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Monday, March 3rd, 2008
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12:50a
All right....this is serious, and I don't know how to say it other than to tell it like it is...and what I think is happening because of it. You see my dad is a smoker, on the weekend's or whenever his had a drink he'll start smoking. It's like a habit, which I try and tell him to stop because his not only hurting himself, his hurting other people.
Which is also why I think I need to get out of this house....I mean I keep on saying it, but don't do it, due to all number of reasons, I mean
1. It's a huge hassle
2. Finding the right people to share with, I mean, with rent the price it is, I doubt I could keep running Lipcrack.com and live on my own.
3. Location
4. Getting into a contract that doesn't allow any flexibility.
There's probably more, but that's just a few of the top of my head. Anyway, as you most likely know, there's an old saying that you're only as good as the people you surround yourself with, and of course different people tend to rub off on each other, by that I mean they can become similar in their behaviors, habits etc.
Dad has problems with his gum's, in fact he has Chronic Periodontal disease, but he won't do anything about it, and tonight after the meal, which they end up having a drink with, well he of course unconsciously starts smoking. Like I said, I asked him to stop because I think his hurting himself and inadvertently me in the process.. (although I never stand anywhere near him when he smokes because I hate it.).....anyway he went outside a couple of times to have a smoke, and I asked him not to because I explained to him, like I said, I think it hurts me, but in a different way. Anyway tonight, and let's face it I have just cleaned my teeth, so it could be anything, but I noticed that my back tooth felt strange....and by that I mean it felt different to how it felt yesterday, anyway I put the mirror up to my mouth to check it out, and it could be the way I brushed it, in fact I hope it is, but basically, around my back gum line there's some inflammation there. Basically I just don't feel like I'm in a health situation....but you know what....I think to myself, well what exactly is a health situation, because honestly I don't feel like there's many healthy people in Adelaide.... by that....I mean I couldn't even count on one hand five people who I know that are mentally and physically together.....so that kind of scares me....
I mean sure there's a lot of health clubs and so on, but you know mentally...there's not a lot of together people.
And that's not the only strange thing I can tell you about health....I mean even when my exchange student brother was here....something weird kind of happened, that got me thinking that in terms of distancing myself from things that don't feel right.
Maybe I'm just going through one of my mini stress out situations....but it's like this....okay....so I decided right...I need to get out of here.....where would I actually go where I feel it's a healthy environment...if I asked myself that question right now...you know I probably wouldn't choose to live in Adelaide. Isn't that just the saddest thing to say...I feel like I should get away from this place..
I'm not sending any mail tonight, I feel too stressed out....and it's stupid...I hardly ever let things like this bother me...but I think I should...
Where are some cool places for late 30's to go work and play ?
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1:10a
I'm going to bed, have quite a bit to do tomorrow.
Night all.
I'm probably just stressing out....but you know if you put it in context with healthy body, healthy mind etc...and then of course all the competing agenda's in world business and world politics....well you can probably see why what I think and feel....is most likely happening to you some where in a place far far away...
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2:19p
Okay so started out the day with some photo's of the ulceration. I know people think I'm probably being obsessive about this, but the fact is, I feel that a wrong was done to my body and every change is a piece of evidence to support my argument, simple as that.
So what we have here are new images
http://www.lipcrack.com/t4.BMP
Basically it looks as though the ulceration is decreasing, very slowly mind you, and inflammation appears to be still quite high. I will continue to use the current treatment that I devised. Mum ended up buying me some cream from the chemist when I showed her, she hadn't seen it as yet. So I'm thankful that she cared, but I really don't want to use their products at this stage, because I still believe in my own knowledge on the matter.
So following that, because everyone's going on about brushing my teeth....which is absolute bullshit because I have good hygiene, and I still feel they are trying to protect the first Dentist that did me wrong by cutting away gum tissue that was healthy. I did what any dentist would do, around the area of the ulceration I used my clean fingernail to pull back the gum tissue slightly to determine if there was any plaque build up under the gum line that would be causing the inflammation , you can see the results in both item
http://www.lipcrack.com/t4.BMP
and in item
http://www.lipcrack.com/t5.bmp
where I have drawn a box around the area. There is slight regression from the tooth, (which could also in part be due to the ulcer), however I am of the belief that the implements used by dentists create as many problems as they solve. You can see that the bone tissue is perfectly clean. So I would say the ulceration is not due to plaque build up under the gum line.
I will continue with daily updates.
In the mean time I contacted the Hospital and was informed that I had to contact the community dental service to get referred to the hospital. I informed them that I'd already seen her, and told them of what had occurred between all the dental groups. She said she still needed a referral from them. Which as you can see, is just putting this thing back on a merry go round of the same procedure that is certainly not working in terms of providing dental care.
Mind you I am aware of how shitty and dirty these people seem to play the game of life....which is you take the f out of it is, lie.....which is all I have received so far from these people, at the best willful disfigurement, with lack of accountability which as you can probably gather I am preparing a legal case against them.
You know education is not a freedom to cause harm to others, neither is wrong diagnosis.
Anyway back to work.
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6:14p
There is only one way to stop rampit inflation, that is to decrease the cost of services provided to the Government by the private sector. It's time to cut costs...it's time to be responsible, its time to control immigration and it's time to employ local skilled labor.
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7:38p
P.S. If any one's been looking at my book shelf for a look into my life, you better know which books I bought myself, and which were given to me, and are there just because there's no where else to put them...because you will be making a big mistake...and I'll make sure of that.
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