Monday, February 4th, 2008
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10:43p
Okay....well I should be going with the priority list, rather than what I want to be doing...and the priority list as it stands...is I need to get a document to the A.D.A which is the Australian Dental Association, basically they've informed me they can't look at anything until I've put in witting what the outcome from the Dental Board re :the first complaint is forwarded to them.
Other than that interestingly there was a message left on the answering service this morning from Job Prospects, I called them back as it was regarding a supposed appointment tomorrow morning, I knew nothing about it and informed them so, I also said I had some paperwork to get to...so it might be there...went through the paperwork, and there's nothing regarding an appointment.
She mentioned something like " there's an exemption until April or something similar"...but I think that's most likely not true, and perhaps is part of an excuse to cover up, what's been going on, while things go through court.
Called a friend...and this evening started looking up more information Re: my gum's..I actually discovered something tonight....I'm still of the opinion that an incorrect diagnosis has been made, mind you I am kind of stressed at the moment...but still I believe that this is a cover up...I feel I've been denied work given my educational achievements, and I also feel that being on Social Security Benefit has deprived me of the income required to maintain good health...along with being pushed into a build business scheme which actually has reduce the ability to maintain good health...and you know what else I think...without being too overboard in my assumptions....I think all those organizations that are supposed to be in place to provide health care for those that don't have adequate means to pay for health insurance are engaging in activities that do not preserve health...and actually are on their own little killing sprees...which one most likely would not detect as such....
Sure I know it sounds far fetched...but I am living through it...so I should know....
And you want to know the shitty thing about this if I am right...I stopped drinking alcohol at about age 27, I've never smoked a cigarette in my life...other than through passive smoking...so I'm pretty pissed off about this dental shit....
And you know what I'll be more shitty about if I find it to be true...most likely...while this is all going on I should be on a sickness benefit ...rather than Job Start payments....even though I am capable of working...because most likely the fact that I am working...is also contributing to the stress...which in turn effects the other...which should make sense...so these next few months...I guess you could say are going to be pretty stressful...
And I have two options....
1. Stop Working all together until all matters are resolved.
2. Put in a legal claim against the Government.
And interestingly enough....believe it or not....I've developed an ointment, which when I put it on my gums, it show's me exactly where the problem is...and I'm not sure if it's the ointment and gum tissue reacting too each other which is pretty obvious....but basically I think I have a gum ulcer which is flaring up....and no it's not occurring in the places I've filled...just near one area that I filled...but I definitely need to see someone...and have it diagnosed either one way or the other....because it could actually be a gum cancer....I mean I hate to alarm people....but that's what it could develop into....and as far as I'm concerned...you know people have just been slicing away at that area of my gum without locating where the problem is emanating from...and I have...at least with this ointment....found the head of the culprit.....it may go away...it might not....it's actually like a pimple...so it's actually sick man....you know...every area of my body feels great...except this one area where this ulcer looking thing is....
And you want to know something else...at the moment I've spent $960 odd dollars on different dentists...which have said nothing about what I'm saying....you know they said about deep panning treatments...and told me I had to have them done within a month right....and they said all this crap....look see the color of the gum line...blah...blah at the back of your teeth...when you get a panning blah...blah..that will change...and it's the actual color of my gum's..but I'd just never noticed it before....
So I think a lot of people talk a lot of shit....but what I do think...is I have a gum ulcer at the moment which wasn't there four day's ago...so I don't know how long it's going to hand around for...but I do have to get back onto dental gear again...to get this sorted out....so that's a bit shitty actually...
But I do think there's some serious....social class crap going on...and there's not one reason...in the whole wide world...why I should be on unemployment benefit...
I might be making it sound a little worse than it is...my gums that is...but I defiantly feel there's some serious shit going on here....and I know someone's covering it up....
Oh yeah...and I gather some of you have figured we're on a stake out at the moment....well you better believe it...
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10:45p
it's like a huge fucking zit man...
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10:46p
but if I have got cancer...I officially give myself a one way ticket to party...lol.
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11:00p
basically the ointment reacts to the ulceration, which is under the gum line...
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11:20p
Oh well ....at least this time if they cut a huge chunk out of my gums...at least I've got something to fill it with...
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11:25p
I know this is going to offend a lot of people...but you know think about it...there's the generation X'ers and the generation Y'ers....which some of us have learnt along the way..."You might like to think you can trust the Government....but you can't"....so you know I was thinking about the next generation....and I thought we should call them the "paid to fuck generation"....I mean wasn't it that cash government incentive that put you on the pushing babies for an income ladder...only asking...
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11:26p
Sometimes I'm too punk for my own ass...
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11:39p
you know this thing is incredible to watch...I mean ...you can't see it really until I put the ointment on it...but the moment I put the ointment on it...you can see it...I'm going to take a photo...see what it looks like...
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11:50p
I think people are going to freak out when they see it....mind you remember...when I don't put the ointment on it, you can't see it, but as soon as I do the cell's react to the ointment which turns white on what I'm saying is an ulcer....oh yeah....it's probably my imagination...or it may be due to the slight inflammation...but the gum looks like it's covering up the area I filled....
actually I might even have been 26 when I stopped drinking alcohol...just checking out the photos...
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