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Tuesday, February 19th, 2008
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12:16a
okay...well I better call it a day...night all.
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8:59p
Wow it is absolutely boiling here today....spent most of the day going through paperwork re : the day of the alleged assault....and with my notes and police paperwork, and you know I would not be lying if I said there were so many discrepancies....it's kind of ridiculous...which I've been saying all along...
But I'll tell you how the day started out....because I've got paperwork stashed here there and everywhere....mainly due to 1. The way thing's have a way of disappearing. 2. How when I put the alarm in it had been interfered with.
I mean, I don't think I imagine those things....so I tend to stash things. So today, I actually spent half the time, trying to find the right pile of gear I'd stashed. Which of course as it works out was the last pile I found...out of all the stashes....lol.
Anyway...as a part of the process, I documented the date of each of the stashes....because as you can figure each year should lead to the next year, which the appropriate provider.
That I haven't checked....but finally found the right stash, like I said. Went through all the dates of the particular meeting's, but haven't as yet matched them all up with my journal entries...to see...basically what when on each particular day. Mind you I did check the day of the alleged assault, which as yet, I hadn't done....and mainly because after everything that's occurred I informed people of what happened on the day. And I will say it again, I don't believe I assaulted her. I mean she's made statements like I was standing to close to her, and crap like that...but personally that's what I think it is..."I mean "Oh Gee" major crime if I stand to close to someone". But I'm not going to go on about it.
I mean basically everyone think's their shit doesn't stink in this town, and I guess my opinion to that is..."who the hell do you think you are anyway"....I don't care if your dad or someone you know's got a contract for kissing someone ass....if you don't have what I'm looking for in a Job Network provider, then I have every right to complain. And at the end of the day I'll say this, you can have five high paid employee's sitting in the best office, but at the end of the day....it's the person who can get the job done...and proves they can get it done....that's the one that walks away with the Brownie Points....and at the moment, I've got two conflicting witness statements...
That's all I'm saying....and I've also got an agency that's taking that much fucking money off the Government...for it's associated business activities....which are still to be determined....that it stinks....
So at the moment, there's a couple of things that are smelling beyond fishy....one of them, is something said to me by the legal aid officer I saw on my first visit, which I'll get to later.
And the second thing that happened today. You see basically when I went in for one of the appointments, the legal aid person had a copy of the witness statement with her, I don't recall taking mine in. Anyway she told me a couple of things I needed to do re : getting statements etc. Which I did. Funny enough as I left, she offered me a copy of the witness statement....via the police. She asked me if I wanted it, I replied I had a copy at home, but took it anyway, just in case. Funny enough, I hadn't been able to find my own copy during the day, but like usual, when I just took a look at her copy, I found my own behind it. Weird. Or maybe that's the police copy and mine's still missing.
And the third thing, well that's the little network that this things moving through at the moment, I mean personally a private lawyer would most likely be best, but it's going at this stage through one recommended to me by legal aid, which is a Government Department. When does the Government provide it's own lawyers....maybe when it's trying to protect itself.
And you know the other weird thing....like yesterday when I was sitting waiting in the office prior to the legal aid meeting....I sat opposite this plaque on the wall, and it said something similar to we remember 1945 - onwards...or least we forget....you know.....and I thought to myself....and I'm not bullshitting you...what if that sign is actually in remembrance of "the Nazi's"...I mean if you were a German, and you wanted to be remembered, you'd put a plaque up, just the same as if you were a British, and wanted to be remembered for fighting in the war.......I mean...I know I'm talking a lot of "what if's?" here.....but fact is....how come, my dad and his brother....are the only people I know in this state, that I know came from London....I mean isn't that even slightly weird to anyone else...
Like I just read this "Concentration camps were established in Germany shortly after Hitler's assumption of power in 1933 as places for anyone out of step with Nazism to be detained. Socialists, communists, blacks, gypsies, vagabonds, trade unionists, and Jews were amongst those seen as undesirable."." Many were massive industrial complexes using the inmates as slaves. Disease, starvation, neglect, overwork, added to the death toll of deliberate murders".
http://www.euronet.nl/users/wilfried/ww2/ww2.htm
Right....now if you think about the current immigration policy, you know they've just started importing all these kind of "Black African types"...I mean, what if like that new's paper report that was targeting the British.....what if these people are actually psychotic...German Nazi Suppressers.......
At this stage...honesty with what's going on in my mouth....I mean I can't back anything up as yet...but I think someone's tried to murder me.....
I said to dad last night....I think I need to go into exile...but I said, if I did that, it would look like I was running away from this court thing...so it's better to get through it.......but you know if you read one of the comments in the witness statement...well you'd probably be asking some questions....it's not very nice actually.....
But that's beside the point....it's defiantly time for a break from that.
You know there was something else, I was going to say....but it's passed me....but let's face it....there's something more than weird going on in this place....and I've only just come to recognize it for what it really is....
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9:22p
Oh yeah...I just remembered....basically in that legal aid appointment I brought to there attention that the Queen is still Head of State, despite all the various legal treaties that have been forged in the evolution of Australia, which means that in the event that The United Kingdom was unsatisfied with any parliamentary process, they could take it through to the Governor General, who can declare war and in actual fact the Queen can dissolve Parliament completely and put her own people in place. Just a point of political procedure...that many seem to forget...and quite conveniently.
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10:34p
I should write a song....I'm bio-active....lol...
I've got a blister in my mouth....and I think it's about to pop...
It looks like uncle fester.....and I got it sucking cock....lol (didn't really, although it probably would have been better if I had...lol)
When my boyfriend see's it you know that I'll be dropped..
throbbing little Fester...that you know I want to pop...
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11:26p
to be continued....when I'm not in such a sick mood...lol...
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11:32p
rub it with my tongue, cos I like the pain.....
guess it's cos I'm a little psycho in the brain...lol .
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11:35p
I'm infected in my mouth...I'm infected with disease....
I'm infected with the grooves...of terminal disease...
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11:37p
that's better..
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11:48p
I've got an oral infection throbbing in my mouth
I got it giving oral....I took it in the mouth..
It's a nastie little blister of bio - active pain...
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11:49p
and if I don't get rid of it, you know I'll go insane...
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11:54p
I've got a little bubble growing in my mouth..
no it's not a juicy fruit...or banana chew...
just a little bubble of puss and goo...lol
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