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Friday, February 8th, 2008
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12:12a
So I moved to an aromatherapy mouthwash tonight which I'll stick to for the next three day's, then Monday depending on how thing's are going, I'll make an appointment with the Doctors.
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1:34a
All right, I'm going to bed, tomorrow have an appointment that was made by legal aid for legal aid, I'm not supposed to be getting, so I've got no idea what's going on, but I might as well find out right ?
Night all...
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8:40p
Well believe it or not I was still awake at 5:00 this morning, basically I couldn't sleep, which pretty much seems to be a routine occurrence each time I'm booked in for an appointment with anyone in Government services. Not to say it would be any different if it were a job interview, not that I'd know because I haven't had one....but anyway, the appointment went fine, although I'm still convinced that I should be saving my side of what occurred for the lawyer, which they keep recommending getting, which I'll look into. Basically they've given me a couple of contacts and of course there's the one that mum suggested. So it's going to cost money that I don't really have in terms of where the money I have should be going...which is basically most likely after some cell testing to the Dentist. (which they also recomend getting looked at).
A bit upset about everything really, but you know trying to get through everything.....kind of muddled in town after the meeting mind you, and didn't get half the things I needed to get...actually it was a bit of a fiasco, went to check out the jeans, and happy to say I have a new pair, although not Rocka Ware, mind you there's a lot of nice new gear in at the Hip Hop Shop in that range, ended up with a pair of Schott this time, most likely guy's which are a bit baggier and give my legs some room to breath...mind you I keep saying it and will do it..but I need to take some weight off...The weathers starting to change, so checked out a jacket, something that I haven't really ever bought before, but it look quite nice, one of those kind of baseball looking jackets but in a nice water spray material....I'd like to go back and get it...very pro America look for me...but I don't know....haven't really had a shop around...but I like being comfortable in clothes at work...and especially with winter coming is important to me...and its not as though I'm bringing in enough to pump up the electricity bill, and it's not as though I've taped into any great work opportunities, as in forever in Adelaide... so I'm just upset..and to top everything off...it was kind of weird at the shop today...I mean I don't like to bring up religion, and I don't believe I did, but next thing I know I was being lectured about God and Jesus...and personally these day's I just do not like to discuss religion because it inevitably leads to a difference of opinion, and I don't think it's necessary, but basically when I inferred that I don't believe Jesus in the bee all and end all of religion, I was told I should go and sit in my "darkroom"...which it's actually quite a very bright room...so I don't know what she was inferring...I still like her, I still like the shop, I just don't want to talk religion.
Then because I'd spent a few hours in town, parked in one of the more reasonable parking spaces, I was over three hours and basically they charge a set increase you know $2.70, $3.90....but after the third hour which I wasn't aware of they double it to $10.00. So that was a bit of a bummer....
And came home exhausted, didn't have the energy to sit down and eat, or should I say, couldn't co-ordinate my head to make myself do it...which is kind of stupid, but I put it down to not being able to sleep last night...
Now...well...I know I should cook something...but my whole body aches...so I'm going to take the night off, and just pull it together hopefully after a good nights sleep...
Mum and dad are kind of bugging me, because they're saying there not willing to help around the house tomorrow...but you know, put it on while the visitors were here, which really is a pain in the ass, and totally unhelpful...I mean I do actually try to help out as much as I can, while it might not seem like that...
Other than that I need to get a little bit more determined about things I want in my life...which I currently don't have...but I do have a cool pair of jeans...so pretty happy about that...but if you consider...that food and clothing alone constitutes slavery...well you've got to know where I'll be going with my issues......so I think the time to demand change is upon us...I want a helpful Government, not a Government that neglects it's citizens for high rise apartments with no jobs...Australia is heading in the path of the U.S. most likely with a property market crash..
good night, I'm not doing any work tonight...
Gum's well there could be a few less active cell's there tonight.....but basically I'm trying to lay off, putting too much of anything on it at the moment.
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8:40p
but I will stick with the mouth wash....
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8:51p
Want to know something funny, the best pair of jean's I've seen which I would have tried on if they have them here, is this totally Gothic Style from Japan...which doesn't really sound totally me, because they are way over the top..and I most likely couldn't get away with wearing them...(maybe I could, but as I said my size is kind of hefty at the moment).but I like them...and Japan, usually do small size...
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