Friday, February 15th, 2008
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12:04a
So today ended up pretty much zombiefied to the point of exhaustion, didn't really sleep that well last night....and today basically felt like I had an all day hangover...which like I said...was exhaustion....so at about 5:00 after the visit from the plumber...I called it quits on animating and went straight to bed..woke up a few hours later..pushed a video in the machine...nearly fell asleep and now...just got a hot drink...and will just be going back to bed again....still exhausted....mum and dad brought home a microscope..and I had a small package arrive from Canada.
It's Valentines Day, which usually I celebrate...but this year I'm not...I'm really not in Valentine mode...and it would be kind of lame to pretend that I feel really loving at this moment...when all I feel like is going to bed and getting some much needed rest.
Sorry if anyone's upset....but the best I can offer for today is "Happy Valentines Day..."...and see me in a couple of day's when I've had a chance to refuel...lol
Bye for now.
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1:21p
Okay...well I'm back today...sense of well being and strength is back up...you know sometime's I just have day's like that....had a dream about another person I still call a friend...despite the fact I haven't seen him or talked to him for over ten years...still drop by his site on the odd occasion....gave him a hug...and we talked about the surprise package I received from Canada...we seemed to be walking through the woods ....funny I found a necklace on the floor....it was made of wood...I gave it to him...isn't that weird ?
Anyway...I'm going to get through this contract to day, heard from another studio...that I'd like to get back to...and that's it...going to go and grab something to eat...and get back to it...
Bye for now....
Actually feel really motivated...
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8:08p
Okay....well sent of some info to the management company, and will be sending part of a rough draft to another group that expressed some interest.
On the gum's..woke up and put some ointment on to see what's going on with the situation, and basically it was mostly clear believe it or not....but during the day, the area became more painful. I'm not sure if that's due to the cell's interacting with what I'm eating.
Tonight moved to trying an Oral-B Amosan mouth wash, it seems to work in first instances to numb the niggling pain that I can feel in the area that has been regressing/traumatized ? due to yet to be determined reasons. Asked mum for the name of her dentist as her teeth seem to be in quite good condition, and she seemed reluctant to provide the information, as it turns out it appear's this was the dentist that put the filling's in my teeth, which personally according to the X-ray, most likely wasn't for the purpose of need, but most likely for identification purposes or perhaps just money.. .
So basically I'm at the stage where I have to identify a new dentist to take a look at the teeth, or go back to the periodontists that's already provided a quote but want's to re quote according to the work that's been done. Tough choice actually....but again, according to the Oral - B directions....Severe or persistent oral inflammation or discomfort may be serious.....and although I don't want to have a negative mind about this, personally I still believe it's serious....despite all the mouth washes in the world...so that's actually a priority next week, along with two legal appointments to attend to..
Now might get back to some animating for the evening....and that's about it....talk later.
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8:23p
You know there is one final culprit that's also possible of adding to this condition...which would exacerbate the situation if I wasn't aware of it?
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9:00p
okay...well it didn't take long for the Amosan to wear off...which I pretty much figured...so I've gone to the next stage, which is chewing a clove and stuffing it in the gap...which not only put's some pressure on the gum, which actually aid's with some of the pain that's felt in the area...but of course the clove also being a mild antiseptic/numbing agent works well.....want to make a bet with me....who bet's that the first stage of forming a prescription dependency, which of course brings in money for the Dentists/Doctors, was made by a couple of these fatal dental cuts ??...and most likely working towards some kind of bullshit mixed pill type depression death....was on the cards huh ??...I bet my life on it...
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9:00p
well guess what you fuckers....I will never surrender....
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9:33p
You know what...I think I'm getting pretty close to having this little problem solved...and you know what....once I do...I think I'm going to use my filling mixture...and fix a different gemstone to every tooth in my mouth....just for a joke....lol
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9:34p
then let's see who tries to kill me next...
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10:56p
Hey guess what I got for Valentines Day ?? 100 carrots...I mean carot's...whippie me...
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11:33p
I really got a 100 Carrots....for Valentines Day, I mean I am turning orange.
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