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Sunday, March 2nd, 2008
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10:44a
Well it's hard to say what's going on, in terms of whatever it is that's in my mouth. I've actually been using a tissue to pat dry the wound, as you most likely know because the mouth is a wet and moist environment, wound's actually take longer to heal. I think I'm having some success with that, along with apply a mild antibiotic to keep the area clean from infection. There is believe it or not, a sign of some regression of the inflammation around the gum and tooth area.
My butt is aching from the walk yesterday, which just mean's I've worked a few muscles that I obviously haven't lately....other than that....feel pretty good actually...which maybe don't want to hear...but it's the truth....mind you I am still worried about the infected area....and of course will look towards getting some assistance soon....at the moment though what interests me, is if it's parasitical, stress related, cancer related, ulcer related or burn related (?)....of course I'm completely upset that it's there at all, and feel most likely it's related to the dental procedure's that I've had. And of course avoiding brushing over the area with my tooth brush.
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1:43p
All right....I'm going to have a big spit...you know how I did some cleaning up yesterday ? Right I mopped all the floors, cleaned the kitchen and did the dishes, I also did a load of my own washing, I also did a load of mum and dad's to get it out the way, but I did it quite late, and thought right...well I've done it for them, they'll be home tomorrow, they can at least hang it out, so there's something for them to do, you know I'm not their slave (and personally you want to know how I feel, if work keeps them so busy 9-5 every week, the weekend's time to catch up on gear around the house, you know washing, buying household necessities, like washing powder, cleaning etc, anyway, they've just walked through the door, and mum starts yelling at dad, to do the couple of dishes that are on the sink (a plate I had some toast on, and a drinking glass mind you because I didn't end up cooking any tea last night, even though I bought some nice marinated chicken, I thought to myself I'd save it till tonight because the place is clean....blah..blah...I'll have time to chop up the veggies etc, I should have done it last night, dam it ), so that she can do her hand washing in the sink....honesty...some times she's a real bitch, I mean really yelling for no reason ...it's so horrifying.... And she's going on about how the house is untidy, at the moment, really as I said yesterday, it just needs someone to go through it with the vacuum....which I was going to do, but because it's so unpleasant the moment they get home, I'm not. Most likely mum will hang her clothes out...."her clothes mind you", because she only really does stuff for herself these days...and will go for a walk I bet... I feel like vomiting actually...that's how sick it is...and you know why it is ? I actually don't believe they find any joy in home life, of course looking in shops is far more exciting, getting away from work that no one's paying them to do, but you know property is an investment that pay's for itself if you look after it well.
But you know the other thing....if they just did one thing each day that was different from what they are already doing, they could improve their lives, but they're stuck in a rut, or in a routine that is not helping them.
I get stuck in those rut's too, but the thing is, planning to take action to get out of the rut....that's the wise thing to do.
Because they fail to plan wisely what to do with their time, sure going away for the weekend down the beach would be great...and I'm sure everyone would like to do it....but reality is reality...and
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1:44p
I really hate having to think for other people.
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4:00p
Okay...well I don't want to pat myself on the back to soon...and I'd really like to swear when I insult this thing that's been festering in my mouth....but I'm not going to ....you know swearing's a funny thing for me...and in fact there's quite a story behind it....and it's something I often wonder about....in my writing I do it for emphasis, although I'm well aware there's other words I can use...and often I do...but that's deviating from where I'm at...
Basically I've just taken a photo of the ulceration....and I think you will agree... an attack on all fronts is bringing around a reasonably response....
http://www.lipcrack.com/t3.BMP
I'm actually quite proud of myself on this one.... if you compare the pictures with the ones taken on Friday
http://www.lipcrack.com/t2.bmp
you'll notice the inflammation has most certainly decreased...
This has been very hard to do.....
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4:05p
You know I'd actually like to post the whole photo of that ...it's very anarchy....I've got my sunnies on...my hairs unwashed....and it looks like I'm giving the finger......maybe one day I will......
Honestly....you don't know how hard it's been....I mean I really am healthy.....so when something like this attacks....you know it kind of really hits me....in terms of "well how the hell did I get that ?".
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4:07p
so at this stage...I probably won't go to the hospital....
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6:04p
Did I happen to tell you we're here to funk it up....
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10:03p
I probably will still have to have it checked out....I've checked at a number of sites, and they do usually take a biopsy of anything like that in the mouth....they say give it a few day's....so I'll see if it continues to regress...and in the meantime book in at the hospital for the next couple of days.
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10:40p
Look you know it....and I know it...if I've got cancer....I'm going on a holiday...because it might be the last trip I ever get...
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10:45p
who know's it might even cure me...
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