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Thursday, March 13th, 2008
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12:09a
It's so hot here at the moment...it's boiling degrees....I want to go have a midnight swim...and run my hand's over some bodies wet body....I feel like I need a passionate encounter tonight...I have to move out of marriedsville...and find some single guy cities...it's driving me crazy....
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1:20a
I've killed three mosquitos in the last two days...and now I'm prop hunting.
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2:17a
okay that's it...lined up a few things for the next couple of scenes, and it's time to look at set building again tomorrow....so I'm going to bed, hired a bunch of video's...night all...
Oh yeah, called most of the people on the list that got back to me, half of them we're wrong numbers and the other half, well I left a message.
Getting to the stage....where despite the fact that I'm going to keep working away on this thing, just feel like throwing my hand's up in the air....saying I'm sick of this place....and going somewhere else. You know I've been thinking about it a lot, even checked out some share accommodation prices in a couple of other states....not to mention going over sea's again to check out a couple more countries....mind you from what I'm hearing, I gather South America isn't that safe a destination, which kind of surprises me...I might be wrong...but that's what I was told recently.
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2:28p
So currently the site's down, apparently they are doing some updates.
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6:06p
So you want to know something totally freaky that happened to me today....well in my dream before I woke up...you know how I mentioned before about having a dream and someone giving me a drug...which personally I think probably was heroin/crack, and no not because I've had it but because I've heard of what its like....well this morning, it kind of happened again....it felt as though I was on something that renders you so totally lost for word's to describe it other than knowing that the moment you taste it....or it effects your body on whatever level it does, you crave it, you can immediately feel your body wanting more...not that I can understand it...other than thinking that maybe someone I'm close to on a different level, is taking it...and I'm feeling it through them, I'm serious I really believe that's what happened. Anyway, all I can recall after that is seeing some sugar like sand, about a pinch's worth...followed by sitting outside a concert, that was in some type of hall, with a low roof, completely packed and so starved of oxygen, you could just tell it would be hard to breath. I wanted to go in, I was sitting at a table with a couple of people, and they said, something like why don't you go in. I didn't have a ticket. But I watched the door, and watched for someone coming out, so that I could sneak in when the door was opened...that is such a strange dream to have, because seriously I can only think of one concert that I've ever tried to sneak into...lol..
so yeah...it was probably some type of warning about certain drugs....because seriously.....it was absolutely frightening how the feeling seemed to overwhelm me....and you know, you immediately feel the danger involved...I'm still kind of surprised by that.
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6:06p
Remind's me of guy's in some way's, they're so addictive, they become a drug.
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6:36p
So anyway....this should be the last installment on the ulceration that appeared, the area still look's pretty bad in terms of the damage that was done by the initial hygienist, not to mention the subsequent dental procedures which most likely were not correctly executed in terms of diagnosis, but the thing is the legal aid agencies and the lawyers keep going on about a small claims settlement, and personally considering the pain and suffering, along with now most likely having to replace those filling's every three months for the rest of my life, well personally I don't think the maximum of $6000 for a small claims is going to go anywhere near paying for what it has cost me personally, and that's how I feel about it professionally, but like my owe family, it seem's like getting people held accountable for their action's is like getting blood from a stone, as is finding a good lawyer...but you know I'll continue to follow through with it.
In the meantime, didn't get to make a dental appointment today, so I'll leave it for tomorrow.
lastest image
http://www.lipcrack.com/t55555555.bmp
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6:40p
I can tell you for a fact, all my gum tissue was attached correctly to my teeth prior to going to that hygienist.
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6:40p
I can tell you for a fact, all my gum tissue was attached correctly to my teeth prior to going to that hygienist.
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7:31p
So anyway, it probably doesn't look as bad as it feels from a distance, then again maybe it does
http://www.lipcrack.com/tt5.BMP
but here's the side that hasn't been done...still some two years later...
http://www.lipcrack.com/tt55.bmp
So I'm still wondering ....excuse my language....what the fuck she did on the right side to cause me so much pain, other than not using an anesthetic...that's for sure....
mind you there is some inside work that could probably do with a slight clean...
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8:52p
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I requested at the meeting that words in a document that were stipulated as mine be removed, as I never said them, and in fact believe they were written into the document so that the participating agency could protect itself.
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