to be heard...and still the world find's me quite absurd...perhaps as absurb as I find it...for is it not true that life is just a dream....and that dream...what is that countryman's dream...what is that friend....and who be thy enemy.....
I could have sex forever....with the mind's delight...of all who burn so quickly and all who burn so bright...
and you can sing to the power....and I will sing to the pain....of love that's born again...lol
what is this freedom that I find
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4:07p
...most likely I'll end up giving a report of the strange number of occurrences during the day later, however for now, because I did not get a wink of sleep last night...most likely because I ended up crashing half way through the day yesterday...I need a rest...everything's out of sync, including the social security office paperwork...blah..blah...more on that later...might go grab something quick to eat, and no doubt, will be awake later tonight....site's been down today....that's all...
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11:07p
So anyway, got to court early, good thing too, it seemed kind of busy, sat and listen in on a couple of hearings, and that's always' kind of upsetting, by which, you don't actually ever hear of too much good in those room's, so I have to admit, while intellectually interesting, it's not exactly a great environment.....but anyway, the judge was kind of grumpy, and obviously annoyed that I've asked for time for legal council, which I did explain I'd only just received conformation, so I wasn't exactly happy about it either. Along with having a further look at the paperwork, it seems kind of strange the guidelines or stipulations which it's given under, which again doesn't surprise me, because let's face it, really it appears to be a bit of a revenue raiser, but that's just my opinion.
Other than that, well it's Easter this weekend, and I did actually check my form, because I thought it might have to be in early, as it was, they've sent me a form with the wrong date on in March 14th, but I thought, I'd save it for today to take care of, and put it in tomorrow. As it work's out, apparently they sent out form's on March the 7th, which I never received, which stated forms had to be in by today for payment before Easter, so I'll put it in tomorrow, but basically mean's I won't see that money till next week, which in actual fact is normal, but if it had gone in today, as per the paperwork that was supposedly sent out ??...well I'd have the money tomorrow...either way it doesn't break the budget too much because to me it's just like a normal week, but it does concern me that I didn't receive the paperwork....blah...blah...
So yeah better go...the website was down again today, there's been a few bogus spam reports made which I've had to clear up, basically I'm in the process of winding down this latest promotion, but there's still a few states that haven't been mailed, which have been verified on the lists...so I'm not sure what's going on there either...but it's a pain in the butt...
And meanwhile...just trying to come to terms with a few life changing circumstances...as far as..."what the hell am I going to do with the rest of my life"....by which I mean...probably a career change....well not so much a career change, but trying to figure out, what to do to keep expanding the core business...while looking at way's to bring in income....grrrr....not only that, there's also the question of where am I going to live...I actually want to move interstate...which is probably leaving it a little late...but you know despite the fact of being reasonably happy...well you know there's just some places that you can say..."If I woke up every day to that, I'd be happy"...so that's something I need to think about....because most likely if I did move...I doubt I'd be moving back, and that's a pretty big decision to make.....but I think it's one I want to make and soon in terms of more education also...blah...blah...
so yeah...later...bye for now.
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